None of my stories have been posted as of yet, but, I keep typing them. I have to get this off my chest and out there to even strangers somewhere… Anywhere.
If my stories are posted I have stated that it all started happening when I was about 14 years old. That’s not entirely true!
The fact is one really strange event happened when I was just about 5 years old and nothing else did happen until about 14.
I was 4 or 5 years old at our farm house in Palestine, Texas. My Mom was feeding my little sister who was at that time a little infant in a high chair. I was watching the TV and I got this really weird feeling come over me. It was like I felt I was sort of floating above myself. It was a trance like state. For whatever reason I walked over to my mom feeding my sister and bachanded the spoon right out of her hand. Baby food flew all over the walls and ceiling and the spoon went flying from her hand.
Of course, she freaked out. She screamed at me and asked, “What the hell is wrong with you?” I immediately snapped out of it and couldn’t answer. I honestly didn’t know why I did that!
I can’t understand what came over me to do such a thing. I just sort of lost control of my body for about 30 seconds and committed a terrible thing. I’ve spoken with her over the years of experiencing paranormal events and I honestly think I was briefly possessed. I don’t know by what or what it’s name was. I was just a small child. I’ll never forget the way it made me feel as if I wasn’t really there but yet I was and then I remember every single detail of my actions but it wasn’t me doing it.
That feeling… That weird feeling of being just outside of yourself. I bet a lot of heinous crimes are committed from that same demonic possession! People doing things that is completely out of their nature and unexpected and then can’t understand why they did what they did!
I have felt that feeling coming on again and remembered and I resisted it and it went away. You can send it away. The first time it happened to me I didn’t know and let it take over. You people probably think I’m a psychopath but that’s the farthest from the truth. I’m actually a professional and educated man. I have a family that I love and care for. I only let that thing in once when I was a very small child.