Ghost Stories & Paranormal Encounters

Hello my name is Tim and this is a painful story but I believe it must be discussed and exposed. I wasn’t going to write anything about my experience with this spirit but too many people are taking their lives now.

When I was 18 my girl friend broke up with me and I was familiar with spirits being around me because I was in to many evil things. But I saw a beautiful angel like being standing before me telling me that my life was worth less and I have committed so many evil things that even God himself cant love me or find any value in me. This spirit was like no other spirit I have ever communicated with because most spirits will tell me how worthless I am but this spirit literally said I am so sorry that you’re a worthless person but I have found great value in you. Its too bad God sees you so worthless because I love you and I see your pain so go ahead and take your life now.

Well by age 20 things were going all down hill for me fast so one day I heard this spirit again say its too bad God made you so worthless in so many peoples eyes. Look, you cant find a good job, and you are so addicted to drugs and you cant survive with out alcohol so just please my dear child go ahead and just kill yourself. Well as time went on I had demonic visions of killing myself so this gave me comfort.

One day when I went to see my girlfriend in the morning being totally straight she said lets do it today so I said what and she said well you want to die so lets slit your wrist today. So we went in her bathroom and she put her hand over mine and than she pulled back the razor and blood was going everywhere. She was getting excited and I didn’t know what to think so we did it again and again. I had 4 deep slash wounds in my wrist and she then said you cant stay here that would be murder so I drove around with blood going everywhere. I guess I was in shock more than any thing watching blood go all over my shirt.

The next day I woke up in a psychiatric ward. In so many ways I couldn’t understand why I lived or how did I get there. The doctor said I was only 2 minutes away from bleeding to death. I was in complete despair with no hope and I had nothing really to live for.

Well I attempted other ways to end my life but nothing seemed to work but this spirit kept coming to me. Well later on in life I knelt down and cried out to God for help. Jesus Christ not only appeared to me but he restored me mentally, emotionally and spiritually. My battle lasted 22 years with this spirit of suicide even long after I became a Christian but one thing through my tears and pain I have discovered Jesus Christ isn’t a religion or a figure he is a real man and he is God that does love you and me. So I wrote a book called SUICIDE SPIRIT. So please even if something does seem very loving and gentle and tries to convince to take your life please don’t because you do have a purpose to life. Thanks Tim Thompson

Sent in by Tim Thompson, Copyright 2010