On October 16, 2006 I tried committing suicide by overdosing myself with other 100 pills because I was depressed. Still to this day I don’t know why I actually tried killing myself, I mean I had thoughts about it but never thought I would attempt it.
I remember it like it was yesterday, my boyfriend had broken up with me and cheated on me and when I found out, I was crushed. I then remember going to the bathroom and locking myself in there sitting on the floor crying. I stood up and just looked in the mirror and its like something horrible just came over me. I remember thinking and looking in the mirror with disgust of myself and just said, “I don’t wanna live anymore.” That’s when I took over 6 bottles of pills.
Everything happened in a matter of seconds. I then after taking the pills walked to room and just sat on my bed. My ex-boyfriend came knocking on my door, I guess he wanted to see me and apologize to me, and then he saw what I did. He asked me what was I doing with 6 empty prescription medication bottles and I told him I took all the pills. After that I don’t remember too much, because I started hallucinating because of all the medicine I drank and mixed together. I remember seeing colors like dripping down my wall, and then I passed out. I was brought to the emergency room and they pumped my stomach.
They took me to ICU and I stayed there for about a couple of days. Within my stay there at the hospital, I felt an evil demon trying to possess me and hurt me. It would show itself to me, I would see faces all over the wall, I would hear voices in my pillow telling me to hurt myself. A priest was then brought in who prayed for me and within in a matter of days everything stopped. That incident happened to me in 2006 and still till this day I’m having horrible nightmares.
I don’t know, maybe its all in my head or maybe because that experience really traumatized me, but I’m having horrible nightmares on and off about demons trying to posses me. Most of my dreams are all similar and they feel so real its terrifying.
I had a dream one time that I was in my room and something just wrapped around me like a blanket and I couldn’t move. When I looked it was a demon spirit and it told me it wasn’t gonna let me go, and then I just woke up.
Then I had a dream the other night that there was a demon spirit in my home and all my family was sitting in the living room, and it was just jumping from one body to the next, telling me it wasn’t gonna leave.
In my dreams though I’m really strong and courageous and I just remember saying to the evil spirit, “I won’t let you take me” and then I start praying while holding a bible in my hand. In my dreams the evil demon spirit is trying to take over my body but I don’t let it, I fight back by praying and then I always wake up.
I’m not sure what these dreams mean, but they have been re-occurring since 2006 when I tried overdosing myself. I also posted that story on your website called “Demons Tried Taking Over My Body” I don’t know if there might be a connection… I just know that sometimes I’m really scared to be in the dark when I ready to go to sleep and other times I just feel like I’m being watched or just feel energy around me. I know this sounds crazy, but if anyone can give me advice on what I should do it would be greatly appreciated… maybe I’m just traumatized for what happened to me or maybe there is something evil around. I’m also religious and I pray every night. I haven’t seen any evil presence but I just can’t shake this feeling off. Why am I having these dreams?
Sent in by Eugenia, Copyright 2009 TrueGhostTales.com