It all started when I was real young, maybe about 5 or so maybe even younger, I don’t really remember. I used to see a shadow person in the form of a hat man pacing the garage through a window in my room. Every now and then he tipped his hat to me and stared at me with his piercing white eyes. One day I looked out the back to see if he was there like I had every night and he was gone. I guess that’s when the weirder things started happening.
Around the same time I was taking tai kuando and my parents used to force me to practice by jumping on top of me and basically knocking the wind out of me for a few minutes (all this is relevant by the way) when one day something sparked and I was able to lift my parents who were like 200 lbs. If you knew me back then you would say ‘no way’ because I was like 5 – 6 years old and about as thin as a toothpick lifting my parents.
After that it was easier to use this excess strength but every time I used it I could feel this other being a sort of dark essence inside of me. It craves darkness and hate and that kind of thing.
After a while of tapping into that power I would loose control, someone would make me angry and I would tap into the power and sometimes even black out. I know of most of the time I have blacked out because others have told me. One particular time I do remember I came to on top of one kid who teased me a lot and my hand was at his throat and I was about to wail on him.
The black outs stopped but a new thing started, a hunger for blood. Yes this sounds vampire-like but from the research I’ve done on vampires this is different. I didn’t know what the hunger was until I had a cut in my mouth and the hunger was so strong that my neck even felt like it was on fire. My whole body was aching, craving something until my whole body felt like it was on fire especially my neck so I bit the side of my cheek on the inside to get my mind off the pain and I tasted my own blood.
The blood lust still happens every now and then but it craves darkness every now and then. The scariest part of this thing being inside me is that every now and then holy water burns and itches sometimes. I’m a devout catholic and I research a lot of the paranormal and had always thought that water may have a special power against evil but I was always pretty skeptical about that. My opinion on that changed though when the holy water I blessed myself with burned and itched when coming out of church and had every now and then.
It stopped for a few years but a slight burn and itch from the holy water a week or so ago. I swear to you all of this is true and want to know how to approach this. I have not really heard of anything like this before except for possession but the water only hurts the demon not the person but the holy water hurt me.
Written by Nick, Copyright 2009 TrueGhostTales.com
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Nick,
Sounds like you have a lot of interesting stuff going on inside of you. I was wondering about your church/holy water experience.
Do you take communion when you go to church?
You might want to go see a psychologist. I’m serious. symptoms like this might not get better on their own. At least rule that out first.
I agree with Tony L. You need to talk to someone. You never mentioned how old you are, but you need to seek help.
And I hate to ask this, but were your parents abusive? I can’t imagine two 200 pound people forcing their 6 year old to “practice” by jumping on top of them. If this was an abusive environment, that could also be a reason.
God bless
don’t sound good !
the same stuff happens to me, a shadowman with a hat, I’m a girl but actually very strong at times, also I pretty much lost all my emotions, except when I’m with other people, i feed off of emotion. Sometimes I can feel something something strang and freighting.
i agree with tony l. and darstarr. that’s a serious issue, and i would get help before this matter becomes dangerously worse, for yourself and others around you. it could possibly be a demon or it could just be you with a serious mental issue, and no offense whatsoever. sorry but i blame your parents for this. you seriously bit your own cheek b/c you were craving blood? did you black out when this happened or do you know exactly what you were doing?
If all the possible physical and chemical issues can be ruled out, then I would suggest you contact a demonologist or a priest. Once you know for sure it isn’t something that can be treated medically, then you need to treat it spiritually.
I don’t believe shadow entities like the Hat Man are positive…I don’t believe they possess anyone, but I am of the opinion they are watchers.
Hope to hear more from you…I’ll keep your situation in my thoughts.
Nick,
We’re doing literature circles in school so that’s how i discovered your story. I don’t know if you’re lying or telling the truth, but I have no idea not to believe you because i don’t know you. My suggestion:
has anyone u know died? i think you may be experiencing a spirit but whatever it is, it’s not normal. you need to talk to someone NOW.
Best of luck,
ash
Hi Nick,
I agree with everyone else. You should talk to someone about what you’re experiencing now. I wish you the best of luck!.
Nick,
Many of the comments seem to be on the right track.
1. Abuse of a little kid could have brought to you a protector spirit.
2.Being “open” to the protector could have created an entry for a dark force.
3.You should seek counceling for abuse.
4.You should find a powerful “white light” source for your “dark possession”.
Take care of yourself in every way that you can.
Thanks for sharing your story.
Eh my name isent spirit girl for no good reson ya know.Hahahahahahahahahahhaha dont worry dude ive been possesed by 22 demons counting all mighty red skin and horns himself (the 1st fallen angel) from the sky to the ground. Oh ya it hurt big time when i got near holly stuff like bible, holy water, crosses etc. i thought these demonic entities would tear me in two like they did to my uncle but thats aother story. I never got rid of them but i learned to live with them (oh ya i think dracula possesed me too cuz i couldent stand sunlight for years and i almost burned in the sunlight) dont worry ya learn ta love the ugly demonic thing ehem my bad i mean the supiriorly red horned creature. But i know a couple ways to get a demon out, bless your house, bless your family, bless mostly everything, dont loose youre head in the prosses, while you bless youreself meaning oh ya ime gonna say it EXERSISM i know i spell words wrong dont hate.
thats pretty much it
good luck
try to control your temper
keep youre faith
stay in school(cant belive i just sead that)
youl be fine dont worry unless it tries to kill you
bye!
Angel
Nick, that is a lot going on. I’m going to be blunt. What your parents did to you is abuse. I definitely would not rule out seeking help in that area. My son saw a shadow man with a hat named Larry. He was in my son’s life when things were bad. Scarygirl suggests that it may not be positive. This is certainly a possibility. But in my son’s case, even though it scared him to see Larry, he was always there when he needed him. He did not do anything, just hung around. In fact, his Dad’s church had a prayer deal hovering over my son trying to rid him of Larry, but my son said he saw him just waiting over by the pews for them to be done. That leads me to believe he was not evil. Larry was always calm. Yours may have been someone watching over you. It’s possible all the negative energy in your family and the negativity you surely felt brought on something evil. Your little soul was probably wide open from being so hurt.
My blessings to you. Good luck. I hope you find the peace you deserve.
Hey! ! !The things which i thought to say are Already said by my friends.
Your parents might be abusive but i can’t believe they forced you at the age of five wierd man!!
I had a very mean bad temper too when i get angry my muscles will begin to swell and increase in size a few inches it won’t reduce untill i beat the person who made me angry but the creepy thing is I WILL CRY REAL BAD AFTER I BEAT HIM wierd isn’t it. Try to over come evil it will never go untill you face it head on. Good luck with love manik.
I don’t agree, the holy water that sits in those basins, especially here in Europe is stagnant and I myself when I bless myslef that leaves a slight burning sensation on the forehead,thewater is old and lot’s of people have put their hands in it!
Karen M.,
Very good point and I agree. I’ve had the same effect actually, but not so much a burning, more of an itching. Never thought about that fact that the water sits there for who knows how long and that everyone DOES stick their hands in it, now I am grossed out! – and I feel bad, like it’s a sin to be grossed out by holy water!!! LOL!
LOL, Luv ya DarStarr!
Karen M.,
Luv ya right back Karen darling!!!!
You need help from a curandero a curandero is a person who can feel deep down in your emotions and cure you. Curandero’s usually live in Mexico and south America. They use retuals, plants, and stones to see if you are possesed or something else. When i was 2 I had to go to one becouse i was cursed and saw things i cant mention, But if you go to one it will go away or calm down. A curandero is a whole lot batter then a psychologist but heary before its too late.
Hi Karen,
My husband and I were stationed in Europe for about three years, Naples, Italy, back in the late 80’s. Europe is such a beautiful country! We loved it there! You take care!
Nick, I hope that you’re doing okay. Keep the faith
What i can think of is maybe you were possessed by something, only i don’t know if it’s the real demon or another entity that are not demon. you should consult to a demonologist or a priest who does exorcism like scarygirl67 told above. good luck. keep going to the church, control your emotion, and keep your faith in God..
To spirit girl I am very pleased you told them to stay in school with grammar that you have.
i have a similiar experience… i used 2 have lighter brown eyes….now ther coal black…..i went into a christian store…i felt like i was burning alive
Hi, Bonnie,
Really, wow my husband is from Italy but we live in France, I love Italy too been there several times!
I would say,, the first thing to do is not be afraid!! If there is something taking you over, it will feed on your weakneses……. It may be something you just have to live with…..try to stay strong, it is exhausting,, but you have to survive…..
i have learned to survive!!! its a daily struggle,, not going into detail, but, you can do it.. i am an adult, and i started seeing what i call ( the black man) when i was 4.. i will post about it soon…. he left me in 1993, i will explain in my post…
could i ask your age???? i am sending a blessing for you to be strong, you are a survivor!!!! This world can be a very bad place at times, but,, us survivors just have to stick together…….
I have never seen a priest, but, it could be an idea!!! i have thought about it, but am afraid… being a survivor, and dealing with this endless battle has taken a toll on my health…..
i wish that i had encouraging words for you!!! i totally understand where you are coming from….. i feel that you have a good heart and soul,, stay with that.. make yourself stronger… dont let the negative win,, ever!!!!
bless you hun,,,,, ktm
It Seems Like You Have Alot To Handle, My Advice To You Is To Keep Going To Church & Never Lose Faith. Life Is To Great To Let Anything Stand In Your Way To Live.
God Bless.
Spirit girl u crazyyyyyy!!! U gotta be strong to survive.22 of them
your not alone man i know what you mean when you say it feels like theres somthing in you iv felt like that for 3 years now iv blacked out said things to hurt poeple sometimes i cant even be by someone cause it feels like somthing doesnt want you to iv almost hurt a friend of mine aswell but i realized what i was doing im normally nice to poeple but other times it feels like somthing takes over iv been to church and when i was there it felt like some one was watching me sitting next to me when id be sitting alone in the back then i stopped going and thats when things started feeling diffrent like i wasnt myself its as if im a puppet doing the things somthing wants me to so your not alone man and iv just learned to live with it
hey everyone im 18 now btw.
my parents were emotionally abusive to me when i was younger and still are today. most people have tried to screw me over. i am told that i come from a line of psychics somaybe that is why i sence al this stuff. i swear im teling the truth every single bit. no joke i have felt dark presences when i do or watch certain things.
and yeah its true that i did bite the inside of my cheek for the taste of blood. at first i had an idea what the hunger was for but i didnt want to believe it until i was sure i knew that it was blood i wanted.
im kinda sc ared to talk to people about this cuz most people would think im crazy or just brush me off as some dumb kid so i wanted to kinda ask here how i should approach this.
about the protector spirit, its weird that you mention that because i’ve Actually seen an angel when i was very young. the angel saved me from being run over by my mother when i was on a family bike ride. also there has been a good essence that surrounds me that i kinda feel protects me especialy when i was just born because i was a premature baby about to die when was born.
about me knowing any people who have died, i seem to be followed by this curse that every three years someone in my familiy dies. it started with my grand father then grand mother, aunts, uncles, a cousin was poisoned b her husband, and right now it kinda looks like one of my aunts will die of cancer or something soon >>.
i go to church every sunday and i try to keep my faith and a smile on my face wishing for a better day because if i didnt im sure i woulda killed my self already.
i’d like to thank everyone for your advice
Jenn
yeah i do take communion. the only thing that i dont do too often is go to confession cuz i usually tealk to god staight up and appologize and stuff for what i’ve done on my own time
meli§a
i knew what i was doing the whole time, the only times that have blacked out were the times when i got into fights with people that my friends or other people had to yank me off of people. what happened was i had a pain that like hurt all over my body and bit the side of my cheek kinda like when people used to bite a belt ot something durring amputation in the old days. and after i found out it was blood i was craving i would bite the inside of my cheek to get the rush for football or just to feel the dark pressence or something
*spirit girl*
i’m kinda still trying to get used to him or her. its just kinda hard when hit wants to like take copmplete controll of my actions and like then bloodlust and like burning in my neck come at full swing. and to deal with 22 DAMn! u gotta be strong. i
hey there…it seems like you got much trouble going on. How’s it still going. still crave blood and stuff. My family is shaman and i really don’t know anything about it but i kind of feel the same. but not with in me around me. sometimes i feel like it’s inside me. When i fight it almost happens like instincts. I can’t lift people like you but im really swift and quick and powerful hits. I can break an army easy and the sight of blood makes me soo hapi. i just smile and laugh. I feel stronger and more demonik. But i don’t see it as a curse and i can use it to my own advantage. i don’t go out and do bad things to people. I use it to protect people. you should do the same cause the world needs more people to stand up for them…n__n
xyooj xiong
yeah still crave blood sometimes. it tends to happen mostly when i lick my wounds or get a cut in my mouth. but the dark pressence feeling comes out when ever it feels like, sometimes when im scared,watching scary movies, watching dark movies, or at random. i’ll say this it feels like its inside me and that it comes out.
blood and people dieing in movies sometimes makes me laugh but it kinda depends like in scary movies i laugh a lot cuz the way people die in them is kinda funny.
i was kinda cautious on using the power for good cuz i get this strong will to fight or kill anything near by for the fun of it and stuff but if i have to use this power to save someone i will XD and thanx
Nick,, thinking back to when i was very young,, i used to lick my wounds.. if i had a cut on my finger, my dad would say, just stick it in your mouth, and it was no big deal… it just tasted like blood…. and nick,, i really liked what xyooj said,,,,, people do need strong people to stand up for them,, that is so true!!! so,, maybe you can put all of this power to good use… what do ya think???
when i was young, i was very little and skinny,, and i was a girl……. i got picked on by the boys for being so small.. i wish i had , had someone like you guys to stand up for me, with all of your strengh… i know you have been through a lot,, but,, we learn many lessons in life, and we can put them to good use!!!
maybe all of you that feel no pain, or are stronger than normal, would be wonderful soldiers….. maybe not in the army, or services, but in life!!!!! i think you all have a very powerful gift !!!!! use it for the good of humanity…..it may not be demonic at all,, have you guys ever thought of that…??? maybe you where made they way you are on purpose, so you can take up for us less fortunate…..
God bless you all,,,,,, ktm
KNOWTOMUCH
i can seriously say that i never thought of this essence as a gift. XD the feeling just doesnt feel exactly like a good pressence but yeah i definitely like that idea. could deffinitly try to use it for good and to stick up for people.
thanx xyooj xiong and KNOWTOMUCH
God bless
Nick,, maybe i said it wrong!! you can turn your power into a gift… thats what i have learned to do…. i know it feels very negative!!!! i have dealt with the paranormal my whole life,, i wish i didnt have to, but, thats what cards i have been dealt….. so,, i am using it for the good……
gift,, was the wrong word to use,, i apoligize for that….. i have turned my ( knowing of things) into a gift, of sorts.. not sure what it is,, my dad always said i was a (sensetive,),,, my hubby calls it my ( knower) i tend to feel, smell, taste, touch, see, and so on, the living and the dead…… so,, i cant get away from it…..
Nick,, like i said,, sometimes people are just born a certain way,, i dont know if thats your case or not… and, im sure that situations in my life have only made me stronger to it.. not what i want either.. but,,, its here, so i deal with it, and use it for good purposes…
i know many things that i cant tell my loved ones,, thats the hardest… at least i can warn them,, but, i have to be careful, how i do that….. i also see and know good things,, now, thats a pleasure!!!!
i have learned to write a lot down on paper,, then,, later on,, when i go back , its proven… i just understand it,,, but,, something i live with…..you may want to keep a journal,, make sure it is hidden, this is private,,, unless, you decided to share it with someone you trust very much….
maybe if you keep on posting, it will help, it has helped me a lot….
god bless hun,,, ktm
KNOWTOMUCH
that sounds like a good idea XD yeah i’ve thought of turning it into a gift but as i’ve said im kinda cautious cuz i might black out then come to on top of someone beating them up but i have tried to use it for good.
and i cant really see the dead i can sense them and feel them but not see or hear them. I’ve thought of keeping a journal but that was for a different reason. when i go to bed sometimes i’ve seen images or scenes of what will happen in the future either months or weeks later and i cant really remember them all too much so i’ve thought about getting one to see if i can remember these visions.
thanx
Nick,,, can you explain to me about the blackouts???? My neuro. has tested me for epilepsy, and so far it is negative… i also have , i guess you would call it blackouts.. not sure how to explain it….i do know,, when i am under a lot of stress, it gets worse… 2 of my nieces have seizures, and they black out…. so far with me, my doc. doesnt think thats what it is……
Yes,, start keeping a journal,,,,,, i try to, but there is so much going on, its hard to keep up with, i have told my neuro. if i kept a journal, i would be writing constantly…….. luckily,, she is a very spiritual person also, so, she understands.. but,, i have also had extreme situations in my life which makes me more suseptable.. i think you are a lot like me!!!
i also feel at times like i could explode… i have had to get this under control with meditation… you can do it.. you just have to stop and get in touch with your body and mind.. you can do it, i know… its amazing what you can do when you get to know your body and mind….
its taken me many years to even attempt to try to get all of this under control,, and there are still many days it gets out of control.. the past few months have been very difficult….. as i deal with issues that i have not talked about, and probably wont…. some things cannot be said…..
i wish i had more words for you!!! let me know what your experience is like… the build up of rage, and the blackouts????? i may be able to relate, or at least help you through the rough times…..i am still working on dealing with past issues, and that is very hard….
God bless you hun,, you are trully special,,,,, ktm
ktm i know the feeling!! i’m on a medication for anxiety, its only 10mgs but it keeps me sane. i have this little thing call pmdd – i won’t go into the definition, some women get it and some don’t. that’s why i don’t work, i have social anxieties and don’t like to be around a large number of people. which mean my boyfriend pays for most of the bills, he’s really patient with me!! anyway good luck to you nick, i wish you all the best!! you too ktm i’m always here for ya’ll!!
KNOWTOMUCH
i used to meditate but i kinda stopped cuz i would meditate because i had nothing better to do. I am a pretty recluse person but im trying to break that so im keeping active and i guess its kinda makes it really hard to focus on stuff like mediation XD.
its weird. i stil fel the pressence but its kinda of distant know cuz i’ve kind of shunned it a little as well as tried to avoid it. im sure if i meditate like u said i should be able to gain it back and control it better.
the black outs are like this. i get angry or someone really pisses me off and after that point i dont remember a thing its as if i went to sleep right after that point. i seem to be able to talk to people and stuf but i dont remember anything after its over and the next day i cant remember the fight at all. the only thing i remember is that some guy made me mad or sometimes i dont even remember people or that i got angry. for example my friend told me about this fight that i got into with some kid in a jumper who made me angry and that i whipped him. he showed me which kid it was and i was like well i guess that explains why he is scared of me cuz the kid would always stay as far away from me as physically possible. the last thing i remember from that party was that i had wanted to go into the jumper and thats it.
the rage build up just happens when im fustrated. i just get aggitated easily like most people but its hard to get rid of kinda. its just like i wanna figh smash things and use this power that i have to destroy everything in sight. also when i get aggitated and rage builds up the blood lust kicks in and adrenaline rushes into my head. my sences kick it into high gear and i see, hear, smell, and feel things better than i normally would. if that doesnt happen then the my body heats up like scorching hot metal is touching my skin but mostly my neck and the blood lust kicks it into high gear and i want to do anything to stop it. some times though when my body feels like that it will feel like there are either wings are trying to sprout out of my back or like knifes or swords are either being pushed into my body or trying to be pulled out. but yeah it varies from time to time but a good majority of the time i just have this strong hunger for the taste of blood when rage builds up and my senses heighten
ktm
btw thanx and god bless
trolldoll1681
thanx
Trolldoll, and Nick,, you would not believe how much i relate to your problems…..being reclusive, social anxietes,,, thats me too….. and i understand the rage… Docs. call it manic,, but, thats a doc. for ya!!! i really feel like there is a demon of anger………..
the demon of anger is very hard to control,, such is the demon of anxiety…. i really enjoy the paranormal, but also enjoy the medical fields, mind and body.. i guess thats why i relate so much to medicine… i have learned the ins and out the hard way!!!! the docs. just hate it when you know more than they do, especially about meds. and the side effects…
trolldoll, i also take a small amount of meds.. i tried the whole phyciatric route,, oh boy,, that guy was killing me with drugs,,,i fired him 2 years ago, started getting me meds from my family doc. again,and am taking what i need.. my doc. knows, that know my meds….and my body..
my mom always calls me the doctor in the family.. people even ask my advice.. i have thought about medical school,, but,, no way,, not with all of those people!!!!! i have taken some courses, and did very well… my sis has always told me,, when i get old and sick, i want you to be my doc. i dont trust anyone else,,lol.. i tell her, well, you had better be a good patient,,,lol.. we always joke like that,, but, i will be there for her, for sure…..
i have many stories of doctors and meds, but thats not what we are here for… i am just rambling….. but really,, Nick,,, i go through times with the anger,, not as bad lately, well, i stay at home a lot…… but, there have been times… i am a very kind person,, but, if i see someone treating another badly,, oh boy………….. just cant stand it….
ok,, Nick,,,, now i am about to contradict what i just said….. not all docs. are bad,, you just have to find the right one, that understands you…. the meds. that me and trolldoll take seem to help a little…. its a thought!!!! i am lucky,, i have found the proper mix of docs. for me through trial and error,, lots of error………
you know,, maybe its not so bad to be us….. maybe we just feel very deeply !!!! i think i am just one of those,,, deep feeling,,,painfull people.. does that make any sence?????? i do feel that i was made that way,, it was all in the plan…. not easy,,, but who am i to question!!! i could go on and on,, but,, Caretaker is gona take off my head if i dont shut up,,,Lol…..
take care you guys,,,, live every day like its your last… think about that….. deeply…. ktm
Yea Anger is very hard to control coz i tried to control it from my child hood but i didn’t manage to be completely control it. Now i controlled it to a considerable rate, getting angry is rare for me now.
yeah i know what u mean by feel deeply i kinda feel feelings to the fulllest. and i trust docs lol i’ve been to the ER more than once XD for many reasons and the docs there havent tried to bs me so im fine. also the docs i’ve had have have helped me and my fam out a lot.
lol and i am the same way im a nice guy but if someone nudges me the wrong way watch out XD
Nick,, i feel that you are a trully nice guy, and just hate all of the crap in the world!! just be careful…. you are very sensetive to wrong doings of others…. i know!! one day at Walmart, a couple of years ago,, mom and i where shopping and got in line to check out,,,,, well, here was this little woman in front of me, and her hubby was raising h….. at her, and jumping all around like he was jacked up on something… well, everyone seemed very afraid, and the poor woman was trying to get the stuff out of her buggy as fast as she could.. i felt so sorry for her…
Now,, he looked like he was possessed by something!!! anyway,,, i could feel the heat coming up my neck,, and im saying to myself,, ok,,,, chill out!!! well, forget that….so,, without knowing what i would do,,,, i put my arm around this little woman, as she looked up at me,, and i said,, very loudly, so everyone around could here,,,,,,,,, ( next time,, lets go shopping together, and leave him at home))) oh boy!!! did he start cussing me, and raising more h……
what i dont understand is,, at this point,, no one was calling security!! everyone seemed terrified….. i just smiled at him,, which really p….. him off…… anyway,, i told the cashier to call security to take me and mom out to out car,, as this guy was trying to get me to go outside!! now here i am,, a middle aged woman,, and him, a stringy haired, red neck…
his wife finished, and they went toward the door, he was still yelling at me, and telling me that he would be outside!!! finally,, the security guard came,,,,, he was a short little guy,,lol… i told him the situation,, he looked afraid.. he walked me and my mom out to the car, and even put our stuff in the car.. i watched all around to make sure this guy wasnt following me….. then,,, i started shaking!!!! I realized that i had put me and mom in a bad situation…
the guy was no where to be found!!! he was just a loud mouthed bully!!! i really hope that his wife didnt get it,, for me opening my mouth.. i have thought about this so much.. maybe, she just kicked him in the b…….. lets hope so……
thats just one story,,,,,,,, i guess,, the point is,,,,, be carefull because, others may not know who the bad guy is….. and you could get in lots of trouble….
take care hun,,,ktm
thanks ktm!! i’m really glad you know what it like!! there’s a place here in town the for drug abuse and mental problem for people like the mentally challenged. but when i went the gave me a huge quantity of some kind of drugs, i took em back. i read the side effects and that was enough for me.. i can’t take alot of meds cuz i get sick from em. besides these people there at crossroads like to label you just from looking at you. i know a girl who went for counseling for her son after her daughter drowned at the ymca and they asked how long he had been sexually abused!! there more crazy then we are!!. anywho thanks for the understanding!! luv ya always ktm
ktm, WAY TO GO GIRL!!!! APPLAUSE APPLAUSE:)
trolldoll,, ya know!!! i just remembered something….. when Amber was about 12 and was starting with her depresion,, i remember taking her to the doc. , and them taking her into another room…… when we left,, Amber said,,, you wont believe what they asked me,, i said what?? they asked her if i had been molesting her!!!!!!!!!!! i said,, OMG,,,, where in the h…. did that come from,,,, needless to say,, we changed docs.. i had forgotton about that…..after that,, she had a wonderful doc. and we started in therapy, in another town.. it went very well….. as we found, Vickie,, she was a wonderful therapist,, we got lucky with her.. we had to drive a ways, but it was worth it.. and we kept it to ourselves…..
wow,, i cant beleive that i had forgotton,, just a long time ago….. just thinking about it, really shocks me,,, again!!!!!
did i tell you that i found your pics???? they are so cute hun.. i just loved them…. and i bet the party was so much fun.. nothing like dressing up and acting goofy,,,,lol….. and i just love your house,,, and the caption,, me and you are from the same generation,, thats for sure!!!!!! you remind me a lot of myself…
take care hun,,,,,, hugs to you,, ktm