I have had many weird and unexplainable things happen to me this is one of them. This happened about 5 maybe 6 years ago when I was 10 or 11.
I was home up stairs in my room watching dragon ball z when it got really hot like muggy hot and I started getting sweaty so I took of my shirt and laid down on the couch then fell asleep. When I awoke it was like when you have a nightmare and I was gasping for air but I quickly realized that I couldn’t move at all except my eyes. I also realized that it wasn’t hot any more but it was like an ice cold. This had happened twice before but this time I woke with my face down in the couch and there was this huge wait on me so not only was the couch basically suffocating me but there was something on me.
I have asthma, well had, I haven’t had any breathing problems since then but it felt like I was having an asthma attack. I really started panicking but the only thing I could do was look around but I was face down in the couch so all I could do was look to my right side where I could see a bit. I thought I was gonna die. But something caught my eye on the wall to my right. I saw a shadow that looked like it was hunched over sitting on me and though I couldn’t move I tried to move so hard and I cant really explain what was going on in my head, but it was like a primal urge to live and it was like a battle in my mind to try in vain to move and the more I panicked I could hear a vague chuckle that brought my attention back to the figure on my wall. It was weird I couldn’t make out any facial expressions or anything just an outline but it seemed as though it gained satisfaction and delight from my plight.
I knew that it wasn’t my mind messing with me but I knew that thing was the cause of my distress and it was like something aroused within me and this surge of anger and hatred went through me and all of a sudden it started getting warm. Then it was like hot not the muggy hot but when you accidentally turn on the hot water and it felt like the heat was pulsating out ward like something was in me, I honestly don’t know. Then I noticed the figure twitched and it felt like more wait was added to me which for some reason made me madder and I have no idea where any of this was coming from but I knew I had to move. I had to break free and mustered all my strength which felt like it had grown exponentially and shouted out “get off” and broke free but I still felt angry like this inner drive and then nothing. I blacked out and don’t remember waking up but I’m here now so I must of.
I am telling this story so that maybe someone could clue me in on what it is that feels as though its in me. I could tell its been there all my life hiding and only coming out in my time of need. I cant really explain it with out sounding like I’m exaggerating but I swear to you I’m not. Its like when it comes out I’m completely different and exceptionally dangerous. I’m not what you would call social but I’m not a loner. I’ve tried provoking this inner power or whatever and I’m getting better at it by bringing it out but I change completely and not trying to sound weird but often go out in the wood, oh and that’s not hard I live in the boondocks no lie nothing but wood round me. I don’t really remember much after it comes out but I do pick up bits and pieces. I start to get really mad for no reason and just want to break tear hit and rip everything for no apparent reason then its like I black out and wake up in a place I don’t remember going to and have a mind splitting headache. Any help you can give me I would very much appreciate, anything at all. And you can believe or not but please help me explain this thanks
Sent in by Brandon Barnette, Copyright 2010