Now about three or four years prior I remember feeling down and began to lose my faith.� In which I was curious about the occult and in all honestly thought it was rubbish.� For the life of me I cannot remember what I read but I do remember sitting at the computer and reading aloud a passage from an occult book.� When I did I felt great, all my problems felt as if they lifted away and it’s odd to say but when I finished reading it my whole body felt refreshed.
At my old house I used to continually dream about this Lady in White at least once a week.� The strange thing is that I wasn’t scared of her or anything, it felt nice having her there in a weird way.� Each dream was vivid and would start off with me seeing myself doing something I’ve done through the day but I wasn’t in my body.� Then slowly it would warp into just an empty room or area with windows where I could see mountains and a sunrise while the Lady in White stood in front of a window with her back turned to me.
It wouldn’t be until late spring of 2006 when I would see she had no face.� That dream was extremely odd because in it I saw every last person I knew at the time.� Each one in that room, all wearing white, all just happy and smiling.� Then I walked up to the Lady, she had something in her arms.� It looked a like a small child, all bundled up in a white sheet.� Before I looked at the child though I looked at what I was suspecting to be her face.� However nothing was there, no mouth, no nose, no eyes, nothing.� However just as I was about to pull the sheet away from the baby’s face something distracted me and I looked behind me but when I returned there was nothing except for black space all around me.
It wouldn’t be until later that year when every night I would see glimpses of the Lady in White in and out of my dreams.� Every night I would hear someone screaming in agony and pain just to be released.� Though I couldn’t see anything, it was just a black void all around me.� Until oddly enough I had a dream that I was watching a bunch of people in an office building, I could see one man look up in fright and confusion as the screams came again but the rest seemed to not to notice it.� I couldn’t tell where I was or what they were saying since it sounded muffled.
The man then walked to a wall put his ear on it and began to pace as if looking for something.� Then out of nowhere while the screams got louder he grabs a chair and just starts wailing on the wall.� He continues this while people around him panic and look in disbelief, but he doesn’t seem to care, he just seems to want to find where the screaming it coming from.� After a moment he breaks a good part of the wall out and then just starts ripping out pieces making the small hole larger.� Until finally a white sleeved arm drops into a view, the man looks in disbelief and attempts to grab at it but collapses as the screams intensify.� At this time I grab my head and close my eyes because they are so loud and then open them only to be back in my bed.
Then shortly after my first few dreams of the Lady in White, I got a major shocker to the system.� My family of four, my Dad, my Uncle, my Grandma, and myself would begin to die off.� Firstly my Uncle would be killed in a car crash while my Dad was came close to death in surgery that same day.� It would be later that year after stewing in pity and letting the home become filled with negativity that I would begin having the dreams of screaming.� I would go through the process and see her again then pitch black when I tried to hold her hand.� The screams would come and every morning I would wake up at 4:00 am on the dot.� This would continue for a year (mid 2007) after my Grandma passed away and my Dad would come close to death once more in another surgery mishap.
For the first time I went back home, alone.� That was the night when the office worker dream happened.� Here’s the kicker though, during this week it so happened that every friend I knew would be out of town or unavailable so I was stuck in the house by myself with no one.� If a demon or something were to make their move you could not plan it better than that.
Shortly after I noticed changes within myself. I just began to feel, well feel nothing.� Everything from Love to Hate I just acted, I never really felt any of it.� I even tried to feel something like watching a hilarious or sad movie but I couldn’t understand what was happening.� That’s also when the animals around me started to act very strange.� My two cats would run in fear and just look at me scared when I would walk in a room, birds outside would stop chirping when I would walk near their tree, and one thing that really got me was when the horses from the farm next door would began to neigh and get into a frenzy when I would walk towards them.� When they would usually walk right up to you and mooch any food off you.� No one noticed much or at least didn’t mention anything to me about it, since I would just act like a person was supposed to act during activities with friends.�� Not to mention just horrible thoughts and images that would continually enter my mind.
My dreams would also become quite violent and I could swear like I could feel them or if they even were dreams at all.� One of which was when I could see something wrapping it’s hands around my neck while I was asleep and attempting to choke me.� Again I would be seeing this from the outside and yet I would be feeling it at the same time.� Another was that I could not see what it was but I was pinned down and I felt nails begin to go into my arms.� I was in my body for this one and I could feel warm air brush against my face.� While the nails dug in deeper.
One last strange thing that would happen was a few things I would begin to see while fully awake.� I would begin to see swirling orbs all over the place that would come in and out of view in various places.� Also at night when I would stare at some light that is surrounded by darkness the light would be swallowed up by it.� Like a reflection of light from a street lamp would be on the ceiling but it would slowly be swallowed up by the darkness around it until I shut my eyes and it would return to normal.
All of this would continue until late 2007 until I really got into reading about demons and various religions.� Then slowly I began to figure out different items and markings that would hold back a demon.� So around the end of November I stood my ground and claimed my body back from whatever was holding it.� I had recently come by a pendant of the Shield of Solomon and wore it as I cast out whatever was doing this into a spirit box.
Soon after my father and I had to move out of the house (he rented the place) and found a new home to live in.� However before leaving, to make sure whatever was there would not follow me, I found a site that described various Voodoo spells that would “lock” a spirit within a home.� I did this since I was never too sure of the spirit box and had no way to know if I really had it inside of it.� So I sealed up the house and left.� Now I’m very happy and everything seems to have returned to normal for me.� Though I do wonder what in the world I encountered and if anyone else will be able to survive it as I did.
Oh and if this story seems a bit confusing and rushed it’s because when I ever try to post this thing something happens that causes me to be unable to post it.� Be it from my own computer screwing up, the website having an error, or even once when the entire house lost power.
Written by Michael Ryan Clary, Copyright 2008