Stalked by Demons Chain Since Birth.
Hi my name is Lilly Nguyen. I’m 27 years old. This is my experience with spirits and demons. Well lets say they’ve been chasing my down since I was a child. Many terrible things have happened to me back to back, in my life. With a help of Gods hand, I was to escape them all. Still today, I struggle from it. Since the beginning of last year, it had gotten worse. With everything that had happen in my Life, I end up realizing what’s the reason behind all happenings throughout my 24 years.
January of 2010 was when I first discover that I could see spirits, without knowing not only spirits I see,� demons too are surrounding me. There are times in my life, I see somewhat of it once in awhile. But I wasn’t sure of it. But now, seeing is believing. Sometimes I see them very clearly but at times I only see their aura. But when it gets dark, that’s when my battlefield starts. I see them more clearly in the dark,� especially when I close my eyes. Having this so call gift is not what I ask for. Ever since last year, my Life has totally changed. Every day I try to stay strong, and protect myself. But how can I protect myself, if my shield go through him. Every night, I get molested by these demons. Last year, my God mother spiritually cleansed me. It went away for a couple months and then one day came back. But this time its ten times worse. And unfortunately, my God mother is no longer with me.
January Vision behind my naked eyes. As soon as I have gotten use to seeing them spirit and demons. This year, I developed, hearing their voice and that’s a lot worse than just seeing, sense and feel their presence. My experience and knowledge about them, got myself into depression. The demons are around me and speak to me, putting such evil thoughts in my head to ruin me. Always trying to persuade me to kill my family, but especially myself. They’ve played with my heart twice already, almost attempted suicide once. With Gods help, it didn’t happen like how they wanted. I used to meditate to keep my mind and self strong. But ever since they hypnotized a family friend, into persuading me to not meditate. I fell for it. And now when I wanna pray I can’t. At this point, they have gotten control of my thoughts in my mind. Little did I know that you have protect your mind until the demons gets to it.
Everyday I struggle protecting my body, working so hard to discipline and win back being in controll of my own mind. So, for those who have this gift or yet I call it a curse / or feel like there are bad spirits in their house.� Remember to take care of your mind. Keep it protected. Since My attempt of suicide incident I realized, when a person is in depression these demons feel your energy. They will stay by your side,� playing with your mind, putting thoughts; targeting the most important part of our body, which is our heart – fill it with more sorrows and pain numbing your heart, persuading you to kill yourself.
We’re human, we know what is pain. A paper cut even hurts us. But when our heart is in sorrows, it takes over your body slightly numbing body. So for those who took out their own life with their hands, also had the hands of demons, they will drain you out, with their words whispering in your ears. They’re touch will finalize, numbing every inch of your body. So when you do kill yourself, you would not be feeling any pain but your heart. And those who would ask why do demons do such a thing. Its all because the devils wants you in Hell. People who commit suicide end up in Hell suffering eternally. People who kill themselves,� without knowing they are handing themselves over to the devil.
With my knowledge and experience in life and meditating. I had a glimpse of what Hell is like. Thinking about it makes me sick to my stomach. You know, now I know what’s behind all the bad happenings in my life. And why people who have discovered their gifts from God have a strong soul that glows. With these souls it makes the negatives stronger. People get confused from spirits and demons and the devil. They all have their own role in their own name. Spirits are just wondering souls – Demons are souls who had to suffer in Hell eternally, so much pain causes them to become so negative that they end a demon. And last, a devil is devil. The main role of Hell.
Anyway, “My path – My Destiny – My Life’s – My Path – Destine Battlefield.” The Story of my Life, a little Girls innocence stolen by darkness. With everything that happened never did I ever blame it on God or even be angry at him. As a child I’ve learned how to forgive, forget and move on. At four years old, I learned how to turn every negative no matter how negative things get and turn it into positive. With everything that had happened, never did I blame or be mad at god. Everything happens for a reason. I’m not saying that I’m glad that it happen, what I’m trying to say is that because of my experience in life. My pass makes me a stronger person today and I learn from it. Even though I’m having a hard time now,� Struggle to fight back but I’m still hanging on.
Sent in by Lilly Nguyen, Copyright 2011