Since I was a young girl I have heard strange noises and seen strange figures. I must have blocked a lot of this out because the memories have hit me in waves over the years.
I recall being very young and something coming to me and telling me that I wasn’t meant to live. I was born premature and had a rough beginning, but this voice insisted that I go with them and it scared me to death. There was the sound of breathing in my bedroom, and feelings like I would leave my body in the most vivid lucid dreams…
Fast forward to age 13. I began hearing voices in my bedroom saying much more sinister things. I thought I was going crazy… and then it happened. I thought I was dreaming… I was laying in my bed and in my “dream” I saw my bedroom door open and a figure come in… it appeared to be a man in boxers… I couldn’t move, or speak… he forced himself onto me and began squeezing my breast so hard and forcing my legs apart… it was horrifying. It finally stopped and I screamed out and woke my mother. Could that have been a nightmare? Sure. Could it have been some locked away memory of being molested? Sure…
Fast forward to 17. I began waking up feeling like I couldn’t breathe. I would hear a screeching, shrill voice whisper horrible things into my ear. I would scream and nothing would come out, couldn’t move… like it was on my chest, or if I were on my stomach it would be on my back.
I’m now 24 and this has gotten more and more frequent. I have seen a black figure in my room, even when I was awake. I smell something that smells of stale, earthy, death… it’s so distinct… then I know it’s there. It has raped me. I swear to it. I feel it inside me. I have woken up with hickies and bruises on my thighs. It tells me “you like evil more than good”, “you are worthless”, “we will kill your son”, “you will never be happy.”
I once saw it standing at the foot of my bed. A black figure, appearing to be wearing a hood. What is this? I feel like I’m going crazy. It’s terrifying. I have no peace. My back hurts constantly now, I never know when this thing will come. Once it literally felt like it was tearing my soul out of me, pulling me through me bed away from my body.
What can I do? Is there anyone who knows anybody or any groups or forums or priests or just anyone? I really need to talk to people who understand. I’m tired of hearing that it’s sleep paralysis. I called a priest, he thought I was crazy. I need some help. I am so afraid it’s going to kill me sometimes. It laughs when I curse it in my head or when I try to fight back. This thing is so dark, so evil… my body tingles when it’s near… like electricity. It’s not a dream. This is real. If anyone can offer some support or help it would be greatly appreciated.
Sent in by Natalie, Copyright 2009 TrueGhostTales.com