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November 16, 2008
To everyone who Visits the Forgotten Jungle: I am physically Ill, so my responses to new comments will be late. I’m sorry for the inconveiniance. On Tuesday November 18 the entire town in which i live (Plus towns around it) will be without Electricity from 3:30 pm to 10:00pm so i will be without Internet. You may post Comments under anything in the Forgotten Jungle, just remember that my resonses to them will be late. Please Be Patient, and dont worry.
Precognitive Dreams (Under Construction)
November 3, 2008
This section is still under construction, this section would have been published sooner if not for technical-difficulties, it is was intended to be part of “The Mysts of Vision.” I appologize for the inconvenience.
Precognitive Dreams:.
I have these Precognitive dreams often enough, and they started at an early age, I’ll dream things before they happen, sometimes a few days prior, sometimes a few weeks or months, but then there are others, I have them YEARS before they take place. I can also see the events of the Past in these dreams but very rarely do I have past-visions. The first precognitive dream I can recall to this day is one I had at age 12, I remember seeing the landscape burnt and red, almost like the ground was raw. I saw a fenced area, the wooden fence-post looked to be in an advanced state of water-erosion, and the barbed-wire was all rusted and parts were broken and completely eroded. In this field were horse kneeling down, sitting on their knees and their heads bowed down, they were partly dead and partly alive, they were skinned, I saw the red raw flesh, their hair was gone, and they looked like the skin was just stripped completely off of them, there was about 20 horses, some laying done on their side, others standing and shaking near collapsing. Many were already dead, but my biggest clue in this vision was the sky, cloudy and swirling with angry orange and black clouds, and it was raining, but the rain was more like acid. It was an Acid-Rain. Which is why the ground looked the way it did, and the reason why these horse looked skinned. Then I awoke. Now I’m not certain, but I THINK there is something written in the Bible about Raining Fire, is this what they were referring to? I don know this, back in those days they didn’t know what acid-ran was, so of course when they saw a vision like I did, they’d describe it as “Raining Fire” instead of what it really is, Acid-Rain. Back then they didn’t describe things the same way as we would, they didn’t know what an airplane was, or a train, or a car, so if they would see something like that back then, they’d describe it as a “Chariot” or a Giant Bird. Have you noticed that in the Bible they use more metaphors than anything to describe things? Anyhow, the years passed and my precognitive dreams continued, I would also have premonitions and see visions while awake, I would describe them as “Flashes” because I didn’t yet know the proper word for them, I didn’t know until I was 21, because I had no educational knowledge of such things, I merely went by my own Spiritual-Knowledge. Anyhow, when I was 14 I dreamt that it was nighttime during the day, because the clouds were so thick and black they blotted out the sun, I was sitting in the back of some type of hay-wagon and I was laying back and looking up at the sky, other people were there with me, surrounding me and listening to what I had to say, although I don’t know what I was saying, then the 4 horsemen came through the clouds and light was produced from them, very bright light shine through this on large opening in the clouds, I was the horses, they all had a shining diamond on their foreheads, but I could not see the riders, or the rest of the horses’ bodies due o the glare of the light, I said: “Here they Come” and I woke up. Some of the Dreams ive had in between are too difficult for me to remember without something refreshing my memory, and most of the time back then I did not write down what I dreamt or had visions of, I finally started keeping a journal of these things at age 17. Everything else I had to remember on my own. Well when I was about 15 or 16 I had a dream that was pretty vivid, I was in the middle of a War, it was dark out, almost like I was in the depths of space watching a battle ensue. I saw people on the ground fighting hand to hand and shooting each other, there was an aerial fight between earth-based craft, and Alien ships, what I was seeing was a war between species, Human vs. human vs. Alien vs. Alien. Good Humans fighting the evil Humans, Good Aliens fighting the Evil ones. I was in the middle of it, but I was not on the field or in the air, its like I was watching it from a secured area, up high form the ground, enclosed, and I was looking out at everything going on, almost like I was some sort of commander watching and trying to come up with a plan, there was someone there with me, very tall, over 7ft, I couldn’t see him, but I know he was on my side, he was asking me things, I don’t recall our exact words, but it was along the lines of: “What are your orders?” etc… I was shaking my head and answering, but I don’t know what I said, or even what they were pertaining to. I turned to go somewhere and I was holding some sort of a staff, a weapon, and then I awoke. ~~And right at this very moment as I write this I’m seeing through my 3rd-eye, I don’t know where this place is, but I see it. Its almost like being on the Bridge of a Starship, looking through the glass windows and watching the war, thinking of a strategy, I cannot however see who the tall man beside me is, he dressed in a black shrouded cape, and he taller that 8ft, all I see it the blackness of his cape beside me. I don’t know if this is on Earth or not, I cannot tell. My 3rd-eye can see no further.~~ Anyhow, weeks after that dream I had another, people running and these thunderous blasts coming from behind them, each loud boom would cause people to fly through the air from the force. I soon awakened after this as well.
Nightmares in Space:.
“Onboard an Abandoned Space-Ship” When I was 15 I had a horrid Dream, I’m not sure if it was a message or not, but this ship called “The 38-Speacial” was in space and the crew had not called to Earth (or some other planet where the Base was that was monitoring this ship) This ship was massive and Black, it was also in the shape of a gun, which is why it was called “38-Special” Well a rescue ship was sent, the rescue-ship had a crew of no more than 10 people, one I remember who’s name was “Dragon” and another who’s name was “Bulldog” there were 3 women, the rest were men, Dragon as he was called, was a tall and muscular African-American man, Bulldog was white and also muscular and had a slight resemblance to Ron-Pearlman. Well they docked on the 38-special and went in, the entire place was covered in a weird substance, transparent foggy slime that had dried hard and was producing a strange fog or vapor. Well they searched the first few areas of the ship and didn’t find anyone, no trace of any of the crew, there was supposed to be over 800 personnel on the ship, the ship was about 10 times larger than the ship on the Movie “Event-Horizon” which Is a movie didn’t see until 4 years after this dream. Anyhow, they reached the science-lab, they discovered there were genetic experiments being conducted, experiments on insects and Vegetable matter. Well nothing was there, no animals, no Vegetation. Then they checked the ships food-supply room and kitchen. The food was all still there, but all the refrigerators were wide open, fog was pouring out of them and covering the floor, there were about 20 large refrigerators, all of them open, which made that particular room very cold, and it was difficult to see the floor, a woman who was with Dragon were in this room, as they went to leave something horrible about the size of a porcupine ran across this woman’s feet, she jumped from fright and screamed, she saw it, part of it anyway, and I saw it too, it had about 8 red eyes, and looked like a horrid hybrid of porcupine, horseshoe-crab and some type of large deadly insect, its entire back-side was covered in spikes, it had about 20 insect-like legs, similar to a snapping-turtle’s, its face was just as awful, it had large pincers and fangs, resembling spider fangs, and thousands of claw-like jagged teeth. It had a rather long tail, which was also covered in these strange spines. It ran very fast across the floor and over this woman’s feet, it scurried under a nearby lab-table and disappeared. Dragon asked her what was wrong, she explained, he told her she was hallucinating. Mostly all the lights were off and not working on the ship, so the only light the rescue-crew had were the guns laser-pointers, and gun-mounted spot-lights, the others lights were the ship emergency lights which were not very bright. They exited the room after they made sure all the refrigerator door were shut. Well they met with the rest of the rescue crew in a part of the ship they planned to eat. Well this one guy had these weird bustle-sprout looking things and was eating them. Later on they all continued their search for the missing scientists and personnel. About 2 hours went by, and the guy that ate the bustle sprouts started coughing, and scratching at his through, he coughed up blood, and before anyone could take a look at him his thought bulged out about 5 inches and his Adam’s-apple practically exploded, then this hideous blood-cover insect with hundreds of long thin legs came out of his thought at the exact moment his Adam’s-apple burst, it looked to be atleast 2 feet long and closely resembled an insect called a “House-Centipede” this thing had a hideous head and face, it had these long feelers on its face, and it was opening its mouth and screeching, Well Dragon and bulldog started shooting at this thing after they finally got ahold of themselves, but they didn’t hit it in time to kill it, it jumped out the rest of the way and ran away, its hid-end was very wide and caused the man’s upper body to split open and turn nearly inside out. His body collapsed, and everyone was hysterical. One of the rescue-crew members ran out of that room but didn’t return, it was a man, with blue eyes and jet black hair. The rest of the remaining rescue crew begged Bulldog (Who was their commander) to return to their own ship and desert the 38-Special, he disagreed, he had his own orders to find the missing crew and scientists and to find out what happened, he wasn’t leaving until he got some answers. They continued searching the Ship, they made a grim discovery, they accessed the science-data, it showed experiments on Embryos, and on insect DNA. They created some type of spore, which spread throughout the ship, and contaminated the food-supply, anything that was organic and vegetable-matter was infected, anyone who ate it, became “impregnated” by a new parasitic-Species of Insect. And anyone who breathed the spores became mutated. Then the data file ended, Bulldog took out the disk and put it in his pocket. The rescue-crew then left that room and continued searched others, they tried contacting the black-haired man who ran away, he wouldn’t answer his communicator… they decided to continue without him. They made another discovery, they found one of the scientists, dead, but his body was stuck to the corner of the room, his skin was stretched like putty and attached to the walls the met in that corner, they shined the lights on him to see it better, the thin layer of flesh on his stomach and chest was transparent, and there was something inside of him, it was moving, almost like a large throbbing fetus, Bulldog ordered them not to shoot it. The light seemed to cause a negative reaction to this parasitic fetus. The naval of this corpse started to tear and a disgusting orange-brown ooze came out, then something that resembled the Porcupine Insect emerged through the expanding naval, its head emerged, and was very twitchy, resembling a dark wet and slimy insect hybrid, a long thin jointed neck followed, its head twitching like a fly’s, it hissed at them, and its long hideous front legs emerged, this is when Dragon switched on his flame-thrower and started torching it, Bulldog took the flame-thrower from him and told him to stop, the thing was now gone, all that was left was a burned human corpse and a long dark-colored slime trail that led to another room which had not been searched. They followed, and they found a lot of dead scientists in the same condition as the other, only these ones were stuck the lighting fixtures which were about 8 feet above the floor and suspended from the ceiling, other corpses were stuck to upper parts of the walls, but all these corpses were completely hollow, what ever was incubating in them had already emerged. Dried blood was everywhere and so were old slime-trails which were now developing some type of fungus. The further the rescue-crew went on searching the more disturbing discoveries they made. They finally found a large room about the size of a foot-ball-stadium, it was some type of lab, but now it resembled a strange type of nest constructed from pieces metal stuck together with some type of strange excrement that was actually growing, like fungus. Well this is where things became desperate, they turned on their lights and managed to find a light-witch for the room, they were the emergency light that had been shut off for that room, when the lights turned on it was still dark in a lot of places, but now they could see more detail. There were these strange pods stuck to the floor and the walls, they were about the size of a beach-ball , they were yellowish in color. They seemed to be glued in place by a natural adhesive, well they were hard shelled, and the emergency lights were causing these Pod-like eggs to wiggle like they were trying to get loose from the glue. Well then from the distant shadows where the emergency lights couldn’t reach, strange screaming noises were produced, and they weren’t human, then these 9ft creates appeared, they were walking up-right like a person, they had long triple jointed legs, and long arms. They also had tail that looked like an extension of the spinal-cord. Well they looked skeletal, and insect-like, their heads were smooth and their faces resembled a cross between a human-skull and a strange insect, they had large mandibles and their mouths opened wide like a Tasmanian-wolf’s mouth. These things were horrible, they had long skinny torsos and it looked like they had exposed ribcages, theirs spines showed through their backs, they had long bony spikes coming from their elbows, the collar-bones were raised, and their shoulders were spiked outwards, their neck were long like a horse’s neck. They had large hands with long thin fingers that looked like skeleton fingers. There were at least 20 of them that emerged from every dark doorway that led out of this room. They slowly approached the rescue crew which were huddled together back to back. These pale creatures seemed to be coming out of every dark corner in this massive room, the one woman who had the first encounter with the one crawling over her feet, notices one of these large ones, it has blue eyes, and what appears to be a tattoo on the left side of the chest near the shoulder. She then realizes it’s her team-member that disappeared, she starts screaming, and then shouts his name and tries to get through to the part of him that’s still the man she once knew, it seems to work, and all the other surviving teammates look at him and freak out, One person in the team says “They’re going to turn us into these things!” Then everyone starts firing at all these pale insect-like skeletal creatures, they soon run out of ammo, and everyone is scattered in this room, running around trying to avoid being caught by these things, one person says: “I’m not going down this way” and he shoots himself in the head with his last bullet. The woman who is standing in front of her teammate that had turned into one of these creatures, she’s getting through to him, and then it lunges at her, embraces her and puts its mandibles over her entire face, she screams bloody murder, and the lights go out completely, horrible blood curdling sounds of pain continues from men and women, and then the sounds fade and the dream ends. It was almost like watching a movie. It makes me wonder, if something like this has already happened, or could happen. A Note for the reader, DO NOT use the contents of these nightmares or premonitions for your own gain, if anyone is going to make it into a story or a movie, then those rights belong to ME ALONE. You do not have permission to use this information in any way, shape or form. And if you do I WILL Sue. ©
“Xenomorphs”
Have you ever watched those movies with Sigourney Weaver? The ALIEN movies? Well I didn’t get to see them until I was 18, it seemed like they were never on tv and the ones that were only had a few minutes left, however when we switched to Dish-Network and received the Encore Channels I got a chance to see ALIEN from beginning to end. The Aliens in the movies are called “Xenomorphs” However, before I had ever seen any of these movies I had nightmares about the same Ets that were in the movies. One I remember having when I was only 16, I saw all these Xenomorphs in an abandoned space-station jumping through zero-gravity and they looked like they were flying, they were attacking these people, and that’s all I can recall from that dream. The next one I had was when I was 17, I along with others who I didn’t know were in what looked like a giant hamster home, long round corridors and domes, we were running through these tunnels trying to get away from these Xenomorphs, we sealed the doors behinds us and moved onwards, we almost seemed to be going around in circles, this place was like a Maze, and I was claustrophobic and becoming hysterical from all of this. We could here all these noises coming from the walls, scratching and thumping, I think we might have been in some sort of ventilation system. We managed to get into another area of the space-ship, We stepped out of the long tunnel and sealed it shut behind us, we were now in a regular room but the lights were off, when our Sergeant flicked on the switch, we could see that the room had already been occupied by xenomorphs. Slime was dripping from the walls, and what looked like rancid rotting flesh was strung allover the floor. Everything was quiet, we then cautiously proceeded to another area going through the threshold to a different room, one of our teammates who was at the back of us started screaming we turned and saw him getting his head eaten, blood and brains were flying everywhere, we distanced ourselves and opened fire on this thing, it was much bigger than the ones n the movie, it was about 9 feet tall and had longer spikes coming up from its back. It leapt onto the ceiling and quickly ran away within the blink of an eye. We then quickly left that room and reached a ship that was waiting for us in a hangar-bay, there was now only 4 or 5 of us left, we got in and were preparing to take off, when about 12 of these xenos jumped onto the ship and started spitting acid, we launched and headed into space, one of these things managed to cling onto the ship and was still alive, we tried shaking it off by doing different maneuvers in space, but it hung on, we looked at the screen in the ship that had an image of the thing ontop of the ship, it was covered in ice-crystals and appeared to be dead, but it was still clinging to the ship. The ship then landed at some type of docking bay at a large space-station, we got out of the ship and ran from it, someone else came near the ship and pushed the frozen corpse off and when it hit the ground it shattered like glass. The rest I do not remember. …The next dream I had of these creatures was when I was 17 in a half… I don’t remember how the dream started, but there was a part that two women and 4 men were in what looked like an abandoned warehouse, but it was actually the empty hangar-bay of a deserted space-ship. They went through a large circular doorway to reach this large hangar, the emergency lights were on and had a dull bluish hue that illuminated everything, but it wasn’t bright enough for them to see, so they turned on these flashlights that were a little brighter than the headlights of a car, they shined them around and all these black-shiny xenos started leaping onto them from the ceiling and the upper-halves of the walls. Slime was everywhere and the people couldn’t run because they kept slipping, these black xeno-aliens kept jumping onto them and swarming allover the place, their flashlights got covered in slime and some of the flashlights went out, making it really hard to see, there was a lot of screaming and horrible noises from these black aliens, blood was getting sprayed everywhere, one of the women got disemboweled while she was still alive and screaming, blood spewing from her mouth and she was have convulsions, until one of the larger alien spit acid onto her face and it killed her as soon as it melted her face off. One guy started shooting but all it did was cause the acid blood of the aliens to spray everywhere and eat through the floor and walls aswell as his clothing and skin. The surviving woman and two men managed to escape this hangar. They went through a network of different corridors and found another large room that looked more like a docking-bay, an SUV sized space-ship was waiting for them. They climbed in and tried to take off, but something kept the ship stuck to the ground. Then something made the ship shake and tremble, they looked through the windshield and saw what appeared to be a Godzilla sized Xenomorph rise up from a dark deep area, apparently where parts of the docking-bay had fallen apart. This immense Xenomorph was now in front of the ship. It had a lot of long legs and arms and even some long tentacles that looked like they belonged to an octopus. This thing was slimy, jet black and had areas of an ugly dark green color, its neck was very long and it stuck its face right up to the windshield, the crew had no choice but to fire at it with their ships weapons, they didn’t seem to have much effect., one of the men abandoned the ship and started running, but this giant alien grabbed him with one of its tentacles, it pulled him closer and then ate him. The door on the escape ship was left open, the other man who was in the cockpit unbuckled himself and went towards the door, he had some type of grenade launcher, he leaned part ways out through the door and fired at the Alien, it hit it in the neck and exploded, it caused a lot of acidic blood to pour out. It then reached for the ship, when the other woman in the ship unbuckled herself and grabbed what looked like a bandolier of grenades, she pulled the rings out of all of them and stepped out of the ship and threw one grenade after another at this thing, it grabbed her and pulled it up close to its face and was hissing at her, the steam pouring out of it mouth, this woman was no bigger than a Polly-pocket-doll compared to this giant Xenomorph, he arms were free and she still had 3 grenades left, she threw on at the alien’s face, it destroyed a large chunk of the alien’s head, she threw another that struck it in the side of the head, the last one she threw was caught by the Xenomorph, but before the Xenomorph could turn it head to spit it out the grenade exploded and the blast destroyed the Alien’s face and part of its head. The tentacle released this woman and she fell, it was a long drop, but the surviving man ran to her and grabbed her by the hand and pulled her to safety, they got into the ship once again after the slime gluing the ship to the floor was burned off. The ship left as the rest of the docking bay started to fall apart , the rest is black and that’s where it ended. I haven’t had another one since that one, but I’m sure I’ll have another Xeno-dream soon enough. I wonder, why is it that I have had these dreams? I’m not the least bit afraid of those aliens in the movies, I never was before I saw the movies, and it didn’t change after I saw them. Am I perhaps seeing what some screenwriters have thought of adding to a new Alien Movie? I hope for the sake of that’s series, a fart 5 is never made, part 3 was the most horrible in the series, and part 4 wasn’t very good but at least it didn’t suck quite as bad as part 3, if they DO however decide to make a part 5, lets hope and pray its as good as the First, and maybe much scarier, which would be the only way to save that series’ reputation.
“Taken onboard a Ship”
When I was 14, I had a horrible and Realistic “Nightmare” I don’t believe it was an ordinary dream… I was inside what looked like the stomach of a colossal whale, I didn’t see any internal organs or anything, but I was inside this giant round corridor, about 100 feet high, and 80 feet wide (No exaggeration) it was very dark, the floor seemed to be completely covered by this thick fog, it was above my ankles, I looked around and in front of me, the walls were not smooth, they looked like a giant ribcage, the ridges raised about 3 feet out of the walls, these “wall-ribs” had an eerie and almost evil sickening green glow which was actually the only light produced from this place, I started running because something was after me, I was afraid, I didn’t know where I was going, everything was so dark and foggy, I was still inside this huge tunnel-like corridor, I tried hiding between the spaces ridges, but it only worked for a short while, then I was viciously grabbed by something unpleasant. I was clubbed over the head or perhaps sedated, I awoke in a type of chamber like an operating room, I was strapped down to a strange oval-shaped table, wires and tubes were hooked up to me and I couldn’t move any part of me except my eyes. Everything around me was dark, and I saw these tall black shadows surrounding me, long thin necks, long spidery arms and long thin torsos, their heads were rather bulbous but not oversized for the rest of their bodies. Something shined a small but very bright light in my eye and then in the other, then up my nose, I felt something painful go into my ear, like a giant spiked q-tip that’s been soaked in Tabasco. I tried to scream but couldn’t, it was like my voice was gone, or at least turned down. I started crying and finally began to try and move my body, I managed to wiggle around a little but still remained strapped, I heard angry voices that were not produced by human vocal-chords, nor was the language understandable. I could feel and hear and smell everything that was happening, but I couldn’t see the faces or details of my torturers, they remained in the shadows. I saw a dark shadowed hand reach towards me, the fingers were very long and thin, the knuckle-joints were very large and round, almost like an insect’s legs. Two very long fingers which I assume were index-fingers, and 3 smaller fingers that were regular sized, and one thumb on each side of the hand, the fingertips were blunt and actually looked swollen and round. This large hand covered my face, its thumbs over my eyes and were actually pushing down on my eyes, something was then put over my mouth and I assume I passed-out. It was a while before I actually woke up, I was sick and my ears hurt, and my was so dry that its felt like it was on fire. Went I raised my head my ears popped, they did that all day long and when I blew my nose there was a lot of blood. My eyes were bloodshot, and at the end of the week I developed an ear infection. About 3 months later I had another realistic “Dream” this one I however will not share with you… Yet.
“Battles in Space”
When I was 17 I had this dream that didn’t seem to have must of a beginning, it came so fast that it was more like opening your eyes to see a movie right in the middle of an action scene. Anyhow, what I saw was a battle in space between a lot of different ships, I looked through the windshield of the cockpit, whether I was the driver or the passenger I do not recall, however the ship was in did a few barrel-turns, and did a lot of evasive maneuvers, the next thing I saw through this windshield was a massive metal platform, it was probably more than 3 miles long and 6 miles wide, I saw what looked like circuit-boards allover the surface of this thing, the only way I can describe it is with that scene on StarWars that’s been spoofed numerous times, the scene where they’re flying in surface the “Death-Star” Only in this dream, it was more metallic and silvery in color, it was also long and flat instead of circular. Well the ship I was in looked to be no more than 30 feet from the surface of this monstrous platform. There were all these weird looking satellites allover it and laser canons would spring up when my ship got near, there were a light of ships about the size of mine which I would have to say without a doubt were enemy ships, coming towards me and firing, it was a massive Dog-Fight near this large platform (Which I know must have been a large Space-Ship or station) Well somehow my ship manages to land somewhere inside of this thing, we flew through these large force-field widows that were a strange bluish-green color and landed. The next thing I could see was being outside of my ship and watching all these other people and mostly all of them looked like aliens, the rest were wearing armor of some kind, like the Storm-Trooper armor from StarWars, but with much different helmets and black armor instead of white. A lot of them looked like they were dressed like sport-bikers, I dint know what was going on or what was being said. But then I saw a lot of fighter-ships leaving and going through these blue-green force-fields. The next thing I remember seeing was the same humungous metallic platform underneath me as I zoomed at high-speed over it, a lot of things on it was flying off here and there, and its own defenses were on high alert and firing at us wildly, I saw blue lights, white, lights, the rare and occasional yellow lights, and red lights, all these lights were lasers being blasted at us, I saw a lot of ally ships get destroyed, but I only saw a few enemy ships explode. The enemy ships were a dark metal, black with a little bit of white, and red pinstripes, some of these enemy ships were different in shape, some looks more like a fighter-jet but more sci-fi influence, and others looked a lot like ET fighter ships, with long thin wings. I heard someone’s voice on the radio, I don’t know what they were saying, but shortly afterward everything went black for the longest time. The next dream I had about a battle in space came about 3 weeks later, Alien fighter ships blowing each other up, shooting at each other, I saw what also looked like either a mother-ship or a space-station, it looked a little weird and a bit menacing it was a dark silvery grey color almost black and had a lot of dark blue lights. I cant really describe the shape of this ship, mostly because I only saw parts of it and the parts I saw were seen very briefly, but I saw a lot of smaller fighter ship coming out of this thing and flying into battle, I couldn’t see any nearby planets, the ships that were fighting the smaller black ones were silver and white with some red and blue pinstripes, I don’t really know what to compare the white ships with, just that some of them looked a lot like Fighter-jets. This dream lasted only a few moments, perhaps 60 seconds and then it ended. (More will be Added Soon under this category)
“Aliens at War”
When I was bout 19 I had a really realistic and vivid dream, the first thing I can remember was being onboard an Alien space-ship, I was a little bit dark, but the atmosphere was very pleasant, I remember seeing these very tall and muscular Aliens, all males, they looked like they were both a species of reptile and some type of insect, they had reptile-like skin, but they had long tentacles on their heads that looked a lot like long thick dread-locks, but instead of being made of hair, they were flesh. They also had what looked like the mandibles and pedapalps of a spider, they were in no way ugly, these aliens were actually quite attractive, and very friendly. I guess The one standing next to me was the Leader, his skin was a pretty shade of green, his tentacles were naturally striped black, red, white, purple and blue. Almost like the color of a certain species of spider’s legs. His eyes were either yellow or green, but for all I know they might have been blue, its hard to remember his eye-color. He had some dark tattoos on him, but they might have been natural skin pigmentation. There were a bunch of more of this same Aliens around, for some reason I was there next to their leader and looking down at this monitor-screen, what I saw on it was a little disturbing, I saw a war taking place, but it wasn’t in space, in was on a planet, I saw a lot of different alien war-vehicles, the planet looked a lot like the Australian outback, the ground was orange, like the dirt was a type of clay or something, I saw some plant life, none of which were known on Earth, strange bushes like sage-bushes only much bigger and looked like they were producing some type of green fungus. I saw a lot of large rock, many of them were blue and grey. I remember seeing what looked a little bit like a battle-tank, but not as long and twice as high, it was also more rounded and had a strange looking cannon. It didn’t really seem to have what looked like the tracks on Earth-tanks, well I got the impression like these Aliens I was in the ship with were wanting my opinion on what to do. Well I don’t know what it was I had done, but the same strange tank I saw earlier was now being overturned by an explosion produced by what looked like a type of beam. I looked at the Leader alien and his facial expression was like he was near laughing and also thinking “WOW! Hey that was pretty damned GOOD!” Well some other things happened in between but I can remember it all, but I remember leaving that ship and I was now wearing strange armor, I was now on the battlefield, and in combat with robots, and other aliens, a lot of them refused to fight me, but the automated vehicles and robots engaged. Firing at me, I fired back using some type of blaster weapon, I also had a melee weapon that looked more like a double-ended light-saber that’s blades were twice as long, and were pink. A few enemies tried to jump me, but they were blasted off of me by allies. Well I remember running down what looked like part of the grand-canyon, I was either trying to reach someone or escape, what happens then is a mystery, but the next thing I can recall was being brought onboard of another ship and talking to the same type of aliens as the green spider ET. They were extremely nice to me, they treated me almost like I was royalty, I don’t think I was injured but I was then met by someone who was extremely tall and dressed in a jet black cape, he must have been around 10 feet tall, but I couldn’t see what he looked like, but I got the strong sense from him that he was with me almost like a long-time battle-partner, a type of strong deep bond. He came up to me and we walked together, I looked to be no bigger to him than a 7 year old we were escorted down a hallway and we got into a ship, it was very dark, deep black in color, it was about the size of two or three fighter jets, it had a strong resemblance to a Stingray Corvette, but without the wheels and it had wings that looked a little bat-like. Me and the tall caped guy got in this ship, the other Aliens thanked us for our help, we then prepared to leave, and the rest is black, I then woke up and felt a bit strange, almost like I had actually met that green alien. I often wonder to this day if I actually did, or will. (more will be added soon under this category)
“Alien Crash-Landing:”
At age 17 I had another dream, this one took place at my current home, it was nighttime in this dream, it was very vivid and terrifying. I looked up at the sky, it was black and only the brightest stars were showing, then this huge Alien ship came into view and came close and was just about half a mile above me, it was so large that it actually seemed to only be a few feet from the tops of the trees, I recall the color of this ship, Pink and maroon with neon-type lights, green, purple, yellow, white and maybe some blue aswell, it was shaped strange, but actually very pretty, and it felt almost squid-like, I’ve never seen a ship like it on movies or anywhere else, so this was absolutely in no way influenced by something I already knew. Well this ship seemed to have lost its control, because it was coming down very fast, it crashed about a mile away from where I stood, I turned and was about to run to where it crashed, when the sky got very bright like the sun was out, it lasted 20 seconds, then the sky returned to normal, well I ran in the direction of the ship, and I saw it up close, the lights were off but the hull of the ship itself was illuminated. Something foreign was attached to the ship, probably the cause of its malfunction, it detached, it was about the size of a Volley-Ball, it was a typical flying-saucer but a miniature one, it started flying around me aggressively, then it started shooting arcs of painful electricity, a few hit me so I tried to escape but couldn’t, someone else was there with me, a human I think, her hair was very dark black and kind of long, she had a baseball-bat and she start swinging at it, she threw me a weapon, I think it was a 2×4 or something, well we put up a fight with this thing, one of us hit it and it sent it out of control, it fell and was attempting to take off again, but we got up close to it and really pounded this thing, it was made of some type of aluminum-like metal, we damaged it so badly that it started shooting sparks and making noises, then something unexpected happened, a small door on the side of this small saucer slid open and this little flying robot flew out, and it was followed by others, they were flying in all directions and were shooting these weird sparks at us that were very bright and painful. Well there were probably no more than 6, and they all looked a little bit like the Robot from “Short-Circuit” but only their heads and upper-halves resembled him, from the waist-down they seemed to be nothing more than small Flying saucers with a robot torso and head. I’m not sure what it was we did, but we managed to kill them all but one, it flew away. We looked at each other and I said: “What the F___ is going On?” This is where I believe the dream ended. I have heard of a prediction that in 2010 Aliens will make mass Landings all over the world, but what about crash landings? I believe that is possible too.
“The Greys were Searching:”
A few days later I had another dream, it was so realistic but it was also so brief, Well I saw I silvery-colored flying-saucer style ship, flying near my house, my vision or (Astral-Vision) zoomed-in on this ship, the ship came to a stop and hovered there, and a horizontal rectangular window was revealed, a foggy dim yellowish light illuminated, and I saw a large angry looking Grey appear in this window, it was looking for something, I was the one they were looking for I know, I could feel what it was thinking, I felt its awful angry energy, frustrated, it glared with wide open glassy black almond-shaped eyes, it saw me, but it became almost terrified or indifferent at the moment it saw me, it then quickly looked away, the window disappeared and the ship took off at light speed, the dream ended there, but I sincerely doubt it was a dream, I know that it was my mental-eye seeing what was going on. And as I’ve mentioned before in the Nightmares and Dreams-section, your mental-eye is open while your conscious-mind is asleep.
“Mixed UFO Dream:”
About a day or so after the dream about the Searching grey, I had another that was more of a nightmare… It started without a real beginning and it kept jumping from 1 thing to the next, it had missing parts… Anyhow, in my dream I was in the backyard/behind my house (it was nighttime) I was looking up at the sky and I saw many “star-like” UFO, they looked just like stars, only much brighter and they were moving, some were going really fast, almost too fast to follow with my eyes, while some went so slow it looked like they were barely moving, and more and more of them kept coming, it was almost like they were swarming, then I saw one that was moving in strange Zigzag motions, it was like it was fighting with something and that’s when it started getting scary! It now appeared like they were afraid of something, because they all came close together and remained completely still, the after 7 seconds or so they all went in 1 direction very quickly, and it felt like they were trying to warn me of something, like: “RUN and HIDE, run and hide, DONT let them SEE you!” But I just stood there looking up at the sky, and then all the “star-orbs” disappeared, and then i saw this “egg-ufo” appear, it was egg-shaped, oval, and it produced a reverberating light from within itself, almost like a deep-sea jelly-fish, (Long before I had this dream I had a real-life encounter with the same type of UFO) it flew over the mountains and was coming in my direction fast, and it was followed by another, and then another… there were now 3 or 4 of them, and the first one was now hovering in the air, 10ft away/in front of me… it remained still, as the other 3 flew behind it and remained motionless as well, it was like they were ganging up on me. I just stood there, I couldn’t move, I was frozen in shock, I just stared at them… ….then there was a blank, a part I cant remember, what happened in between that I cannot recall… but the next part that I do remember, was that I was standing in the front yard (it was nighttime, but the sky had a strange/eerie glow, that was unnatural) I was scared, and it felt to me like Mother-Nature herself was scared! Then I saw the star-orbs again, they were doing the same thing as before but it didn’t last as long, and instead of flying away, they all just disappeared! And then these other space-ships that were horrible-looking, they looked like a big flying Pimp’s-hat, and they had a spinning thing around them, they all resembled the stereotypical image in those blurry UFO pictures, they were black, and were in the shape of a hat, with different colored lights around the middle of them, they came out of the sky and were flying around high above me in the sky, and it was scary! Then one of them suddenly stopped, like it saw me, then it bolted from the sky, and flew down towards me, it was faster than lightning, and it stopped suddenly right in front of me, and remained motionless, I was terrified of this thing, I was actually shaking with fear, and the ship acted like it was staring at me, and I just looked at it. And the ship produced a noise, it was kind of loud, but it wasn’t loud enough to hurt your ears… but I cant remember what the noise sounded like… I then screamed at it “Get the F____ AWAY from me!!!!!!!! Go AWAY, leave me ALONE” and it remained motionless for 3 more seconds, then it flew away… I felt Very threatened by it, but it didn’t try to hurt me, and it did as I told it, almost like it (reluctantly) had to obey me… and the brief part after that is also missing, Completely, just as the first one… But the next part that I remember after that was looking up at the sky, (it was in the late evening) and i was looking up at the sky, and just as before, I saw the star-orbs and there were hundreds of them this time, and they remained in the sky this time, as other ships began to appear in the sky, and many of these different ships seemed to be fighting… I saw the “pimp’s hat” ships, the “egg-ships” silver colored “flying-saucers” and there were other ships, but I cant remember what they were though… It looked like a battle was taking place in the sky!!! I cant remember exactly, but I think some different aliens were fighting on the ground, it was all-out WAR-ON-EARTH!!! and it was scary as hell… And after that part of the dream, all was dark, I cant remember because I dreamt nothing more afterwards, it was like sleeping all night without having any dreams, I’m not certain what the purpose of this dream was, maybe it was about the WAR that’s coming in 2012, and maybe this dream was a vision granted to me, to prepare me for something….
“A Confrontation Among Ships”
When I was 18 or perhaps 19, I had a dream that took place at night, it started in a weird way, at my Aunt Missy’s house in the front yard. I was with this guy that I didn’t know, he was around my age and was around 6’2”, blonde hair. Anyhow, we stood there in the front yard in the drive way and we saw these bright lights in the sky, they were blue, very blue, there was about 6 or 10 of these orb-shaped lights, they came closer to us at high speed, then they seemed to slow down just a bit, they went over us high above the roof of the house, passed the house, and flew into the sky above the backyard, then over the tree-line and disappeared out of range of our vision, we stood there now in the backyard looking into the sky but the lights were now gone, but then Earth aircraft followed, big jets, and some helicopters in fast pursuit of these lights. Well me and this guy looked at each other and were thinking the same thing “Oh CRAP” then we witnessed the US Air force shooting at the house, apparently the government didn’t want witnesses of these UFO or the pursuit, we ran and manage to hide (Somehow) then there’s a missing part, but the next thing I remember was being on a small plane with this same guy, we went up into the sky and I had high-powered binoculars, I looked into the night-sky as we were now in the Stratosphere, so my Binoculars could now see even further out into space, what I witnessed was a confrontation between two very large Alien space-craft, they were both different, it like they ship were staring each other down, I saw the underneath of both of them, I remember the one very well, have you ever looked at the pattern on the abdomen of a large Orb-Weaver Spider? That’s what this one ship looked like, its lights were like very bright golden neon-lights that were in the formation of that pattern. The Other one, I cannot recall, it appeared to have very dim nearly unnoticeable lights, and that ship gave me the impression of not being the friendliest. Anyhow these two ship remained idol in front of one another for nearly 5 seconds, then the one that had the golden-light pattern shot the other one, and the result was complete destruction of that ship, it exploded and a lot of the pieces fell towards the Earth and I could see these particles burning up in the Earth’s Atmosphere, then the remaining ship that fired the shot, was now the only ship I saw and the debris of the destroyed ship was now gone, the remaining ship then flew off in the direction it was facing. (The Surviving ship was facing left, and the other was facing the right) Apparently two different species who were sworn enemies confronted each other in space, the surviving one was going in a direction that the other didn’t want them to, so they remained still and had a bit of an argument, I guess both telepathically, and over their communication systems, one got fed up with the other and blasted it out of the sky so it could get to its destination. Well I woke up shortly after that part. I do know that all types of different Aliens exist, just the same as different races of people and animals on this planet, and some just don’t get along, just like us on Earth. I have always known that in 2012, the war on Earth wont just be between humans, and spirits, but Aliens as Well, Good against Evil, Evil Humans Against the Good humans, Evil Spirits against the good, Demons and Satan against God and Heaven, and Good Ets against Evil Ets. The Battle for Earth will be fought in the Sky, and in Space as well.
“Battle with a Black Space-Ship”
Not long after the dream of the two Space-Ships I had another horrid Nightmare that took place at my Aunts once again, this time it was late Evening. Well I was there in the driveway and there was this large trailer that looked like a celebrity wardrobe and it was mine, I picked something out and was wearing it, (nothing about the beginning of this dream made any sense) then I stepped out and stood in the driveway once more, then everyone ran away and hid, I didn’t know what was going on so I just stood there, I turned around and looked up at the sky, where this gigantic black craft appeared, it was shaped similar to a Devil-Ray but without the tail, and it had these angry red lights in the are of where the eyes would go, well this ship was hovering there and its like it was staring me down, then I started flying at my own will, I spoke to this think out-loud saying: “You want a Fight, you’ve Got it!” Well then the ship responded, it was apparently through unseen speakers, it said something along the lines of “Lets see how long you last!” If you’ve ever watched the Original X-Men cartoon and seen the character named Rogue, then this is kind of what I was like, same powers only stronger and I also had strong psychic powers just like Jean Grey. Well I went at this big black ship and hit it, I was now actually fighting with it, I had a strong effect against it for a while, but then this thing started fighting dirty, it used a strange weapon, shooting these gigantic orbs of blue-plasma, two orbs came out at once and seemed to be connected by an electric tether, they were fired and they spun through the air almost like they were orbiting around each other, I flew towards them but they knocked me right our of the air, I caught myself only 5 feet from the ground and began to levitate higher, then the ship fired another and another, I started dodging them the best I could trying to think of a way to attack them, I managed to grab one somehow without it harming me too much, and I hurled it back at the ship, this thing dodged at light speed and flew at me and shot me with some type of energy beam, they then used a high-frequency sound that hurt my ears so much I couldn’t fly properly to fight back, so I flew away and try to hide, then they shot me again with this horribly painful beam of red-light, it was almost like being sprayed by a fire hose on full-blast with scalding hot water that was electrified, they shot me in the back, I went behind the house, and I fell into the pool in the backyard and tried hiding under the water, it couldn’t seem to find me, then I had to come up for air, and it spotted me and shot me with this red light again, I couldn’t move, I couldn’t fly away, I was in so much pain, and I screamed, and then I woke up… I was scared and in a cold sweat, with my heart in my throat, I also felt violated. I laid in bed shaking, remembering the nightmare, I couldn’t seem to get the voice of the ship out of my mind, I couldn’t erase its image either. It left me with such horrible feelings, feelings of defeat and fear. I don’t know what this nightmare meant, but it was probably a Astral Battle between myself, and this Evil thing. I only lost because they cheated.
Nightmares of Area-51: I’ve had numerous nightmares about area-51, they started when I turned 14 and continue to this day… The first one that I can remember was almost like I was being monitored. I remember seeing all these Greys, their big heads and black eyes, looking at me like an animal in the Zoo. It lasted only a few moments, then it was gone, about a month later I had another dream, this time I was somewhere I cant really describe as a room, more like a maze made of glass walls, an off-white floor and these glass walls produced a bright white light similar to florescent-lights, it effected my vision, everything looked white and a bit blurred, almost like looking up at a bright street-light in the dark and no other light source for miles. I saw a labyrinth of these glass cubicles, and I recall walking through this “maze” and reaching a doorway with what looked like a handicap-ramp that led into a lower room, I looked into this lower room and saw these weird chairs, they looked like salon-chairs, they were white and had a strong sci-fi influence in their appearance, it filled me with terrible dread, I wanted to leave., but if I went the other way I would be back the way I came, so I went down the ramp, and was now in the room with the weird chairs, then I heard a weird voice that sounded like it was coming from a speaker somewhere in the room, but I couldn’t see it, I don’t even remember what was said. I just kept walking through this room, and I then reached an area that had two doorways opposite of each other, I looked through one and saw what looked like an experiment-lab, I saw a white and silver table, it had white straps and the flat area that you lay one was silver or some-type of metal, a little like chrome, it was almost like a mirror. This table was raised up about 3 feet off the floor and slanted at an 8o degree angle, I saw a high lamp-stand next to it and I also saw what looked like a bunch of operating lights like in an ER, but they weren’t turned on, I didn’t want to look around in that room anymore, and I was afraid of what I would find in the other, I turned and started running, trying to find a way out, I ran to a dead-end, a wall that was white, but also metallic, I backed away and looked at it, and I saw what looked like an arched doorway appear and the bottom of this door sliding up, a bright light shown through the doorway and practically blinded me, I saw some dark figures appear and they kind of swaggered out, and then it all goes blank. Well about 2 days or so later I was asleep, and I hope you wont laugh or change your opinion of me when I say this, I believe I was abducted, I even remember practically everything that happened, when I woke I struggled, like I was out of my body trying to get back in to wake up, well, when I managed to finally wake I fell out of bed because I had to roll out, my motor-skills were messed up, I felt so sick on my stomach almost like something was in it, it was painful and I felt like I had a bad case of motion sickness. I was dizzy, and very disoriented, It took me 4 days to fully recuperate. The second “Nightmare of Area-51” I can recall having when I was 14, came either a day or tow before the abduction experience, or a few days after, its hard to remember, but it didn’t really have a beginning that made much sense, I remember it like I was waking up out of a coma, everything dark and blurred, my eyes going in and out of focus. I was laying on a table in a dark room, I looked around and saw not too far from my left shoulder was this large tube, there was a dim bluish light being produced from the bottom of it, I saw something in it, and it was gruesome, it was an alien, I couldn’t really tell what kind, its skin was very pale and slightly grayish blue, it looked hideously deformed, it looked like it had been in a terrible crash, it was missing an arm and both legs, wires were hooked up to its body, and I saw a few wires running into its left-eye (which was missing from the large socket) it was trying to communicate, but what it was communicating to me was foul, I was very taken back by it, I felt a lot of emotional pain coming from it, and it was asking me to put it out of its misery, I didn’t know how, I was loosely strapped to this table, and I managed to move off the table, but I was highly disoriented, dizzy, like I had just been spinning. It was hard to see, everything was so dark, and the only light was from the eerie bluish illumination from the alien cadaver-tanks that were allover in this room, the room was probably no more than 20 feet wide and 30 feet long. I struggled to hold myself, I was clinging to the table, I felt like I had been drugged and then put on a roller-coaster. Then the Alien in the tank showed me images telepathically, I saw aliens being captured that have crash-landed, and also saw MIB and Military men approaching and I became very frightened, then the alien told me telepathically, that I should save myself, but I didn’t know where I was or how I got there, I could sense MIB and horrible Military men coming closer, they had a strict Nazi mindset, and strong prejudice energy. I panicked, and I discovered I had powers, like telekinesis or something, I also had amazing strength, but I was also still disoriented, I managed to break through a wall and on the other side was a dark desert field, I saw a few outside-lights and cameras, but I was so desperate to escape I paid them no mind, I ran through the dark and reached an 30 foot electric fence. I didn’t know what to do, so I just backed up and looked at it, my vision going in and out of focus, I then heard something, I looked and there were these Military men charging me, I saw a few vehicles, then I heard an explosion, like a flash-grenade, and I saw a weird explosion that was blue and electrified, I panicked, and I actually jumped over the fence in a single bound. I had the abilities of feline, I hit the dirt on the other side of the fence, doing a somersault and landing on my feet, and I took off running at high speed, well I don’t know how far I got, because the further I went, the blacker things got, almost like I was running into a blackhole or something, I could feel myself becoming lighter, like gravity was decreasing. And then I lost consciousness completely. When I regained consciousness however everything was black, like a void, but I felt energy, and heard voices telepathically, like someone else’s thoughts in my head. I cant recall what was being sent to me, the energy was mixed, almost like two or three different parties were fighting over me, some wanted the best for me, the other wanted something foul to become of me. Its something I cant really explain. It was like being in the middle of an argument while you’re half awake and half-asleep and cant see anything but darkness. One party is telling you you’re safe, the other party telling you that you cant escape. Its strange. Well I’m not sure how long this went on, or even when I woke up. But I’ll move on to the next nightmare I had of Area-51.. This one came about 5 days after the first one, it too had a strange beginning, almost like I was just awakening to find myself in the middle of a situation, I was running, running for my life a lot of lights were shining on me, I knew where I was but I don’t know how I had got there, it was Area-51, the entire place was fenced, high electric fences, each one I came to I jumped over like an Olympic athlete, when my feet touched the ground I continued running and dodging these bombs being thrown at me by what looked like the stereotypical UFO, a flying-saucer with a domed glass roof on top, and a domed spinning blue glowing thing on the underneath, well there must have been 7 of these Saucer ship, and others were what looked like those thin black stealth bombers, the more Earth-based looking ships were shooting at me with some type of lasers, well they missed me, I was however hit a few times and they hurt a little bit but nothing was stopping me, its almost like I had trained for this, but I evaded capture for only 10 seconds longer, then a different type of UFO flew up to me and caught me in a type of tractor-beam, I froze in the spot like a statue, I couldn’t move at all. I felt myself being pulled backwards and then everything goes blank, I experienced “Missing-Time” because I don’t remember when I woke up after this… I just don’t recall, its like its been removed. Well about 2 days later I had another nightmare, I was being confronted by what looked like a MIB but was a hideous Alien, long thin neck and bulbous head, broad pointed shoulders and long arms, I couldn’t see the detail, I saw the black suite and the rest of it was shadowed. I knew it meant me harm, it came close to me and I guess this was where I fainted or was knocked-out, because just as the first two nightmares, I experienced missing-time. The next night, the same thing happened, another Nightmare, the beginning was awkward and made no sense, I was in a dark place, like a store after hours, no lights were on and I was locked-in, and even though I was 14 when I had this Nightmare, I was in-labor, laying on the floor in pain, near a clothes rack, and I was trying to hide, but from what? I then gave birth to what looked like a large newborn kitten, it was stillborn, but then I gave birth to another one, it looked the same, it moved around a little and made noises, I picked it up and held it, it then died, then I went into labor again and gave birth to the 3rd, it was alive, mewing and squirming, it was about the size of a premature human-baby, I was holding it, and I remained hiding. Well then I saw the same MIB with the long necks and just like before I couldn’t see what they looked like, this time there must have been 20 of them, come through the glass doors and find me, they crowded me and took me, I blacked out, but when I came-to I was now surrounded by these floodlights, it was almost like I was in a baseball stadium after midnight, I saw the silhouettes of MIB, and Military men, there must have been over 200 of them surrounding me, I could see their shadows and I noticed they were heavily armed, they were aiming at me and I was still holding the Kitten-like baby I had given birth to. The Military men were preparing to fire, but then I felt a strong wind like a tornado, everyone became armed, I looked up and saw what looked like the underneath of a mushroom and seeing giant Mushroom gills, well it was gigantic and circular, black like space and the “gills” were a very pretty neon blue. I then saw a bright blue circular opening appear in the middle, and I felt myself going UP, at a split second, I can only describe this to the carnival-ride where you go straight-up in under 8 seconds. Well I could actually FEEL this, and I guess I fainted from the speed, or was perhaps tranquilized, I then awoke and I was in a dark but very warm place, I was on a comfortable cot-like bed that was tightly against a wall, I was in a fairly small room, everything was dark, but had a pleasant red glow, I couldn’t see what was producing this red light though, I looked at my wrist, there was what looked like aback square watch, it had a black-screen that resembled the black screen of a laptop when its off. Well then I looked to my left and saw a large dark shadowy figure, it had the physique of a large wrestler, it came up close to me and stood at the edge of the bed and spoke to me in a different language, and the voice was very low and a bit terrifying, very masculine and not human at all. Well I didn’t now what he meant, then I saw him point to my wrist, I looked at the weird watch and I saw dark red letters appear In English, it was a translator. He Spoke again and the English words appeared on the black screen in a dark red color of font it said: “Don’t be afraid, we mean you no harm” Well he told me to follow him so I did, he was about 9ft tall at least, we walked out of the small room where I first awoke, and now we were in a huge room, it was dark but I could see, all these Green Aliens that were about 7 to 8 ft tall were walking around, all were males, they were well muscled, they had feet that looked like a Raptor’s, they had tail that looked like a snake’s tail, they had long pointed ears that looked JUST like a Doberman-Pincher’s, their necks were like a horse’s neck, and their faces looked a lot like a horse’s, but not as long of a face, they were actually, very attractive, they had long red spikes running down their backs, it started at the top of their heads and followed downward to the tips of their tails, almost like a horse’s mane, the spikes resembled porcupine quills only much longer and more flexible, they were different shades of red, and their eyes were an intense shade of maroon-red, their eyes looked a little like faceted sparkling jewels. The way they dressed was also interesting, they dressed a lot like the Alien from the movie Predator. Well, I’m not going to go into details, but I met with one of these Ets that could actually speak English, his name was Rauktaur, and we were standing side by side in what looked like the command-bridge of this immense ship, I was asking him things, some of which he answered out-loud in English, others he answered telepathically because he didn’t know every word in the English language, just enough to get by. Well I felt great comfort from these beings, they told me the name of their race, but I cant specifically remember what it was, I know that it started with the letter G, something like Gyroks or something that sounded similar. Well I remember looking through this long rectangular windshield, I saw out into space, I saw a few nebulas and some distant galaxies, I asked Rauktaur what happened to the MIB and the army men that were about to kill me, and all the times ive had the “Experiences” with Greys. He told me that they wouldn’t be bothering me any time soon, and the babies I thought I had given birth to were artificial. I wondered what he meant, he told me telepathically: “They weren’t real, you were asleep and dreaming while you were being experimented on, you felt it, and your mind created an image. Afterward you were then about to be attacked, that’s when we saved you.” It made sense, and why what happened before seemed to be so un-real. Its because I was being telepathically and Astrally harassed. Then Rauktaur said: “We must take you home now.” well I looked out the windshield once more, and saw a large red nebula in a black surrounding with some distant stars, then everything went black, like I closed my eyes, and within 5 minutes I woke up in my bed. It makes me wonder, were the Gyroks helping me? Because I know that after that, I never had another unpleasant abduction experience. But I did continue to have encounters and dreams. (more on this subject will be Added Soon)
“Brutal Interrogation”When I was 15 I had a horrible dream, it had stupid beginning, me and my grandma were driving down a long road at night, we pulled into an all-night diner, we went in and ate then left, well we were then chased down and ran off the road, men dressed in all black pulled us out of our car, put black bags over our head and threw us in the backseat and drove us away, about 5 minutes later we were taken out of the car and threw down on our knees, the bags taken off, and we were in what looked like the middle of the desert, it was very dark, and the only light was the light from the MIB’s headlights. Our hands were tied behind our backs, we were ordered to stay down on our knees, they were interrogating me in a strange way, asking me to tell them everything I knew, and where I really come from, I kept telling them I don’t know, well their questions became more and more focused and they were losing patience. “Tell us What you are!” “Where do you come from, WHY ARE YOU HERE!” My grandmother was beside me on my right, she was hysterical and crying and very sad and scared. Well an MIB grabbed a hold of her, dragged her in front of me and pressed the barrel of a gun against her left temple, he continued to asked me, my response was the same, I said “Please let her, go, Kill me instead, don’t hurt her, I don’t know anything.” BANG. He pulled the trigger and blew her head off, her body fell to the ground and twitched… A strange sensation came over me, its hard to describe, if you’ve ever been a prisoner of war and were forced to watch your closest friend get decapitated, then I guess you know what I was feeling and thinking at this time. And what made it worse, they started kicked her body and kicking sand on it and making fun of her and me. They kept speaking, but I didn’t understand what they were saying, and that’s when I snapped, I broke the restraints that had my hands tied, I jumped to my feet and took them both on with my bare hands. I clawed them and bit them, their blood was allover me and the sand around when I was done, they were torn open and eviscerated, I had a bullet wound in my shoulder and one in my leg, I wasn’t effected by the wounds though, I was already beginning to heal, its almost like I turned into something, I couldn’t see what It was though, I just remember running through the desert, and finding an abandoned warehouse or barn to hide. When I woke up from this my pillow was wet from sweat and tears. I felt so empty…
My Ways…
November 3, 2008
Spirituality is not religion to American Natives.
Religion is not a Native concept, it is a non Native word,
with implications of things that often end badly,
like Holy wars in the name of individuals God’s and so on.
Native people do not ask what religion another Native is,
because they already know the answer.
To Native people, spirituality is about the Creator, period~There are times I wonder myself about everything I’ve heard, thought, seen, felt or dreamt, and if I was truly crazy and/or gullible, then I wouldn’t be questioning this knowledge, I would just take it and believe it without a second rational thought. And I encourage you to do the same, not only with this, but with everything else, such as the bible, and what the media says aswell as our politicians. Think of any and every possibility and probability… Consider, IF and What-If, what-for, WHY and How. And don’t just listen, THINK, wonder, consider, review, etc… I don’t believe in Spirit guides, why should I? After all I have a mind of my own and can make my own decision and where I do need guidance I follow my heart and God is also there to watch over me, so why in hell would I need or want a spirit-guide? Why does anyone, why does Silvia Brown consult them, why does anybody else for that matter? Is it the sheer lack of will-power, knowledge, common-sense or inability to choose and decide for ourselves? **Twilight-Zone-Music** Well I do know this much, anyone who relies on a Spirit-Guide for everything or almost everything has no willpower or mind of their own, I’ve had experiences with spirit-guides and none of them like it when someone can decide for themselves. They don’t like being ignored and they like and want to feel needed for everything. Do you carry around a Wonder-8-Ball day and night and ask it for advice every few minutes on what to eat, what to wear, what to say and where to go and what to do. That’s pretty sad, the same goes for using pendulums, Ouija-Boards, and Tarot-Cards. What makes you use them, or need them? True I can talk to spirits such as Elementals, Angels, Gauds, Allayixxs, Ets, and other things, but I don’t rely on them to make a decision for me, when I’m giving someone advice or help I don’t first consult a spirit-guide or tarot-cards or anything else, I use my personal knowledge as well as using my heart as the guide, the only one I need to lead the way is me and God. Nor do I need “Jesus” and I’ll give a perfect reason WHY: Who saved people before Jesus existed? What saved people Before the Bible was made? The answer is this COMMON-SENSE, and the true bond between someone and God that came, not from a church, priest, messiah, or book, but from the knowledge they had in their own hearts, and the way to God is through your heart. You should already know by now that the belief in and use of energy is in my “religion.” I believe in the Yin and the Yang, Positive and Negative aswell as Neutral. Use of Witchcraft, light or dark is against God, Wicca is also against my religion and Voodoo is downright evil, raising the dead and tormenting the living are both to be stayed away from, the circle of life should not be diverted or interrupted. But death is not the End, it is merely a transformation, our bodies may die, but our memory and our soul goes On and On, either to be reborn/reincarnated or to go to Heaven to spend eternity, (or Hell for those that need punished). I myself am not ready to go to Heaven, even if I DO die, I just don’t think I’m ready to settle-down and be bound to one plane of existence. I want to experience more than just THIS life before I go to Heaven. I believe in karma, and karma includes good or bad thoughts, because thoughts too have an influence, if a bad thought is on purpose or intentional such as perverse or evil fantasies, then we will be held accountable for them on the “other-side” and can even come back to bite us in the ass in this life. I believe life is precious, no matter how small, I don’t like swatting a fly, and I refuse to kill an ant or a spider, I will however swat a gnat or mosquito, mosquitoes carry disease and don’t really seem to have much of a purpose except to spread illness that might help ease a population problem, but I however don’t want or need to get sick, I do the same with ticks and certain types of pests, such as gypsy-moth caterpillars and biting lady-bugs. But I wont kill a bee, I wouldn’t dream of harming a honeybee or a bumble-bee, I will occasionally kill a wasp or hornet, but only if I have to, I also will not kill a snake, however if there would be a poisonous one coming towards me I will defend myself and kill it, but if its at a distance away from me and means me no harm, then I’ll leave it alone, its not bothering me. Think of it this way, was it ready to die, did it want to? You ended its life, all because you were afraid of it or just didn’t like it, how would you feel if something bigger than you killed you because it was afraid of you or didn’t like you? Were YOU ready to die or suffer? Were you done living? So the next time you see a spider minding its own business, not hurting anyone, just remember its living and it WANTS to live, so don’t end it. Was it truly bothering you? Was it invading your home and terrorizing your family? Rats are pests because they do invade our homes, spread disease and ruin our property so they must be stopped, you can either trap them and set them free but there’s a good chance they’ll come back, so you actually have to kill them, that’s why they’re called pests! But a spider or snake is not a pest, they actually get rid of them, snakes eat mice, and spiders eat flies, gnats, and mosquitoes, so don’t kill a spider, let it live because you might not know it, but they’re helping you, if its in your house, you can either let it there, or you can catch it in a jar and put it outside. Bats are the same way, they eat mosquitoes and flying insects that could be harmful to you. Ending the life of something that is useful just because of your blind fear and anger is Wasteful, and wasting serves no purpose. I collect bones, Feathers, Pelts, Stones etc… If I can use it instead of letting it go to waste then I will, I don’t believe in killing an animal just for its skin, or horns, BUT if you kill it for Food and you use every part of it that can be used then its fine, animals eat each other, and we all die some day, The decaying body makes food for certain living things and fertilizer for the soil. We need the Cow, for leather, and food, we need Deer aswell, we need every animal for one thing or another. The first Humans had to hunt in order to survive, you cant survive on grains and water alone, and some plants are poisonous. Also what were they supposed to do to survive the winter when plants wouldn’t grow? Also, what did they do to keep warm before they discovered fire? They had to use the furs and hides of animals they ate, and they used the bones for not only weapons, but for medicine and even shelter. So for all you Vegetarianazis and crazy uptight people with PETA you can all form a line behind me and kiss my well evolved ass! I don’t believe in killing for sport because that is Wasteful and it costs the life of an innocent animal that will just lay there and rot. Hey if I see road kill I’m not going to eat it, but if there’s a skull that’s intact and some teeth and claws I can use then I will so then it would have not died in vain, just the other day I saw a dead porcupine, that’s a damned shame I thought, but I could do something to make it better, so I pulled out some of the long guard-hairs and only one quill, I wanted more, but it was too fresh and the quills wouldn’t budge, so I’ll wait a while till I can get more and I’ll use them to decorate my Gaud-Staffs and prayer staffs. Also, if I see a dead bird on the ground I’ll use its feathers. This is part of Native American ways, and you can read more in legitimate books about the respect we have for animals and the way we honor those that have died of natural cause or were killed for food etc… I don’t agree with killing animals just to make a fur coat, but I was at a souvenir shop and I saw some assorted rabbit pelts different colors and sizes, they were there on a shelf in a box, I didn’t like the thought of them collecting dust after the rabbit died, I think they came from a rabbit farm where they raise them for the meat, and they sell the skins, so I bought about 10 of them, they weren’t expensive, and I’m using them to make a shawl, in honor of the rabbits that died, at least their fur went to good use. My uncle Steve raises Deer, for meat and for the enjoyment of having them as pets, I’m going to ask him to give me the skins I’ll even pay for them. He gave me some antlers, I used them and now I need a few more. I know that all things have a purpose however small they may be. A dead or dying tree has a purpose, it can be used in many different ways, such as fire-wood, housing, etc… and the branches can be used for canes, staffs, bows, furniture or just decoration. One belief, or perhaps fact is that a carcass serves a purpose, it feeds the flora and earth, and even feeds certain scavengers, and in vice-versa scavengers serve the great purpose of getting rid of a decaying-carcass, everything follows a cycle. I know that all living things have a spirit, the trees, the animals, insects, fish, reptiles and even the planet itself has a spirit, for it too is ALIVE, if it was not alive itself then how could so many things flourish on it? Even stone is alive, but it is alive in a different way, just like on Earth, Quarts-Stones are alive with energy, and different stones have an energy all their own. Another belief is that something as lifeless as a fallen-branch can be given a spirit and brought back to “life“, and none of it has to do with sorcery, you can see what I mean if you read about “The Gaud” But it would be wise to finish reading this first and following downward to the next subject instead of skipping through, because if you do that you can become seriously lost and confused. So PLEASE Pay Attention, be patient and keep an Open mind, and don’t compare what I say to what it says in the Bible or what anyone else has said. I’m not here to MAKE you do anything or think anything, but I am here to Help you Understand and See the possibilities and truth. I Believe that killing an animal for no reason is Cold-blooded Murder just as killing an innocent person for no reason is also Murder, I believe that killing for FOOD and defense is perfectly fine, did you know that the plants and vegetables we eat are also alive? If they weren’t then they wouldn’t ripen or even grow, plants feel pain just as anything else does, because they react to sickness and harm, perhaps not the same way we do, but they do indeed feel and react. Everything has a spirit, because if it gives off energy then its alive and if its alive then it has a spirit, perhaps not a Soul, but a spirit. Even stones have a spirit, spirits come from energy and all types of natural minerals and stones give energy, Quartz vibrates major amounts of energy, and so does iron and copper, and magnetic-hematite. This is not an opinion, it is the truth and has also been scientifically PROVEN. I Strongly believe in Balance, we need it in order to exist, the Laws of Physics also rely on balance. Without balance everything in the Universe will unravel and fall apart. The Wheel of Life turns, it is a never-ending cycle, following a formula, it runs forever like a river that doesn’t stop, and just like the river, all things are connected in one way or another, there are hundreds of rivers on this planet and all of them meet either in the ocean or in colliding together like two different paths that meet at a cross-roads, each one has their own direction and follow their own course, but just like the blood-veins in our bodies, they meet somewhere eventually becoming one. The fact is that we all inhabit the same world, drink from the same stream, the only thing that separates us is the distance we put between each other, either with religion or a set of beliefs, but one river does not resent another because one flows in a different direction, it has its own destination and course that it must follow. Just like the “Medicine-Wheel” in Native American Spirituality, it is the symbol for the Wheel of Life which is forever turning, it symbolizes the individual journey all things must take in order to find its own path… But we must also learn to work together, the grass feeds the deer, the cougar eats the deer, and when the cougar dies it returns to the dirt to nourish the ground which the grass grows, the Circle of Life must turn. We are like the spokes on the wheel, we may be separated, but we’re still all connected to the same wheel, there cannot be one without another, for every positive there is a negative, for every up there is a down, push and pull. It is the differences that keeps things together, the only being that doesn’t follow this rule is the human. “If the Great Spirit had desired me to be a white man he would have made me so in the first place. He put in your heart certain wishes and plans; in my heart he put other and different desires. Each man is good in the sight of the Great Spirit. It is not necessary, that eagles should be crows.” ~ Sitting Bull… I am Myself, I am myself because I am not a clone or the copy of another, I do not wish to be someone else, I do not want to look like someone else, I do not wish to think like someone else, I will listen and consider the ways of somebody other than me, I may use what it is they’ve taught me, I might live by the words of another, but I do it in my OWN way. Nothing compares to the original, and a copy of the real thing is just a copy, and no matter how perfectly it imitates, it still doesn’t make it the real thing. Identical twins may look alike, but the truth is they have 2 individual-souls, they may be similar, but not the same. I am not you, so I do not think like you, my life was not your life, my mind is not your mind, I do not speak or write like you. What you expect is not what I expect, what you feel is not the same as I feel. The path I walk is not the one that you walk. Truth is truth no matter who speaks it, and I am no different. We may both read the same book, but we both have our own understanding of it, the truth is one way, but when it’s looked at from 2 different angles, we see 2 different things, instead of looking at the surface of something, look deeper, what it looks like and what it IS, are two different things. I know that all things happen for a reason… Remember, The future isn’t always set in stone, Fate exists, there’s no Fate but what we Make, but if its MEANT to be , then by God it WILL be. Sometimes we don’t choose our destinies, it chooses us, what we are assigned to can only be averted by the limits and setbacks we create ourselves. Its called choices, we can either choose to fulfill our destiny, or we can choose to destroy it by destroying ourselves. There is only One truth, and that truth is Reality, sometimes It’s a matter of research and evidence to reach a final conclusion, where is the solid proof of anything. When there is no evidence, the only proof you have is derived from common-sense. I broke my ankle when I was 7 and I still have the surgical-pin inside me to this very day, I cannot prove it to you here, but you cant say that I’m lying either, due to the simple fact that why would I make it up? And does it truly sound like I’m lying. And even if it DID sound made-up, what’s your proof that it didn’t happen? Did it break the law of Physics? Or is it that you just weren’t there to experience the same thing. OR is it that you simply just don’t understand. I give this information to make you wonder, to make you think and consider for yourself, I’m not forcing you to convert, or to lose hope or faith in anything, I just wish for you to use your commonsense, and will-power, stop being so gullible to what anyone holding a bible tells you, would you invite a stranger into your home just because they look and sound like a Priest or a worker for God, they may very well be acting and speaking the words of another that were intended to get you to blindly follow. Its time we all wise-up, and use commonsense along with what we have learned. You have a mind of your own, so use it. Who was it that got you to think the way you do now? Was it you, or was it someone else? Are you learning anything? Its called realization…
SPIRITUAL ALERT!!!
November 2, 2008
Announcement!!!
October 29, 2008
PLEASE READ. “The Mysts of Vision” is under construction and while i was posting it i encountered quite a few problems, the biggest problem was that the paragraphs were rearanged after publishing, after the 8th time of editing the same thing happened. Either some paragraphs were repeated, rearanged or completely deleted. A Serious glitch and a highly annoying one i might add. If you wish to read the Mysts, you are welcome to do so, JUST REMEMBER, that there I am having some problems in getting it organised the way it should be, i may need the help of Caretaker if this problem continues. I have been very busy lately and i have also not been feeling well which is the reason why i have not been commenting on other people’s stories in the main-site, i just have been too busy writing and arranging the information for the Mysts of Vision because im on a deadline.