It all started when I was real young, maybe about 5 or so maybe even younger, I don’t really remember. I used to see a shadow person in the form of a hat man pacing the garage through a window in my room. Every now and then he tipped his hat to me and stared at me with his piercing white eyes. One day I looked out the back to see if he was there like I had every night and he was gone. I guess that’s when the weirder things started happening.
Around the same time I was taking tai kuando and my parents used to force me to practice by jumping on top of me and basically knocking the wind out of me for a few minutes (all this is relevant by the way) when one day something sparked and I was able to lift my parents who were like 200 lbs. If you knew me back then you would say ‘no way’ because I was like 5 – 6 years old and about as thin as a toothpick lifting my parents.
After that it was easier to use this excess strength but every time I used it I could feel this other being a sort of dark essence inside of me. It craves darkness and hate and that kind of thing.
After a while of tapping into that power I would loose control, someone would make me angry and I would tap into the power and sometimes even black out. I know of most of the time I have blacked out because others have told me. One particular time I do remember I came to on top of one kid who teased me a lot and my hand was at his throat and I was about to wail on him.
The black outs stopped but a new thing started, a hunger for blood. Yes this sounds vampire-like but from the research I’ve done on vampires this is different. I didn’t know what the hunger was until I had a cut in my mouth and the hunger was so strong that my neck even felt like it was on fire. My whole body was aching, craving something until my whole body felt like it was on fire especially my neck so I bit the side of my cheek on the inside to get my mind off the pain and I tasted my own blood.
The blood lust still happens every now and then but it craves darkness every now and then. The scariest part of this thing being inside me is that every now and then holy water burns and itches sometimes. I’m a devout catholic and I research a lot of the paranormal and had always thought that water may have a special power against evil but I was always pretty skeptical about that. My opinion on that changed though when the holy water I blessed myself with burned and itched when coming out of church and had every now and then.
It stopped for a few years but a slight burn and itch from the holy water a week or so ago. I swear to you all of this is true and want to know how to approach this. I have not really heard of anything like this before except for possession but the water only hurts the demon not the person but the holy water hurt me.
Written by Nick, Copyright 2009 TrueGhostTales.com