Ghost Stories & Paranormal Encounters

I was adopted, and until very recently, have not had any contact with my parents. My birthmother was adopted too, and my birthfather moved here from Iranian royalty. Growing up, I was one of those kids who was obsessed with death at a very young age. When I was five or six, I would ask random strangers if they would prefer to be cremated or buried, or when they thought they would die, or if they really thought they would have an afterlife, and etc. Though I was always very cheerful and outgoing, and had many friends, I was the only kid I knew who WANTED to die, to feel what it was like.

My earliest memory is being in a kitchen, with my “dad’s” best friend, David holding me high in the air, I’m a baby and its very painful, he’s doing the whole “goochie goochie goo!” baby routine and even though I’m a baby I have the memory of wanting him DEAD more than anything. When I was six, he died of cancer. I have no idea how to explain how I wanted him dead, if I was so young, (much later I found-out from my “mom” that we were there when I was two weeks old).

When I was in elementary school I got in a fight with another boy and was taken to sit out for lunch, returning from lunch I was very mad at the teacher, and realized she looked very much like the woman on the “Statue of Liberty”, I was making a paper airplane and while I was holding it, I imagined it hitting her, then the statue of liberty if it was a real plane, I had a vision of a plane crashing into New York City. Less than a month later when 9/11/2001 happened

At the beginning of last Summer I was with my best friend of 10 years, we always went to schools together, and our families were very close. He was also adopted, and very physical, once he slapped me in the face when we were having an argument, at that moment when we made contact thoughts of David, and my teacher, both flooded through me, I could feel its hot, electric like charge, and at that moment I realized what was going to happen, at that moment all I wanted was him dead. We grew even closer over the summer, and then in October got into an argument when he insulted my girlfriend. I blocked him on instant messenger and forgot to ever unblock him, two weeks later he was diagnosed with a cancerous brain tumor, and died in January, I never told him this.

I have told a few very close friends about this “feeling” and I have no idea what to make of it, but something happened last night that threw me into more panic than I could have ever imagined. I am still with the same girlfriend, and I’m pretty sure I am in love with her. Last night we were at a bookstore with a friend of her’s and having fun being together. I was holding her hand and listening to her friend talk, at that moment I felt that electric charge and my eyes flew to my girlfriend, and in my eyes her shoulder blades and her heart were illuminated by some white-yellow light. I did not give her this, I don’t know if someone else did, or if I am just sensing a natural/lifestyle disease in her future.

Later I remembered that her father died a year ago from heart failure. I am a very strong believer of “past lives” and at my friends memorial service, it was constantly repeated that he was an “old soul” by different people. I have met several people who have come to me out of the blue, and said that, “I am from a past life, and so are You.”

If anyone has any information related to any of this please contact me, I have never used any of this to harm anyone. My name is Eric Claver and I’m from Texas, that should be enough to myspace me.

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