A Never Ending Dream

Posted on September 19, 2009

I used to think that I was most likely crazy, then changed that to delusional, but a functional delusional. I’ve vowed to never open up to anyone much less many “anyones” about the dreams and experiences I’ve had. Now that I have read so much on this site and see that so many are experiencing things they have no answers for like myself I find it a comfort. Either there is something happening to much of the general public or madness is running rampant through the masses.

Not in chronological order but order of importance, I think anyway, When I was around 7 or 8 I and a friend I’ve had all my life were at a small carnival in the small town I grew up in, we had seen most everything twice or more and rode the rides and finally decided to go to the gypsy looking fortune teller. I didn’t buy into that sort of thing even at that age mostly because of my Christian upbringing. We went anyway. He went in first and I waited outside. I don’t believe I planned to see her at that point. After I’d been waiting at least 20 minutes which seemed like a childhood eternity, I heard him call my name and I went in, he said that he wanted her to read my fortune since she’d just finished his. I walked slowly through the tent front and before I got to within 15 feet of her she told me to stop. She had a weird look on her face and said that she was not allowed to read me. I looked behind me because she appeared to be looking that way and I felt embarrassed because I thought, “Great! My Moms here. This is going to be humiliating!” But I saw no one. My friend asked why and she said, still looking passed me, ” Because he has two angels, they stand on each side of him.” She then asked us to leave. I didn’t think about it for to long because we were at the carnival and still had a little money. Sometime later on he told me what she had told him. I don’t remember what it was but it was very negative and depressing about his future life. (his future turned out to be very bleak indeed)

Before this time and up to when my seeing dreams ended, I had this recurring dream. It was the same thing everytime. It didn’t scare me but left me sad, home sick, and lonely. I’ve had it countless times throughout my life.

It’s before (I was born), I’m not sure when, at that moment, time has no meaning to not only me but the others with me. I see us arrive, from where I don’t know, but the way I see myself and the others is in tiny pinpricks of light, but bright and beautiful. From where ever we came from it was a life, similar to the one I was fixing to experience. We were excited. This was the first time we had seen this place. But like I said the knowledge was with me that we had been to countless others and countless others lay in our future.

One being, if I had to label it, I would say was my best friend. I knew that we would not see each other this lifetime. Even though we all were fixing to go into a life here at seemingly the same time, in human terms it would be at different time periods. I also knew that when it was over we would meet just like we were then and move on to another place far away, another life to experience just as we had arrived here, and when it was over somewhere down the line we’d go home with all of the memories and experiences we had gained.

Before I went in I could hear a voice, I don’t know how, but it asked me if I was sure this was the life that I chose. It showed me this life from beginning to end. And I said yes. At that moment I saw around me others zipping to the earth and then I was too. I could explain more but this is getting to long.

Sometime after the carnival thing I started having dreams. Most of the time if I had them three times they always came true. Sometimes after only once. When I was 13, it was the summertime and I came in for some reason and laid down on my bed. I then felt that I sat right up and went back outside. Standing in the yard I heard beautiful trumpets, looked up and the clouds covered the sky, they then started rolling back and angels flooded out covering the sky, millions of them. I saw some one with angels flanking him while he sat on a throne come out of midst and he started descending. I knew who he was and wanted to hide. I was terrified because I knew I had not been living right and I wasn’t ready for judgment. He came directly to me and something was different. I looked around and I was in my back yard but kind of to the side and could see the front yard and street and saw other neighborhood kids playing out front and my next door neighbor continued doing, what ever, next door. They couldn’t see him. I thought I must be dead. He spoke to me and laid his hand on my shoulder. I don’t remember his words but the jist of it was I had to change my ways and within the next few years or I would be called home. He then ascended. I went back in and sat on my bed. I thought, well. They’re coming for me. I was scared. I just sat there wanting to cry but knowing it would do no good. My mom was in the living room just outside my door sowing. After a while of just looking around my room I thought. Wait. Why didn’t she see me come and go. I got up and asked and she hadn’t. I went outside and all of the kids and neighbor were doing the things they had in my vision. I didn’t understand.

Not long afterward I started hearing stuff. It was more important things though after I started driving. Just a few of the things was when I was on the highway and something told me to pull to the side of the road and slow almost to a near stop, something’s fixing to happen. Pull The left side not the right. I was on a four lane highway at rush hour. That seemed crazy but by this time I knew to listen. As soon as I did a truck with a trailer and piece of machinery on it started to swerve out of control. Everything in the other three lanes was involved in a pile up at full speed. I cruised through without a scratch and then the car even behind me got it too. Another time I was coming to a light that had been green for several seconds. To my right was a small hill you couldn’t see over. Right as I got there A voice yelled so loud it echoed in the car. “STOP!” I jumped at the sound and hit the brake. A car doing over 100 flew over the hill and through the light. It would have hit me.

over the years many things like this happened. All the while the prophetic dreams too. A few years ago though after one especially dreadful (if I mentioned what it was about you’d know) and I couldn’t do anything to change it I started praying for the dreams to go away. They depressed me. I saw no reason for them if I couldn’t help. I prayed for a while and then one day they stopped. I didn’t know that everything else would too though. I haven’t heard the voice after that either.

Now that I think about it, I think maybe it was my fault I didn’t help. Maybe I was just waiting for something to happen when I should have acted. I don’t know. Anyway. That’s some of my story, madness, perhaps.

Written by Tony L, Copyright 2009




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Comments

15 Responses to “A Never Ending Dream”
  1. Delano says:

    very good story

  2. kassie says:

    I think I’m more confused than enjoyed the story.. but good luck to you. Nice to know you have two angels

  3. Anurag says:

    I agree with kassie that the story is too confuse…may be because it’s too long and you lost the fool. Whatever…God bless you.

    Love & Prayers,
    Anurag

  4. Tony L. says:

    mmmm…. It’s not really a story, not made up anyway, just a sampling of happenings in my life. And yes, it was confusing

  5. Gina says:

    just wanted to know why the fortune teller wouldnt read ur cards because you had 2 angels ???

    xx

  6. Tony L. says:

    I don’t know. She didn’t say why. I was uncomfortable being in there anyway. I didn’t believe in that stuff right then and saw even being there as a silly way of wasting money I could be riding rides or eating something good with. I don’t think I even thought or remembered it for a long time and I don’t remember now what made me think of it again. I’ve since wondered that myself.

  7. tyra says:

    Great to know you have two angels.

  8. Tony L says:

    Yes. That is a comforting thought. I don’t know the purpose of her being able to see them since I can’t. I guess that’s just another one of those great mysteries

  9. child like says:

    I have the same problem. I have gone to get my cards read with several tellers and no one will read my card. They told me they are not allowed to but couldn’t not tell me why. And the ones that read them anyway determind not to be stopped from reading my cards it showed them to stop not to read my future. They got scared and started to feel sick and threw me out. One Jew who is a friend of mine when I go visit him we always pray together and he had told me he would see several angels around me and a light so bright around me like if i was in a bubble . He always felt so good when we prayed together and he said good things always happens when we had prayed together and what ever his problem was at that time would be resolved. Some times I would have dreams that would come true so does my daughter and my son knows things also. We hide things from my son while he is in another room with the close door and then we asked him to find it and he does every time. My son is just 5 years old. Why it happens to us we don’t know. Sometimes I think it is important to know where we come from what blood lines run into our family from way back when to find the answer. Good luck and God be with you

  10. Tony L says:

    I was adopted when I was a month old. All I know is that I am full blood indian (american) and from Creek and Seminole tribes. Other than that I don’t know. I can’t say that its ever really interested me to find out though. I feel like my feelings and longing is spiritual but for where and who I can’t say. (other than the Lord of course)

  11. child like says:

    i KNOW WHAT YOU MEAN. MY GREAT GRANDMOTHER WAS A SHAMAN HEALER . WE ARE APACHES FROM THE LAPIS TRIBE THAT MIGRATED TO TEXAS (THE LAPIS TRIBE) STAYED IN TEXAS AND SOME WENT TO MEXICO. i AM VERY SPIRITUAL AND STUDYING RIGHT NOW THE SHAMAN WAYS WHICH STARTS WITH KNOWING YOUR INNERSELF AND THE 4 ELEMENTS. I MET MY GREAT GRANDMOTHER THRU MY DREAM, HOW I KNOW IT WAS HER NOT ONLY THE WAY SHE WAS DRESSED AND WHAT SHE WAS DOING TO TELLING ME THAT I NEEDED TO FOLLOW HER STUDIES. I ASKED MY MOM IF SHE KNEW ANYONE AND I DISCRIBED HER AND SHE TOLD ME IT WAS HER MY GREAT GRANDMOTHER AND THAT’S WHEN SHE TOLD ME SHE WAS A WELL KNOWN SHAMAN HEALER WHO EVERYONE FROM ALL OVER THE WORLD WOULD COME TO SEE HER. SHE COULD SEE THE PAST, PRESENT AND FUTURE AND SHE WORKED WITH HERBS AND SPIRITS FROM OUR BLOOD LINE AND ANIMALS SPIRITS. LOOK INTO YOUR DREAM MORE CLOSELY LINE BY LINE AND TRY TO SEE WHAT IS NOT REALLY THERE. I CAN’T EXPLAIN IT. SOMEONE IS TRYING TO TELL YOU SOMETHING. DO YOU MEDIATE? I DO IT SOMETIMES I HEAR IN THE WIND MY FAMILY TALKING TO ME TELLING ME WHAT I NEED TO KNOW. IT’S A RITURAL, IT HAS TO BE OUTSIDE AND DON’T EAT MEAT FOR A WEEK, NOT JUNK FOOD, OR SODAS. MAKE YOUR BODY PURE FIRST. I AM TELLING YOU IT DOES WORK. YOU CAN EVEN SEE YOUR PAST FAMILY. IF YOU NEED TO TALK I AM HERE. YOUR INDIAN FRIEND OMEDI

  12. child like says:

    YOUR TWO ANGELS CAN ALSO BE ONE YOUR ANIMAL SPIRIT GUIDE AND THE OTHER THE GREATEST CHIEF IN YOUR BLOOD LINE WHICH NEVER LEAVES THEIR FAMILY ALWAYS PROTECTS THEIR OWN EVEN AFTER DEATH. I DO BELIEVE THIS VERY MUCH. YOU NEED TO GO BACK AND READ THE HISTORY OF YOUR PEOPLE AND GET THE FEELING OF THEM. DREAMS WILL CHANGE AND YOU WILL BE MORE AWARE OF YOUR BLOOD LINE. AS FOR MYSELF I ALWAYS FEEL THEM AROUND ME.
    FOR EXAMPLE:
    WHEN MY HUSBAND DIED I WAS SO DISTRAUGHT MY SPIRIT AND SOUL WAS NO WHERE TO BE FOUND. I FELT SO ALONE WITH MY PAIN AND ONE DAY WHILE I WAS DRIVING TO WORK IN FRONT OF ME IN THE MIDDLE OF THE ROAD TWO EAGLES CAME DOWN FROM DIFFERENT DIRECTIONS MEETING IN THE MIDDLE RIGHT ON THE ROAD I WAS ON. I STOPPED AND WATCHED THEM AS THEY LANDED TOGETHER IN THE MIDDLE OF THE ROAD AND THEY JUST STOOD THERE FOR A WHILE AND JUST FLEW AWAY. BUT THAT MADE ME THINK OF MY FAMILY STILL WITH ME AND I DID NOT FEEL ALONE AND I FELT STRENGTH OF MY PEOPLE. FIND YOUR STRENGTH AND YOUR FAITH YOU WILL GROW STRONGER.

  13. Tony L says:

    I’ll give you my email adress if they’ll let me. And I might try that other stuff. That no eating meat thing could be hazardous to those around me though. If I went a week without eating meat I could turn “Donner party” on them. underdog_1001 at yahoo.com

  14. Tony L says:

    hmm. My email address doesn’t work anymore. I had to get a new one. Don’t know what happened there.

  15. NAT says:

    wow pretty crazy i bet i know the one that your talking about a few years ago …i can iamgine it could be hard on you when you cant do anything about it …

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