Hey, my name is Kitti. I am 18 years old. I’d really appreciate it if anyone could help me understand why this has been happening. I feel like I am being haunted. I have felt this way since I was a young child.
When I was born I lived in a flat with both of my parents above my granddads shop. It used to be a Victorian home. The Victorian light switch and bath etc are still in the bottom (down stairs) of my granddads shop. Many people who work there have heard the light switch going on and off at night when nobody is down there. A few of the staff had seen her. When I was a baby, my mum saw her. Recently my cousin, he was 2 or 3 years old. He said please don’t put me to bed, I don’t want the old lady to sit at the end of my bed. I don’t think this woman has anything to do with my haunting though. She is known to be lonely, and friendly.
When I was about 5 years old, in our next home, at night, there was a shadow at the end of my bed. I remember gathering that the shadow had long hair. It was scratching my stomach. I turned over and it continued to scratch my back. I know I was not asleep. I got the impression it was a witch. That’s what I thought because I was young, I related the long nails/claws and the long hair with a witch. I have no idea what it was.
Around this same age, I woke up with no clothes on. I have never done anything like walk in my sleep or anything. I went to bed that night fully clothes, and I woke up naked.
Throughout my childhood I constantly had nightmares. Very sick and twisted dreams. I always dreamed of an invisible force out to get me. I can’t explain the way it feels but its the worst feeling ever. I still dream of it. I’ve dreamed of this invisible force as along as I can remember. Its evil. It wants to hurt me.
When I was about 8 years old, we moved house again, at night I heard voice. I ran to my sisters room to be with them as I didn’t want to be alone. They were still sleeping. I was pretending I had a pen in my hand and I was writing my name on the floor with my arm out the bed with my pretend pen. I heard noises. Alost footstep noises. My arm shot back up and into the covers. The voice laughed at me. Asked what I thought I was doing. Almost mocking me.
Throughout my childhood I always heard voices. Like whispers. I couldn’t quite figure out what they were saying but I definitely heard them.
Our next home, I still heard the voices. Then when we moved again,I was 12 years old the first night sleeping there, I heard noises in my new room. Sounded like sheets ripping, sounded like it was windy, I thought things were flying around the room. I did not see a thing. I was too scared to poke my head out of the covers. My Dad came into my room and asked “What the hell are you doing in here?” He checked to see if the window had been open but it wasn’t. I was so glad he came in because the noises in my room stopped after that.
At 15 years old, furniture was moving in our house down stairs. This time everybody in our house heard it. Even my Dad, who is a strong non believer in the paranormal world. We heard our dining room chairs dragging across the floor. It was getting worse. Eventually my Dad was asking who’s down there and said “we can hear you.” The noises stopped. My sister has heard these noises again, when everybody else was sleeping.
When I was 16, I left home to live with my boyfriend. I experienced sleep paralysis for the first time. I couldn’t move. I was awake. It sounded almost like I was under water. It felt as though my cover was coming off of me, and it felt like someone was in the room with me, watching me at the end of my bed. I experienced this a few more times as well when I was 17. I am now in a new home, nothing as of yet has happened, other than a few unexplained noises. Ever since I was little until now I have felt like someone is always with me watching me. I talk to whatever is here. I have constantly felt depressed. I have wondered what my purpose is on being here. And in the past Suicide has crossed my mind.
Does anybody have some advice for me? Can anybody help me understand what is going on? I’ve tried to research it but it is very difficult to find a lot about it. Can anybody refer me to a book or website? Anyone else experienced these? I’d like to know what’s going on.
Sent in by Kitti Cherry, Copyright 2010 TrueGhostTales.com