Am I Being Haunted?

I’m 22 last year my Mother passed away after 8 months of fighting pancreatic cancer she was only 39 and I was her main caregiver. I’ve always believed in ghosts, spirits, angels, etc. and even had a few experiences but after my mom died things got bad. I was extremely afraid of the dark, I kept seeing shadows out of the corner of my eye, I felt like someone or something was going to kill me, and twice I saw my mom crawling on the floor trying to get me to help her. It got to the point where I could no longer sleep so I went to see a therapist.

I admit it helped but while he was telling me it was from stress I still couldn’t help but wonder if I wasn’t just imagining all of it. Well I stopped going to therapy and things were fine for a couple of months, only a few shadows out of the corner of my eye. I started a new job at a daycare and after the first month or so I started feeling the “presence” of a little girl in our back storage room. When I go in there its almost like I can see her in my head and she’s angry and upset and she wants me to be upset too.

Then I started to see her in the hallway huddled up hugging her knees and rocking back in forth fast. She scares me. Now what has caused me to start asking questions, I moved recently with my family into a new house and ever since we have moved I feel like I’m being followed. I think it’s female, and it doesn’t want to hurt me but it’s still scaring me. I see her zip across the room and standing behind a door, I feel her behind the shower curtain and watching me from a window.

Also sometimes strong emotions seem to wash over me, anger, agitation, lust and I don’t know where they come from and it’s always accompanied with a feeling like my skin is too tight, like it’s going to rip to relieve some of the tension.

I just want to know if I’m super crazy, haunted, or if I have some sort of gift to see spirits. If you can help please do and please don’t be mean. Thanks.

Asked by Courtney

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  1. Hi Courtney,

    The little girl from the child care centre, was she old enough to experience ‘lust’, or are you talking about two different entities?

    In either case, you are a medium and can see people who have died. Because you can see them you can help them, but first you have to learn to protect yourself from their energy.

    To that end – please read my webpages, they’ll explain about psychic protection, energy shields, and how to clear ghosts when you meet them. They need to be in heaven, regardless of whether they, or you, believe it exists.

    So – this is the index page to a whole lot of information.

    And this page is the Michael Invocation, which you can use to clear your energy, and your house – although getting a minister from your local church in, if you think its more suitable, works equally well.


    If you have any questions you can contact me here, or through email links on my site.

    Love & Peace
    Ama Nazra (listed here under Friends)

  2. Hi Courtney

    You poor thing …

    When my mum died a few months back, I went into psychic melt-down too. Basically, the stress of it all opens us up but, for some reason you have been unable to close down again. The net result, is you’re picking up on everything and attacting everything to you – like moths to a naked flame.

    You can try this first off, to see if it helps …
    Find a nice quiet place, sit down (or lie down) close your eyes and take a few deep breaths. Once you are comfortable and relaxed, imagine a speck of bright light in the centre of your heart. Gradually, and in your own time (there’s no rush) expand that bright light outwards until it consumes your whole body. Then, expand it a bit further, until it has formed a bubble shape outside of your body – approx 3 foot all round, but completly filled with the white light.
    If you prefer, you can place a gold cross on the top of the bubble, above your head, but this isn’t essential.
    This is actually called a Bubble, it is made up from your own positive energy and will last for approx 6 -12 hours. The purpose of the Bubble is to:
    a) close you down, psychically
    b) protect you (or, hide you, if you prefer) from any nasties.

    For learning how to close yourself down psychically (unless you want to open up) there are plenty of books out there about psychic protection and how to control your Chakras, found at places like Amazon.

    I hope it all works out for you and take care


  3. Hi this is Courtney thank you both for your replies, its nice to know that people actually believe me. Ama the girl at the child care center is not old enough to experience lust that is from something completely different. I believe all the extra emotions I’m feeling are coming from the young woman that is following me, I see her just about everywhere I go. I’m going to go look at your links because this morning I woke up with scratches on my chest. The night before my fiance had called her the old creepy lady and I felt this overwhelming feeling to stand up for her but I didn’t. I didn’t want to look stupid so I kept my mouth shut and I’m pretty sure that made her angry. So like you said I do need to protect myself. Thank you both.

    • Hi Courtney,

      Please keep us informed of how you are going. There are other things I can do to help you, if you think you need them after you’ve read and used what I suggested.

      Love & Peace

    • Hi Courtney

      You’re most welcome.

      As Ama has said, if there’s anything else we can do to help – even if its just moral support until you are able to sort yourself out – then just shout.

      Please keep us informed.


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