Ghost Stories & Paranormal Encounters

Hi everyone! Let me start by saying I have always been a vivid dreamer, ever since I was a young child! I constantly dream throughout the night. I remember every detail, and color.

I have always had a difficult time dealing with whatever stresses I experience in my life. Whether I am arguing with my mother or my boyfriend. I always seem to work it out in my dreams, and get out what I really wanted to say! But, I always wake feeling better.

For the last 10 years or so, I have been experiencing very disturbing dreams. They don’t happen frequently, maybe once or twice a year. Some times there is a gap of a year or two, but always when I am under an extreme amount of stress.

I am being attacked physically. This… Thing, whatever it is, is not good. I cannot give you a physical description of it. It is more of a sense, or a feeling of It that I remember most. It is dark. It is nasty. Whenever it comes to me, my first feeling is that it is demonic.

Whenever I dream of It, Its purpose is always the same. It wants to bring me to Hell and claim me for Satan.

It says things like “I want you!” or “I am taking you!” I have always fought It off by saying things like “No!” or “You can’t. I belong to God!” And then I start to pray. Always the Lords Prayer. Every time I do this, I feel strong in my belief that God will protect me. With every word I say, I feel this Thing can not hurt me! I am always successful in getting It to go away. But, It always comes back.

It has been about 3 or 4 months since the last time I had this dream, and it did not go quite as well as it has in the past.

I had recently (about 2 months prior to this last dream) gone through a very difficult time. I was going through a separation with my children’s father. It happened so fast, one day we were a family the next, done. Over. I think I pretty much hit rock bottom. I attempted suicide (more than once). To say I questioned God and my Faith, I think would be an understatement! (I am not trying to turn this into a Bible thumping post. I just want you to understand where my head was at)

The last time It came to me in my dream, it was very different from every other dream. I was weak. I was questioning every aspect of my life. Especially myself! Why am I here? What is it all for? I truly wanted my life to end, and I think It knew that! When I said my dream was different, it was much more violent than it had EVER been. It was trying to attack me not just physically,  but sexually too! I was literally kicking and punching at It in my sleep. Every inch of my body was fighting to beat this Thing back. I was shouting at it too!  In my dream I said all the things I usually say to get this sucker to go away, but none of it was working. It was much stronger than I was at that point. Even though I am telling It “No!”, I could FEEL that I was tired, not as strong. As I said to It “I belong to God!” there was a little doubt in me.

When I finally awoke I was so drained physically and emotionally. To this day I know that I almost lost the battle for my very Soul.

It will be back. I know It hasn’t given up. I just hope I will be stronger and ready for the fight.

In my mind I KNOW that this is Sleep Paralysis, but, in my heart I feel it is something entirely different.

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