Can a person be inhabited by 1 or more demons or evil beings, (Not) full on possessed?
My question is the title. But I Have been trying to research this since I was 15 off and on. When I was 15 My family brought this surprise couple over one night. When they came in the house around me, I instantly felt threatened by them, this great irritable feeling rose over me. I wanted them to leave. Later that night after dinner everyone disappeared upstairs. I went up to see why 7 of 8 people were upstairs with the there being only 3 rooms up there.
They were in my cousins room, there was a white wicker chair in the center of the room, my uncle was standing behind it and my aunt and my VERY young cousins were sitting on the bed. The couple that came for dinner was standing in front of the chair. They told me to come in and sit in the chair, I did so and they asked me do you believe in god. I said “yea” and they started reading scriptures. and had me repeat a few.
Then they went into a smaller little book, where he started reading in a different language, I assumed Latin… but I didn’t really know. (This is where the weird comes in)
I got an urge to started laughing… after a few minutes it wasn’t me, it was but it wasn’t, it was saying things, but I couldn’t understand, It was still in my voice… a tiny bit deeper tone… still my voice. The experience was scary. I felt tight in my skin, I couldn’t talk it was talking. But it wouldn’t let me know what it was saying so the language stayed foreign to me, It took every ounce of strength to make my head look to the right at my cousin, and when I saw her, her eyes got really wide and she quickly hid behind my aunt.
I started crying in the end. when it calmed down, they said how do you feel? I said fine.. But I felt the exact same as I did before. No change, no enlightenment, nothing. I didn’t know what they just did but it scared me.
The lady told me to follow her to the place where I sleep, I did and she looked at me and pointed across the room to my bed and said you have two demons that never leave there and there is one outside above the house, that one stays there.
The problem, is all of that was when I was 15 and I’m now 25. I feel worse then ever, I can actually feel them now. And they plague my mind with everything. I have to fight off bad thoughts and its taking a number on me socially. My boyfriend and I are trying to start going to church and become more spiritual. He knows what I’m going through and is helping me fight this and I know its still there. When I go to church I have an urge to laugh when they sing hymns and I went to talk to the pastor one on one with my boyfriend. I was looking for the same thing that happened to me before. You have to get it out first.
The pastor said he wanted to do a prayer for me. In the middle of his prayer I start laughing again, and this huge grin is on my face I have to force it off. I was so excited about going to church the night before and that morning, till I talked one on one with the pastor, then I got irritated I wanted to leave. I was getting angry. But Kris said, sam we need this. I forced myself to stay, even thought I was embarrassing myself from the urges of laughing in church service.
My uncle and aunt refuse to bring this up ever again. They aren’t even together anymore. I’ve had a lot of resentment towards them, I was depressed during that time, because my popa (father) passed away that past fall. So I was a mess. and then that happened, there have been a lot of physical and sexual abuse in my life as well since I was 9 by an uncle not of blood college friend of my parents.
But can you be inhabited? How does it work. I just want knowledge about what I’ve been living with all my life.
Asked by samantha
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