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Many Demon Experiences
There is a lot to tell about my experiences. I want others to know what I have seen felt and heard.......but mostly felt.
It was the year of 2004. I moved back with my dad so that I could save some money and get back on my feet.
I would get visited in my dreams every other night, some times every night, for about a year. I have never been an evil person. My fathers a minister, so I don't know why I have been attacked. It started in my dreams..... I knew I was sleeping but couldn't wake up. I would be lying in my bed and wouldn't be able to move or talk. I could see the room exactly the same, but it seemed "static like," that's the only thing that was different, along with demons in the room. Some times three or four at a time.
One time there was one was sitting on me with its back turned against me and I could see his spine poking out. His body was really small, his skin was a shallow grey color, a lot like that creature off of Lord of the Rings, the one who showed Frodo around. "Smigel" I believe is his name, they had his body and wore a cloth like diaper around their groin area.
Another demon would be biting at my hand and another at my feet and pulling my body like they were trying to pull me off the bed. They stunk horribly like smoke and some other weird smells! the closest to describe it was like rotting flesh and stench, A smell so unclean that I've never smelled before until them. they were bald and had oval big eyes like a mixture of black and a red color. There teeth were sharp looking with blood stains on them, when they smiled it looked like a joker smile that covered half there face, they had long hands and fingers with long black claws.
Then there was one over my face laughing at me. I remember finally being able to speak and saying, in the name of Jesus Christ leave, and I would say it over and over again, but they would just laugh at me. All the while, I still couldn't move! Unfortunately, they would always be touching my private areas, when ever I got visited by them and it happened over and over again for months.
If I wasn't being attacked by them, I would have a dream of my worst fears in extreme ways! Some of them included me falling, hitting the bottom even, several times, or I'm usually running away from someone chasing me, but couldn't see who it was. I felt the same fear and presence of the Demons there even if I couldn't see them in it. Sometimes the dreams even had me be in tornados and drown in the ocean while having it be pitch black in all of them (totally afraid of the dark) the dreams were so vivid and so real. When I would wake up in the middle of the dream I could still feel it as I was still in the dream even though I was awake....I would still feel what ever was around me or touching me! (the fear) even after a couple of minutes had gone by. I would wake up and the clock would always say 3:00 am. even when I was attacked by the Demons and woke up it was always 3:00am.
Then the attacks stopped for a while in my dreams. For about a year it stopped. I would have them only once in a while. Then I started to get attacked while I was awake. I would feel someone laying on top of me and it would be hard to breathe, that happened a lot, almost everyday. I remember it happened one time when I was 17, but it stopped and I soon forgot. I would tell my dad and he would always say," just pray about it". (that was his famous line including "you just have to have faith") Praying is what I always did.......
Then I finally met someone who was a medium. He told me about my attacks even before I ever even said anything.....and he knew nothing about me. We became good friends and I got along with his wife and kids. Shortly after they got baptized at my church, the attacks got worse, ten times fold worse.
There's so much.... it would take a book to write it all.
I moved in with the family because they understood my attacks, but my family didn't. We all slept in the front room because it was hard being alone, sounds weird but at that time I needed a lot of help and they were being attacked too. The kids could see the demons too. Then demons would enter into me. I was able to cast them out my self at times, but it was hard. It never got as bad as some possessions I've read about. I would say mine were more attached to me.
These attacks broke my family apart. When I would finally get them to understand me, I would feel a demons presence and I knew at times the Demons motives and emotions,( I could hear them saying things to someone next to me "whispering in their ear" in tempting them to do something and I would see the persons response, them not knowing that it was a demon) and what ever I was saying to that person, like trying to convince them of a demons presence.....its like it was erased from their mind, instantly.....and they were like what are you talking about?(I could also at times, hear what that person was thinking in their mind too, Crazy! I know! I mostly was given this type of telepathic reading only when the other person was under attack by a demon, but they weren't aware of it. It was so beyond frustrating. (this happened all the time) I wouldn't want to go anywhere because I would feel the demons who were attached to other people jump on me, meaning they knew I was aware of them so they followed me and I would feel them literally jump on me at times and it took days to get rid of the Demon or Demons depending on how many followed me (attached to me) sometimes and I would have to fight them off and you do this mentally,( while trying to get rid of them, they are very suffocating!!!! It's like your chest is extremely heavy, making it hard to breathe... you can feel them trying to enter into your body and control your thoughts it takes all of your energy..... sometimes it takes fighting for hours or even days at a time, at least for me it did), cause I cant just push them off it doesn't work... I've tried trust me, sounds crazy but it is true. It takes a lot more than that....a lot of mental strength, but above all, FAITH and help from God.
When the attacks were extremely bad..... it made things hopeless for me, at times, to the point where I didn't want to live any more....I have always been a healthy normal girl, (and no I am not crazy, I don't have a mental illness, and never have!!)who has lived a normal life....until "what I thought was normal, instantly changed and threw my life and everything I knew upside down." Very traumatizing!!! Because of the things I have experienced, it would make anyone want to take their life. Even to this day people don't believe me. And if they do they say things like "oh well demons cant do this and they cant do that, well I'm here to tell you THEY CAN and they'll do anything to mess with your head and what you see. They are all around us, dwelling on the earth. Their main purpose is to destroy and manipulate us. Remember, Satan took one 3rd of the angels with him when he left heaven and they were cast to the earth to walk to and throw, so trust me he has helpers.
I would see people's faces change too. I would see there eyes turn black, a lot like the movie Emily Rose. I can relate so much to that movie! but some of it was different for me than what it shows on there. That movie is a good visual as to what some of the attacks from demons are like, and what its like when they are on top of you and try to enter into you. That's a true story. Before my attacks I had never seen that the movie before! But when I did, I was in shock as to how similar her experiences were to mine....... like.....the pressure of them on top of you, trying to enter in, peoples faces changing, how your senses are magnified like noises and hearing and seeing, feeling coldness all around you and horrible smells when they are around, attacks happening always at 3:00 AM.
Trust me, I'm not trying to copy her story nor would I want to.
They attack you in ways that makes you think your crazy, with illusions. One time I was driving down the street and I was looking at the skate park to my immediate right, I remember that vividly, and then all of a sudden the scenery changes and I'm on the wrong side of the street in the far left lane with a car inches from hitting me head on. There was a drive way to my left I turned into and barely made it.
There were other times I would see a car coming right at me in my lane and it would disappear. They just don't mess with you with cars, they move objects around too, and hide them, most of all they like to make you angry and fight with everyone.( there is really no limit to what they can do) allot of times how they do this is when your talking to someone you would hear something totally opposite of what they were saying this happened thousands of times. or vise a versa.
The strongest attack I had was with Satan him self, but before I was visited by him I was visited by God. It was a tug of war going on between the two, literally. I was hugging my friend and I felt through his arms this shock of energy so powerful that it literally brought me to the ground I felt this power go through my body. My friend said I hit my head on the dryer, but I remember sitting on the ground and I felt a fire in my chest that could of literally burn me and my body, but didn't, it was so strong, it felt like it was dying my body was in so much pain all over but at the same time I was so happy.... I know this sounds strange. I managed to get up and walk into the kitchen.... the feeling was so strong, I felt like if God was any closer I would have died and I asked him to take it away because I could hardly breathe, but I didn't want him to go either. I felt so complete ive never ever felt LOVE like that so powerful!(I've felt His love allot in my life but not that strong before) I had a sense of belonging like I was home that I've never felt, to be in the presence of your Creator..... words cant describe how wonderful it was..... words can never come close to how HAPPY I was..... I couldn't stop crying with tears of JOY. God spoke to me in my heart not with an audible voice but he kept saying He and Jesus loves me and I'm not Alone, He's preparing me for something great! and He's opening my eyes to what is all around me in the spiritual world while being on this earth..He said many things that just healed my heart. and all that was running through my head was first Moses and I understood why he had to be transfigured to see God face to face, and the only word that kept coming to my mind was JOY. This feeling lasted for about 10 minutes. It was the strongest and longest I've ever felt God, but I couldn't see Him.
Then the atmosphere changed immediately and the room turned to ice cold. (it was a hot and summer day and we had no air conditioning!) My teeth were chattering and my bones literally felt like ice, I could see my breath in front of me, and I knew it was Satan. I just knew it cause I had never felt power like that just from a demon!! This was different....it was unbelievable dread, I felt a fire feeling in the pit of my stomach and the power he possessed was allot like Gods but Gods was peace and love and more stronger then Satan's.... Satan's was fear & torture. I was so scared, FEAR cant even come close to describe what it felt like!, I wanted to throw up and I felt really dirty. I felt a ice cold hand go into my chest and grab my heart, squeezing extremely hard! And even though I had just encountered God, I couldn't even think to call on Him. The memory of Him, for a couple of minutes, was taken from me. The hand started to pull out my soul half way. I couldn't see anything but I knew exactly what was going on. At that time I remembered to pray and I prayed for a couple of minutes. I was so beyond scared. I could hear Satan say in my head that he has my soul and its "too late... give it up" "and if you don't I'm taking it" I could hear him laughing.
Then God came back again into me and my chest was on fire like before, with the same intensity. I fell to the floor.... I felt Gods same surge of power go throughout my body and the surge go through my legs so I could stand .....but I didn't pass out just yet .When I was finally able to stand, I went and sat down in the front room on the chair, Gods feeling didn't last that long then I felt Satan again, then a couple of seconds I felt God, then Satan again. By this time I was so mentally and physically exhausted I laid down on the couch. My stomach was on fire and I felt Satan's spirit enter into my stomach, and I felt like I wanted to throw up again but worse. I was sweating, but still cold at the same time. I could see my breath literally blow in the air, like ice.....and it was hot in the house! it was summer. I could feel him and he was saying in my head with my own voice, which was weird, I have your soul, and I said, no you don't. I asked my friend to pray with me, he grabbed my hand and that's all I remember until the next morning when I woke up. He said my eyes started to change into a round oval shape and they turned black and I spoke to him in Latin and then in English but my voice was a male horrible monster sound, and it said I have her soul and he told Satan he doesn't and he continued the prayer and when he was finished and said in Jesus Christ name amen, my eyes went from black to normal and I looked at him and passed out.
That was the most intense thing I've ever gone through in my life and its all true. I wasn't drunk or high, nothing. The attacks to this day are not severe like that anymore but I still feel the touching everyday. and lust Demons (incubi) go in to my dreams at least twice a week and I still experience some attachments but nothing like before. I don't know why it happened completely but I've been giving insight from God from time to time about it, but I learned a lot out of it. It taught me to not be so self righteous and I don't know everything and the Bible doesn't have all the answers, only some of them. I understand what demons are capable of, and how they look for every opportunity to attach themselves to us. Sometimes the demons that are around all of us, are ones from our past.....or just ones trying to influence us. like possibly from things that we haven't forgiven someone for....etc.
The list goes on and on of what they can do, but most of all... I learned how precious our souls are to God and how much the demons want it. and I've learned how I was being lead in paths that I thought were right but it was only the demons seducing scent and influences....that led me on those paths.
During attacks I would familiarize those same scents I could smell during times of wrong. and if you cant smell that scent, then its the feeling were it feels good but its wrong. I've learned to listen to only the first gut reaction feeling that you get in any situation cause the second feeling after the first gut reaction is always them trying to seduce you into doing something wrong.
If anyone wishes to reach me - cortneylewis1980@yahoo.com
Contributed by Cortney Lewis and Copyright © 2008 all rights reserved. No part of this story may be used without permission.
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