I have always been conscious of spirits and always had a “bond” with an entity I have named bob. As a child I always suffered from night tremors and could hear voices. Sometimes conversations and sometimes these voices where directed at me. During the night tremors, when I would try pull out I would be screamed at saying “STOP! Its not complete” over and over again. I lost sleep and thus became and insomniac through fear during my teenage years and began to learn how to break out by using aggression yet still developed this “bond” with the entity. A couple of years passed with few incidents yet I began to “miss” that “gift” so I called upon it again within myself as I have always been able to just by the power of my mind as I thought he belonged with me. That was a bad idea!
Last night I had the most horrific nightmare ever! far greater that any night tremor. The dream started with sitting in my room with my family, a person was hidden behind an object and appeared to shine a light upon each of us knocking them unconscious yet me semi, it was like being drugged on sedatives. I ran and tried to escape and prevailed only to “wake” (which turned out to be another part of the dream ) and tell my girlfriend about this. Objects in the room started to shake and move, red demon faces appeared.
I fled downstairs only to see my family yet within myself I knew this to be the entity impersonating them… as they laughed and playfully moved about in a sinister manner. That’s when he appeared, 7-8ft in height and spoke to me directly. Talking about how I was foolish to play with this game, that he was much greater than I and that I must suffer for my actions and to know the consequence. Making reference to conversations I had had with friends, joking saying I would stab him if he tried to hurt me and mocked and laughed at me for this comment. I quote “stab me would you?” “that is amusing, you cannot hurt me”. Then he demonstrated his abilities by giving order to a female associate who then whispered to my paralyzed girlfriend. My girlfriend then moved over to a window and slit her wrists to commit suicide, the large entity then looked at me with a unspoken understanding as if to say “see what I can do”. He said to me if you think off me I will appear, if you talk off me I will return.
The dream was then returned to a normal state with everyone healthy and fine, me thinking about what had just occurred I walked back upstairs to my room still traumatized about what supposedly happened to my girlfriend. Only to feel that evil feeling come over me again and he returned, reminding me that I had spoken and thought off him only this time with more entities, my girlfriend lay lifeless on the bed and a black woman was pushed forward by the evil being to offer me oral sex, I refused. Then she offered me drugs which I refused, I looked over to my girlfriend to see a look off hatred upon her face (as if the entity was trying to tempt me), the entity turned me back to the black woman and she offered me a final time. I again said no (feeling as if I was being tested and taunted by this evil, determined not to give in). Then the entity laughed and chuckled “You think that taking the moral high ground will save you, remember I am inside your mind” then his words where muffled I think he said “remember this” to which I high pitched sound (like hard wind blowing) happened and dark creatures jumped onto my body knocking me to the floor where I was torn to pieces, I could feel my stomach being torn open and my fingers bitten off yet I lay silent in my head thinking I would not give them the satisfaction off my cries.
The final dream in a dream I awoke in a coffin… and pushed my way free to run back to my room seeing my girlfriend with two black eyes, swollen, beaten and bruised. My mind was breaking all around me I could see symbols, blood, faces… I just wanted it to end… I believed myself to be awake in a constant circle off torturous hallucinations over and over again until I got angry and had had enough and awoke. Not knowing if I was still dreaming! soaked in sweat…
My girlfriend had been lying next to me and told me I had been shaking violently and tossing back and forth. That is the short version of the story as I had conversations with the entity between each torture that I don’t remember. Please help me! I need to know what it all means urgently! I don’t know if this makes any difference but it occurred under the full moon yesterday night mon 9th Jan 2012!
Asked by Stu
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