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Many Experiences Dreams And Visions

Posted on May 18, 2009

I think I might have posted a story here before but I can not clearly remember and I did a quick search and could not find it. Let’s just make it short by saying I can hear, see, feel and sense the ‘unknown’, that I have dreams that always tell when something bad is going to happen to someone I know (so much so that I have been called a prophet of doom).

I have had encounters with ‘ghosts’ and other things and since I consider that as ‘general’ I am not going to talk much about them. Since I was young it was as though I have been introduced to a world I shouldn’t have been introduced to. I know that I was also visited by an entity, possibly the Incubus, when I was a little girl, as I remember waking up and my private areas would really hurt (in THAT way) (note, it happened when I was alone, without anybody being home AND while my parents were home. I am a light sleeper and the slightest noise would wake me easily).

From then on I saw things, heard things, had visions and dreams. Sometimes my dreams are extremely vivid and recurring. Examples are:

I dreamt my grandmother came to say goodbye just before she died, I dreamt of two coffins, different colours and details, for three nights in a row and on the night after that (on 25 Dec 2008) my mother died. Turns out the one coffin was hers (it was exactly the same in every way) and the other a close friend of hers who also died earlier due to the same thing that caused my mother’s death.  This is still an extremely sensitive topic for me so I do not wish to talk too much about it.  I also dream of warnings before it happens and so I can go on and on but I so not wish to bore you.

Anyway, back to the original story. It’s more of a question. As I reached mid-puberty I noticed some eerily strange physical changes as well as my ‘paranormal’ abilities that became stronger and more developed. Examples of physical changes are: My skin has gone paler, my eyes now grey than it’s usual deep blue, hyper sensitive to light and I find the sun on my skin almost unbearable (I burn very easily, I used to be a beach bum! Now I don’t even dare).  I’ve looked up as to why these things were happening, and I know that as you reach puberty your melanin levels determine what your final colouration (that is the best way I could think of putting it.) is going to be and mine seemed to have taken a dramatic plunge during puberty.  So I wrote it off to the drop in my melanin levels.

I then realized other things, that I craved more than what food could give me. I was constantly hungry, and even though I ate food and it did fill me, I was still hungry. I thought I might have a deficiency of some sort but there seemed to be none, according to my doc. Then I thought I was imagining all this what with my close link to things of the paranormal kind. But no, I started realizing I ‘absorb’ other’s emotions (I know I am empathetic, but I realize I am not so tired anymore after I have been in a room of people, but it seems I always absorb the bad energy) and energy, as well as energy from thunderstorms (nature). People feel dead tired around me without any of us doing anything but sitting and chatting for a short while. I researched this and I saw that I might be what is described as an adapting sanguinarian.  Meaning I need to feed off of others energy (by either the prana in their blood or their overall energy force field.) in order to sustain that which I am losing.  They described it as a glass with water, the water being our life energy, and that my glass has a leak, and that mine will never be truly full for long and that I need to constantly fill it up.

I also read there were others. This sounded crazy to me and in some degree it still does, and I am 19 now.  I have however tried techniques to ‘stop’ from feeding off of people’s energy and realized that they don’t get that tired around me anymore like they used to during high school. I’m limiting it now, but I find that since I’ve stopped doing what I need, I have become weaker over the time, my headaches increase in intensity, I just can not do things as well as I once did.  I also never used to get sick but now, just a week ago I had a horrible cold.

I must add, that though I do want blood quite badly, I’ve never drunk it.  Some days it gets so bad that it’s as though I have a personality change and become extremely aggressive and irritable. Okay, so let’s say this sanguinarian thing is a possibility, could it be linked to the fact that a demon did things with me as a little girl?

All opinions welcome, but I must add that I did do my research, I am not stupid and that in fact I don’t like Twilight. I just want to know if anyone has an answer for me as to why this is happening.

Sent in by Lady Wolfheart, Copyright 2009 TrueGhostTales.com




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Comments

9 Responses to “Many Experiences Dreams And Visions”
  1. Ama says:

    Hi Shaina,

    The answer is generally ‘no’. Ghost hunting is a hobby that lots of people enjoy, but unless you get involved in some group who is getting paid a lot for their .. investigations .. no one actually makes much money.

    Some ghost groups make money by selling their videos .. but, I have to wonder how many of them then become ‘actors’ to ‘sell’ the videos as something spooky rather than the usual ‘was that a touch on my shoulder?’ (said with spooked eyes). My answer is generally “no, stop scaring yourself”.

    I ‘see’ ghosts, literally, or energetically, and I’ve been involved with a number of ghost groups over the past few years .. and the good ones are great, and we can have great fun, but when I am acting as ‘medium’, which I will be doing this weekend for some friends, I get free accommodation and petrol money. People tend to trust me more because of that.

    Want to make money, start running ghost tours, and develop some skill you can use in the group that runs them. Become a ‘techie’ .. but it costs a lot of money for the equipment, if you are a medium, practise until you are very sure of your gifts, and then think about going into situations where you know trouble ghosts ‘might’ be (given the types of locations you find unhappy lost souls, like assylums and prisons) … which is one of the reasons why I do this ‘medium’ work. We like to play, but we don’t like trouble being made for the public, so we tend to remove the really negative ghosts when they try and trouble us.

    I know how hard it is to find a job, sometimes we have to settle for one that puts food on the table, and have our fun on the weekends.

    Love & Peace
    Ama Nazra
    (listed below under Friends)

  2. tara says:

    Dear Shaina
    paranormal events and supernatural creatures are attractive for everyone in first step but engaging in such fields professionally needs special adjectives and abilities such as : humanity, braveness ( an extensive and strong heart and soul), related knowledge, secrecy, …
    in case of having above mentioned adjectives. following points are vital to remember :
    1- if someone enters such fields, quitting is hard.
    2- most of the people entered such fields, don’t call it job. it means they don’t look at it as a job. they evict elf and devilish ghosts, return peace to frightened families, and generally help people who don’t have enough knowledge in such fields.and for these works they don’t request wage from people. people themselves pay them arbitrarily to support them to continue their helps.i read about different groups in different countries who worked in such fields and all of them had expressed that they work just because of god’s love, humanity, and seeing peoples exhilaration. exceptions always are present but the majority is as same as i mentioned.
    3- this avocation brings out special conditions for life: several trips, maybe being awake all night, associate with different people with different cultures, habits and traditions or even different religions and maybe other conditions which depends on you and your exact work.

    nowadays financial and economic condition whole the world is critical so don’t be disappointed and try hard. i hope you to find a job just coordinated with your ability and interest.

  3. AJ Ryder says:

    Hi Shaina

    You could train to be a paranormal investigator. There is probably a group that meets up near you. But if you want a paid job, then ghost hunting is a ‘dead-beat’ career choice. (LOL! Sorry, couldn’t resist.)

    There are some folk to charge for spiritual services such as clairvoyance, mediumship, ghost busting, house blessing, spiritual healing, feng shui, etc etc etc., but equally lots give their services free of charge. There are also a lot of charlitans in the ‘business’ too, so be wary.

    AJ
    x

  4. Pat says:

    Ho Shaina,

    I’m sure there are ‘unpaid’ groups that indulge in ‘ghost hunting’, perhaps part-timers or ‘do-gooders’, you only have to google ‘ghost hunters’ in your area.

  5. carri says:

    Why not go back to college and get an Associates of Science degree that qualifies you to be a forensic Technician. You could see a ghost or two and make money at it.

  6. shaina says:

    Thank you guys so much for your comments. i really appreciate it!=)

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