My Encounter with Demons and Spirit Attachments

Posted on November 11, 2010

What I have written is about what I have experienced and learned about demons and spirit attachments.

I struggled for years to find a definition for it as I believed my health problems were all unconnected. I did not make a connection between some of my afflictions and my attachment or that they were spiritually induced e.g. Premature ejaculation, erectile dysfunction, mental breakdowns, tinnitus, general tiredness and irritability. It lay hidden in the background afflicting me with all sorts of diseases and discomforts.

It took me a lot of introspection and the more terrible expression of this spirit on my being for me to �wise up� to it. It took its more violent expression after years of mind games where it played a spirit guide/holy spirit. The bible teaches that the holy spirit communicates to us through dreams and visions and so this spirit spoke to me with false dreams, false visions and for a period of over 20 years.

I mean I had to experience the following before I realized the range of its abilities:

* Pressure on top of my head ( I was informed this was witchcraft and believed this for years)
* Suppression of breath
* Continuous irritation of my private parts.
* Voices
* Noises
* Heighten anxiety
* Tinnitus/loud ringing in my ears
* Seeing images flash before my mind when I momentarily close my eyes
* Induced Claustrophobia (Unable to use public transport)
* Pain, general body pain and pain in specific body areas.
* Tiredness and fatigue
* Sleep disturbances i.e. Elongated/Lengthen sleep, shortened sleep and no sleep (i.e. prevented from sleeping by evil spirits).

Sometimes I wake up and its like I have been talking to someone in my sleep. Once or twice it tormented me, preventing me from sleeping by nudging and causing me awake all night

They have a whole range of ways they may inflict a host however this is what I suffered. My senses were cruelly manipulated at random and it�s was such that on a daily basis I do not know what to expect.

Spirit attachment = Jin = Qarin/Qareen = spirit husband/wife = Incubi/Succubi = evil spirit = demon

In different cultures it is known by different names, Spirit attachment to the secular world. To Muslims it is known as Qarin, which means �constant companion� which can be good or evil. It studies and knows you which is why I imagine it is called a familiar spirit by Christians. And uses what it knows in dreams or voices. It is also called Foreign Energy Interference (FEI)

A lot of people live in ignorance of this and I am afraid to say even deliverance ministers. If you Google these terms you are likely to find a lot of information about it. I didn�t have a reference term for it and struggled for years to find out what indeed was wrong with me.

If one is experiencing recurring and harassing dreams/nightmares of :
* Masquerades chasing one
* Animals chasing one
* Being feed food in dreams
* Having sex in your dreams (Wet dreams) (incubi/succubi)

This would suggest one may have a spirit attachment or spirit husband/wife depending on who you are talking to. It may or may not express itself more aggressively in time. In some Churches it is also known as �strangers in the body� and it is known to limit one and can make one do what does not want to do. For example it could make one go from place to place seeking a solution to the problem. i.e. seeking help in places where you shouldn�t go, traditional healer, mediums, psychics, clairvoyants, magicians etc. It is known to cause Ill health, unemployment, poverty and even early death. Severe infestation and long time infestation could lead to suicidal thinking. i.e. by making ones life not worth it�s while and forcing one to think of a desperate way out. It without question is an unclean spirit that makes life harder for the host.

I found it has the following abilities:

* It can interact dictate and manipulate the content of your dreams
* it sees and hears all you see and what you think
* It can make noises
* It can speak in languages
* It can use different voices
* it can mimic known persons perfectly
* It is opportunistic
* it can cause pain in different ways
* It can affect your health adversely
* it can cause audio visual hallucinations to manipulate and deceive
* It can lay dormant for years

As I said this spirit at my earliest encounter with it played the Holy Spirit with me, dropping gentle messages to guide me in my dreams pretending to be the holy spirit. It was not sexual in the beginning only later has it shown its true colors, appearing to explore my sexuality via dreams.

If you know no better once you hear soft gentle voices whisper to you, if you are spiritually inclined, you believe its a spirit guide or holy spirit ( If you are a Christian like I am) and it plays on that, playing the game to suit the individual. It introduces you to its multiple personality ability when it applies its mind games on the host. They perfectly mimic people, tone and personality.

It took a period of about 20 years before it fully manifested to be an evil spirit and began to torture, taunt and torment me. Here is someone�s experience and I experienced the same thing too at the peak of its negative influence:

“…Then the voices in my head became harassing and plaguing – running constantly – commenting on everything I did. As I would see a dish, the voice would say, “sees a dish” and as my eyes shifted it would name the next thing I was seeing or doing or thinking or feeling – constantly all during the day. Then I really thought I was going mad – which after doing research I no longer believe. But this stage has continued for a couple of weeks now and has been nearly unbearable at times. The voices often keep me awake all night. If I fall asleep they bring me a sexual dream and just as I am succumbing in the dream I realize it is them again and I wake myself up…�

It has a mind of its own and can remain sane while it sets and pursues a path of insanity for its host. I do not believe these spirits are confused at all as most authors on the subject opine but know what they are doing.

I will never forget one of my friend�s advice, a wicked person would not kill you out right, he would first torture you or toy with you. That is what this spirit does. Essentially the nature of this evil spirit is one of hatred. I can substantiate this with my experience i.e. The recurring dreams/nightmares it gives of hateful, spiteful traumatic past encounters.

It taunts, torments and tortures/ engages to amuse itself. They torment for fun. It is sport to them. They seem to like playing (toying) with me on one hand and destroying me on the other.

I hear their voices and the voices came much later so also the sexual dreams. It blasphemes God/Jesus and it at often times has given me sick and perverse dreams where it manifests and approaches me sexually as a male or an hermaphrodite. Since I am a male heterosexual it does these to torment me.

Other times it comes as a familiar face (it takes its form from the mind of its host) or as a seductive female. This demon/entity appears to be sexless/bisexual. Its sexless in the sense that it can take on any form, male, female or hermaphrodite.

I can count only 2 occasions when it manifested as a male. Once as a male voice that gently attempted to spread my legs. The other as 2 homosexual males that had me pressed down, face down on the bed. (Re: Old hag syndrome, You will find sleep paralysis or the old hag symptom is a common feature of having a spirit attachment. See Sleep Paralysis ~ Scientific Explanations And The Old Hag Legends) This happened in sleep wake state and frightened me. The other times it has manifested in my dreams. I tend now to know its them and wake up.

What I have written is really out of experience. That is 20 years of experience. It first manifested in 1990. The bad manifestation of this spirit started gradually in 2001 and climaxed in 2005/6. It still attacks me but is not as aggressively as it once was. I hear voices just before I am about to fall asleep and in my dreams and I have tinnitus.

It is bisexual or asexual and has many people fooled into thinking it comes in a feminine form and masculine form. Succubi and Incubi are one and the same creature. Stories may differ but its modus operandi will always be the same. It is highly intelligent and just as highly deceptive. They manifest on the subconscious level/sleep but can manifest on the conscious level via voices or audiovisual hallucinations. They have no specific appearance and take their form from the host they are feeding on. It may be one or many, my impression is that it is one with the ability to pretend to be many.

It essentially may be seen as a vampire of sorts as its existence is parasitic. It is a Spirit and it may choose to relate to you in one or a number of ways for example dreams, nightmares or in dreams of sexual context or both. It primarily does what it likes to do the host and this seems to vary in degrees of manifestation from person to person. And at the tale end of the relationship it keeps it would reveal its true colors to be highly intelligent, deceptive and wicked.

These spirits have so mastered the art of deception that they will use the faces of people you are familiar with when they visit you at night. They are very intelligent and can play on your mind by what it may be preoccupied with. Nobody told me you don�t just hear voices but that they actually attentively engage in deceiving and manipulating you as they did in my case. They are highly deceptive and use the familiar faces of known people of the host to relate with the host in dreams. It loves to interact with one in ones dream state.

It is a monitoring spirit that is not constrained by time. It doesn�t share our concept of time. Time appears not to hold any meaning to it. It monitors you 24 hours of the day silently. And from time to time it probes to see if it still has influence by subtle afflictions which may be acknowledged by the host�s thoughts. (It shares the mind of the host) It shares the mind of the host but does not appear to have executive command of the host body. It operates like a partial possession. It however has the power to afflict it with varying degrees of ailments.

You would find it is a spirit that does what it likes. It may ply you sexually i.e. through dreams or afflict one with diseases. This spirit is known to be able to cause mental, physical and emotional Illnesses and is known in the Church (Mountain of Fire and Miracles) to cause low sperm count in adult males.

It likes to work hidden and unnoticed in the background often along the way afflicting one with illnesses leaving the host to run for the Doctor for help time after time. Seemingly making a hypochondriac of the host. As they have done in my case. I have found it chooses to hid its presence and in time it grows in influence and confidence.

It is a spirit that communes with you and has relationship with you in your dreams. It checks out your behavior/ responses in your dreams. It tests the subconscious person and often places you in dream situations e.g. of a sexual nature. You will find it enjoys this. Sex or the prospect of it also excites it. (I get dark flashes or lights out of the corner of your eye as a sign of its attentive presence) They love to observe our thoughts and actions and do this in our subconscious/sleep state or even consciously while one is awake.

From experience I know it could be put one in dream situations where it fools you into believing your actions are your own and have not been controlled by it. For example giving one the impression that one is willingly succumbing to it, forcing you into illicit sex in your dreams.

In my case they appear to have control of my dream life. In my dreams I was being interacted with. They appear to enjoy interacting with me in my sleep where I have a limited consciousness or control. Presently It interacts with me when I am sleep then it becomes active in my dreams and physically on my body.

It seeks to interact with me in my dreams using familiar persons from my past. Some family, some friends. My dreams are written, directed and produced by this entity. They star this entity also in the sense that it takes on the appearance of known people to me in the dream. All my dreams were manufactured by this being, at times all sorts of dirty polluting messages have been downloaded into my mind and at an alarming frequency. I wake from sleep sometimes and its like I have been in a conversation with someone.

They had once threatened me with blindness and put a shade over my eyes so that I could not see momentarily. On one occasion it made me feel like there was a gush of wind in my body on another it made me feel like I had been given an injection. The injection I was made to know is a common trademark of it in the Church. (Mountain of fire and Miracles.)

It took me through a long learning curve. It hid in the background and was sabotaging my health with illnesses over a long period of time before I realized that I had an unclean spirit. They (spirits) have been with me for so long and initially manipulated me into thinking I was having communication with the holy spirit. I did not connect my ill health with this spirit.

I am a born again Christian while I have prayed and gone through several deliverances the symptoms of voices when I am about to sleep, dream intrusion/manipulation, tinnitus/ringing in my ears, poor concentration and irritation of my private parts still persists though not as aggressive as once was. And they have continued to taunt and mock me.

And there are things they have done to me I am not proud to admit to. Once at night in my dream they took my manhood and I have since not had a full erection. I also have a low sperm count since the day these evil spirits attacked me about 5 years ago. And they have continued to taunt and mock me with it. The Church (Mountain of Fire and Miracles) knows it likes to destroy the male sexual functionality or sperm production causing low sperm count. (It does this probably because it is the one ability it would have loved to have). And so it destroys it out of jealousy I imagine.

Presently It interacts with me when I am sleep then it becomes active in my dreams and physically on my body, particularly my private part with an odd irritating sensation that makes me know it is working on preventing from having erections and producing quality sperm.

My dreams or nightmares, is more of a forum or rendezvous point for them to engage and interact with me.

What I know for a fact is, it is wary of measures taken against it and often checks to see if still has influence i.e. again flashes at the corner of the eye are indicative. It seems to be unsure of what may be effective in getting rid of it or harming it, which would suggest that it doesn�t think its invulnerable.

It doesn�t appear to know what may destroy it as it is as cautious when the host makes moves to get rid of it. It doesn�t think it is invincible and responds to certain efforts against it. They do not really know what may harm/destroy them. And are ever watchful and apprehensive as to what one may do to ward them off.

They have emotions and can be angry and it may react when it feels threatened. They like using the TV to mislead their victims for example in my case it took me a whole while to realize that what I was seeing and hearing on TV was what this spirit was feeding me. At it did this over a period of time tactfully injecting its own content, mixing with the overall content being broadcast. And the same applies to Radio.

This spirit pretty much played me into thinking some people could communicate with me via TV, Radio and finally by mind. They deceived me into believing that was the case. And they feed me over time a different take on reality. They kept momentarily influencing my vision so what I was seeing/hearing on TV/radio was what they wanted me to see/hear.

You may have been told that you have audio visual hallucinations, but no one warns you that the audio-visual hallucinations are vehicles to used to manipulate with design and intent to deceive the host, leaving the host to say that the TV or radio is talking to the them.

Causes, there are a lot of speculation as to what may be the cause but nothing really conclusive. Some say its the luck of the draw, the way one may catch a cold. Usually what people say is playing on an Ouija board, viewing certain materials/programs like books, dabbling in the occult, going past graveyards, one may pick one up. As one who has neither played the Ouija board or dabbled in the occult. I would say it is likely that it is attracted to a chemical imbalance in the brain. In other words a vulnerability or sensitivity of the host.

I believe if one is vulnerable i.e. is prone to being mentally chemically imbalanced, then they may chose to invade the host. It might be something in the brain chemicals that attracts the spirits to us.

I say this speculatively as I have known of people who have attachments yet demonstrate no psychotic symptoms. This brings me what the bible says. They take of those of us that they chose. Re: Genesis 6:2.

The lines between mental illness ala hearing voices and spirit possession/oppression often overlap one another, however it should be said where there are voices that have ability. Then one can say that spirit oppression is the likely culprit.

Symptoms often overlap with mental illness and I am sure there are many people in hospitals that are yet to properly diagnose their condition.

The difference between mental illness and having a spirit attachment is when the person with mental illness not only hears voices but the voices have ability. i.e. the voices backed up by the ability to afflict the host physically. In my case I was left in no doubt that I had a spirit attachment or suffered from a demonic attack by the assortment of ways in which my body was plagued by problems. Problems such as mentioned earlier and the voices complimenting and commenting on the problems I was experiencing. Threatening me and following up the threats with action.

I suggest where its appearing to have an ongoing personal relationship with you, where its waging a campaign of terror, commenting/causing and afflicting you with illnesses for months and years on end, then you wouldn�t need to told you have an attachment/evil spirit. One may struggle with a definition but one will be in no doubt that one is suffering from some form of psychic attack. The level of interference or degree of influence /infection will leave the host in no doubt that they are being attacked.

I found it to be a witchcraft spirit. As a girl I met over the internet argued passionately in favor of it. It was only later that she revealed to me that she was a member of a coven, who was being groomed by it. And it has its own dark knowledge which would suggests its an entity of origins and mind not of the host. For example I had a dream message from it of my 2 stars being cast away. I found out later in the Church that we all have stars that are spiritually inherited as children and are indicative of our future destiny.

It is a non respecter of our faith. It is desperately anti-God/Christ. It caused God/Christ and has tried to have me blame God/Christ for the problems it gave me. I personally believe they are too deceptive to submit themselves to spirit release therapies. As they can switch on and switch off at any time, choosing to remain dormant for years/decades on end as it did in my case.

Solutions – It is known to be difficult to get rid. Having a caring and listening family, friends and Doctor help. Taking medication as prescribed. The bible however recommends fasting and prayers.(Re: Matthew 17:21) Exercise and prayer. A combination of these will see you through. And if you are still afflicted its best to see a Prophet with �sight.� All other sources would prove to be a waste of time and money and may even prove to lead one further down.

I disagree with a lot of authors who say that if it causes you mental illness do not take medication for it. I will give my reason why? If it causes the host to have backache, one may be advised to take pain killers for it and it would work. Then if it causes one to have mental illness then it stands to reason that the medication for mental illness will work but I have to say that the underlying problem would still be there. That is the spirit would still remind to wreck havoc. And may still decide to inflict the host. In other words the symptoms� have been taken care of, the underlying cause reminds.

Medication in other words may not get rid of it entirely but may help regulate its influence in other words medication would get rid of the symptoms but the root cause (attachment) would remain.

Consistently and summarily the ability to talk in your head and/or to cause pleasure/pain (diseases) to their host are paramount qualities to this beings and should be noted. And they prefer to take a long term approach.

Sent in by Cephas66, Copyright 2010

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