I do not recall exactly the date other than it was in the late 90′s. I was introduced to a book that had come into my hands by the name of ‘Initiation into Hermetics’ by a deceased author who claimed to be a practitioner of magick from Europe by the name of Franz Bardon.
He left behind before his death 3 manuscripts of instruction ranging from magical formulas to evocational and invocational magical rituals and practices.
Having experienced first hand the site of an apparition in my very early years as a child, I was already a believer in the supernatural. Having access to Dr. Bardons works allowed me over time to follow his system and build up a certain degree of mental discipline and understanding of the subject.
Late one evening, I was about for the first time to conduct an experiment where I was to leave my physical form and mentally and emotionally take on the image of a type of being that exist in great numbers closely tied to the earth. for the sake of convenience, Dr. Bardon refers to these class of entities as gnomes for lack of a better description.
I sought to place myself into a self hypnotic trance, I imagined my consciousness as vividly as possible to shrink into the dark spirit form of these creatures and imagine with great intensity to fill my being with its element/energy vibration which was very dark and heavy.
After the greater part of an hour, I finally was satisfied with my mental achievement and began my descent into their realm, letting my consciousness and focus drift away from my body until I was able to observe their kind moving about. At first, they took no notice of me and passed by without incident. I observed them for some time before their curiosity in me became peaked.
Dr. Bardon had warned not to speak to these entities, but I having foolishly allowed my mind to become excited at the result of my encounter did break this rule.
I felt myself suddenly paralyzed and unable to move, mentally, I could not imagine myself having any movement whatsoever and my imagination had been caught in a type of very slow motion dream state that I was unable to escape from. I found myself unable to return to my physical form and could see myself not breathing. ( See Sleep Paralysis )
I am not ashamed to admit that fear had overtaken me and a prayer to my higher power to force these creatures to release me was the only thing that caused the forfeiture of their hold on me. I was jolted suddenly back into my body with a great force and upon my waking consciousness found myself feeling heavy and unable to breathe without much difficulty.
The air in the room was thick and heavy and the atmosphere weighed heavily upon me as I could by my senses feel myself being watched.
I had never before experienced telekinetic activity, but was taken by surprise when a dark necklace of beads used for counting and hypnosis that was near the symbol of the entity who controlled these beings had shifted around on its own accord without any influence from a physical source.
I had immediately begun to dissolve the energy as Dr. Bardon had instructed in his work to do. This did cause the energy to abate, but ever since I have random moments of increased sleep paralysis and the distinct feeling of being punched in the head and face which jolts me to awaken sharply.
My question is this, does anyone ever feel an attack like a punch to the head or weight so heavy on their chest and limbs that it startles them into wakefulness suddenly and without seeming provocation?
If so, I am interested to know of your experience so that I may compare it to my own. Veracity is highly appreciated in regards to this event. Thank you
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