So I’ve had paranormal experiences my whole life had visions of the future dreams that came true seen and heard ghosts but never wanted to accept what I saw and heard cause I was raised ‘when you die that’s it your dead’. Well I was 22 years old and I was living with my fiancé. We were at the time fighting a lot going through a lot in our relationship and that caused a big stress on me. Well when I came home from work on Fridays I would be home by myself cause my fiancé works late. I was usually home by 3 pm and my fiancé came home around 7 or 7:30.
Well for a few weeks I kept feeling like someone was watching me. I was on the computer on a Friday talking to my fiancé on aol instant messenger when all of a sudden the DVD rack behind me just falls to the floor. I got so spooked cause I knew something had to push it cause it was solid wood. It never fell since we got it. I would hear strange tapping on the walls and things would often go missing in our apartment. Well this feeling of being watched continued for about two weeks.
One night I was sleeping and I awoke at 3 am right on the dot. All of a sudden I felt someone watching me. My fiancé was laying right next to me in a deep sleep. Well I turned my head to the left to see what that feeling was and I got scared frozen. There was this woman from the 1800′s hovering over my bed shaking her finger at me. It was so scary, she was tall, had blonde curly hair, blue eyes that was almost transparent, had a long gown but where her feet should of been was cut off. In the instant I saw her I freaked out and was like god make it go away then poof she was gone. The whole time I was looking at her I was elbowing my fiancé to wake up and that was the first time he wouldn’t wake up. It was like he was in a deep sleep and could not come out of it. After she disappeared like a minute later I was like honey I think I just saw a ghost. My fiancé not realizing what he was saying said its ok honey turn on your side and go to sleep. (very unusual for him to say cause when I say I cant sleep he normally wakes right up and will stay up with me till I fall asleep in his arms)
Well to explain the ghost I have to explain what was going on. Well me and my fiancé wanted to take further steps in our relationship but I was very frightened cause I’ve always hated commitment. I recently found out that even though I was on birth control I conceived and at a high time of stress between me and my fiancé I miscarried. It broke my heart when I found out cause I love children and I felt that I caused the death of my child. After seeing the ghost in the morning I told one of my friends who knew a medium. I wasn’t reluctant to have him over cause at that point I was so scared that this ghost could hurt me. Well the medium came asked us a lot of questions and he immediately felt the situation. He took out dowsing rods and concentrated. The rods started moving like crazy spinning all around and pointing right towards me. All of a sudden I heard this woman’s voice say ‘Jackie I’m not in the apartment I’m with you’! I told the medium what I just heard and he asked me to leave the room and when I did the dowsing rods immediately stopped moving. The ghost followed me out of the room.
When I came back in the room the dowsing rods started moving again. I took him around the house and showed him where I saw the ghosts and where I felt the ghost. Well after going through the apartment he told me that I had a ghost in the home. He did a tarot reading on me and immediately told me of the problems (all of the problems) me and my fiancé had and he said he was sorry that I miscarried and I immediately believed that he was legit.
He continued with the tarot reading. I remember two specific cards having the high priestess card right before my moon card. He told me the dreams that I was having visions of truth. Which caused the rift between me and my fiancé in the first place. Well after the reading he confirmed that what I was seeing in my dreams were ghosts and spirits. That it wasn’t gonna stop that I was a medium and that they were attracted to me.
After he left that night I went to sleep. I heard a voice that woke me up. She spoke to me. She told me her name and the year she was married and about her husband. (I did research the name and found her name and her marriage license the exact year she told me she got married!) I asked her to tell me why she came to me. Then before I knew it I passed out into a deep sleep. I was shown her story through my dream. normally I can alter my dream cause I know I’m sleeping but this dream was set, I couldn’t change anything.
Well here was her story. She got married very young and like me her family disowned her for religious beliefs. She felt all alone but depended on her husband. Her husband became very violent towards her, beat her, publicly humiliated her at some party in front of everybody she was close in town with. She ran off and he followed her and slapped her. They went home that night time went by and she conceived a child. She was very early on and her husband was given her some problems never being around and she was highly emotional and when he was around he would be very aggressive with her and usually put her down.This part made me wake up crying but then I immediately went back to my dream and continued as if I never was awoken. Suddenly my dream went silent like things were being said but she blocked out what was said for some reason probably cause she felt I was too young to hear such things that he said to her. Well at one moment her stomach burned and she felt the miscarriage she started bleeding and her husband was very upset with her for losing the child.
My dream fast forwarded a few years and she showed me how bad her husband got and abusive towards her. She wanted to leave and when threatened that she would run away he said the only way out is for you to kill yourself. Well the next thing I saw was her husband coming up the steps to discover that she hung herself. I woke up crying and sweating and literally felt like the ghost got out of my body. It was the most scary feeling ever.
I continued talking to her. Asking her if what I saw in my dream was her life and death and she confirmed that it was true. She was stuck to this earth because she never forgave herself for losing her child. She blamed herself for the miscarriage the same way I did. When I finally let go and spoke to her saying its not your fault and talked to her about what happened I immediately felt a release and she crossed over. That was the first ghost I helped cross over. I had many more since that time. Honestly its really amazing how not only the living need help so do the dead. The funny part is when I look back on my old pictures there was this one picture where I have two orbs behind me in the exact location where I saw her! I took two pictures back to back and the first picture had the orbs and the second picture did not! guess it was her trying to say hey I’m here!
Written by Jackie, Copyright 2009 TrueGhostTales.com
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oh honey don’t blame yourself or this ghost for you losing a child!!! you have had alot of stress and if you were just pregnant then your body just couldn’t handle what it had to do to keep the baby!!! as for the ghost, i believe you on that part because the history of my house has similar events in the 1800s. my boyfriend and i have seen her but she’s residule and doesn’t interact with us. don’t let your family bother you. i don’t have anything to do with my bro or sis but for different reasons and its their problem not mine. try to relax, plan your wedding. if you think your going to argue about something stop and leave the room, i’ve had to your going to be fine!!!
My Lord Jackie you truly don’t realize the danger that you’re in, no offense but you are in WAYYYYYYYY over your head. You must be wise about these situations by the reading and application of God’s Word. By practicing and associating yourself with these “medium” abilities (which is actually communicating with demonic entities), you are on a path to destruction, for the enemy comes to steal, kill and destroy. If you continue to believe you are a “medium”, you are like a moth to the flame.
The bible says in Deuteronomy 18:10-12 that mediums and those who practice witchcraft (tarot cards, astrology, Ouija Boards, etc.) are detestable to God and in Revelations 21:8, those who do these things will be thrown into the lake of fire, which is the Second death.
Speaking as a wise man with experience in this field, my advice to you is to seek Jesus Christ and to cut off all ties with communicating with spirits or those who do it. You are opening yourself to demons as you do these things and detaching yourself from the grace of God, O if only you knew!!!!! If you value your soul, seek Christ, He is the way, the truth and the life.
Great experience!! i dont know what to say!! except…how do you help a ghost cross over??? it would be interesting to know…thanks!
WOW!! it’s nice that you and the ghost help each other. she help you to let go off your guilty feeling of losing your child, and you help her to cross over.
Well to help ghosts cross over you have to communicate with them and find out the reason they didn’t cross over and talk to them I know I had people that didn’t realize they we’re dead I got my fiances grandfather that died before my fiance was born and he told me that my fiances brother was a alcoholic and needed help but that’s another story maybe one day ill write it in.Dave I used to believe the same thing you did but you need to understand I never wanted this ability and my mom is just like you the reason why she won’t talk to me mainly cause she believes everythin is the devil but my mom has a similar ability to me she chooses to ignore it cause of her extreme religious convictions which basically alienates her from basically everybody except the people in her religion. When my mom got surgery she nearly died and she told me that she heard a voice and that she bein tormented I seriously feel my mom has a demon and it keeps me away cause I can help get it to go away. There’s a big diddrence with ghosts and demons major difference. Thank you everybody for your support and encouragin words both me and my fiance appreciate it.
that is remarkable, you are gifted:) use your talents well!
you were meant to do this for a reason, so please take
advantage of your gift:)) i wish you the best!
Thank you you guys are so sweet
Jackie,, first i want to say,, i am so sorry for the loss of your baby,, i also had a misscarriage years ago!!! and,,,,,,, My only daughter died when she was 16, so i am left with none.. i,, like you, always wanted children, i just love them so…
you trully have a gift of helping others cross over,, i have done this twice in the past few years.. i had no clue that i could do it, it just happened… i have seen Heaven, and it is splendid…. the colors are amazing!! Remember this,, your child is in Gods hands now, just as my 2 are!!!! they are safe and sound…..
you are a very special person!!! you are hand picked!!! you have much purpose here on earth…. i know its scary to relate to the other side, but,,, you,,, like me,,,,, have been picked to do this sort of thing.. its out of our hands!!!!
Take good care of yourself, and try very hard to keep as much peace in your heart as possible.. many others need you and your gifts…. i can tell you are a sweet heart and very loving…..
Jackie,, life can be very hard for special people,, i know first hand….. but,, there are 2 sides of every coin… the silver lining, you could say,,,,, you will see…. its right in front of you!!!!! you have a huge question in your heart, and you already know the answer….
take care hun,,,, and keep on posting,,,,,, ktm
You are such a sweetheat! Thank you so much to your reply I am very sorry for your loss but always know that your loved ones are watchin over you and thank you so much your comment made me tear up it is very hard havin a gift you get criticized from your own family and others for just wantin to help.my whole life I just wanted to help people I got into physical therapy so I could help funny thing is I had a higher callin then I knew. I never really belonged in my family I was very open minded and was taught how to trance and meditate at a early age I don’t know who taught me but it just kept happening thank you for relatin to my story maybe we can exchange stories sometime
jackie,,,, some of us are just blessed ( or cursed) dependes on the day i guess…. some people dont realize that we are born that way… i never asked for it, it was just here… my life !!!! i feel that our higher power is in charge of all of that.. we are created the way we are supposed to be…..and we are all different, the higher power also gave us a brain, and we figure out what we are supposed to do with it…..
i feel very blessed to have been born with a huge heart!!! i have known many, that dont seem to have a heart…. what a waste of life…. life is hard, but,, with a huge heart and loving soul, we do reap what we sow , every day….. all we have to do is open our eyes…. wouldnt it be sad, not to understand that??? seems so simple, its not complicated, …..
i would call myself a very spiritual person, religious also….. and,, very open minded!!!
i really enjoyed your story, and would love to hear more!!!! take care hun,,,, ktm
i know what you mean im very loving myself im a cancer and am very emotional lol i definately agree with you that a higher power decides who is chosen its truly a amazing gift to recieve and at times i rather not know but its definately nice to get a heads up when things are comin. My new story should be published oct 31 its about my fiance meetin his grandfather after his death
Its a really neat story.
Jackie,
Knowtomuch is so right! I just don’t understand why people believe that this gift is against God. God is our creator so isn’t He the one who gave it to you to begin with?
I guess that just confuses me. It always amazes me how the bible can be interpreted in so many different ways.
I believe in God and am very comforted in that.
You are helping lost souls go home, why is that wrong?
I beleive God knows who it good and who isn’t and in the end, that is all that matters! And Jackie, you seem like a very caring, good person.
Jackie and Darstarr, you are both right,, for sure!!!!! i noticed that dave quoted the bible a lot…..and thats ok, because, thats his opinion of what it says to him…. i bet if you visit different churches, you will here many different versions of the quotes….
When i met my hubby, he had been going to a church for many years,, i hate to say this, but,,, he had been brainwashed,, big time…. he had not attended the church in over 6 months, but was still sending a huge chunk of money to them every month.. he and his kids suffered,, they wore rags, had no money… i asked,, why??? he told me that if he didnt send the money, that god would not be there for him… i finally, over time, convinced him that was a lot of bologna!!!!!!!!!!!
i told him,, a good Chistian helps others in many ways,, and they can give to the church, nothing wrong with that, but not enough to make a house payment!!!!! hubby has learned through me, what it is to be kind, and give… we have been blessed in many ways with a nice home,, but,, we have both worked our buns off for it also… we do give to many charities,, money,, food, clothing,, furniture,, appliances… and so on…..we are also there for others,,,,, we give of ourselves……. to me,, that is being a Christian… oh boy,, will i get flack for saying all of this,,lol…… remember,,,, just my opinion!!! we all have one……
another thing!!!! i asked if anyone from this huge church of over 3000 members had contacted him, he said no….. i said,, so you could be dead, laying in a ditch, and no one would know…..6 months,, not one phone call…. wow,, those people must have had huge hearts…….
God,, or your Higher power is in your heart and soul.. i feel that some feel this more than others.. in my case,,, i dont need a building, or a man, telling me how to feel about God…i do read the bible and find it very interesting!!! God is in my heart, always has been.. i dont know any other way……
sorry if i offended anyone!!!! yes,, i used the word, God… i dont normally go there… i have suffered much of my life, its made me stronger in many ways….. i have had to change the way that i do things, due to my illneses, but i manage…… we can all addapt…
we are all so blessed,,, take care, everyone one of you,,,,,, ktm
KTM,
Oh honey, I could NOT agree with you more!!! I had a friend that went through the same thing, she gave and gave to her church, went all the time, yet when she got sick and lost her job, where were they? NO WHERE!
I hope I don’t get slack for that either, but I believe in and LOVE God, and yes, I go to Church BECAUSE he is always there for me, why not go to his house once in a while?
But don’t say someone will be damned for having a gift that was given to them.
hi Darstarr,, good to see you hun,,,, oh,, i do visit my sisters church now and then, and she has a wonderful pastor,, he has really come through for our family, many times, and the people that go to that church are some of the best in the world…… in my case,, i have a hard time with trust, after what i have been through……
My mom and i where even part of the church in a way, a few years ago, when i was a little healthier…. we ran the food pantry, once a week, and we also where involved in a ladies bible study group…… we consider that our church,, although, we are not members……
My sister has been very blessed by her church and her church friends…… she was even a deacon for 3 years!!! i know if the church where closer to us, we would probably go more often,, my hubby also loves the church…… you see, i have allowed my illnesses to slow me down,, but,, i have put all of my energy into helping my mom, since my dad died 6 years ago….
now,, in a funny sort of way,,,, the retirment home is like church to me…. i will be going back to spend the night on Wednesday, as i have a neuro. appoint. in the afternoon, which is only a block from mom’s apartment…. you see, when i go to my doc,, i am usually there for hours,, it will probably be late before i am able to leave her office, by then, i will be to tired to drive home….. which is only a 30 minute drive.. i dont drive much any more…..
i will go early so i can have lunch with mom in the dining room and see everyone!!! the people are so sweet, and many dont have any family close by.. some do,, but never see them….. i just love all of the hugs,, and i love you’s…. i have never expereinced such love before….. my mom is helping others every day….. her heart is so much bigger than mine…..
just when i thought my life was over,,, it all opened up again!! now,, thats God for ya!!!! luv ya hun,,,,,,, ktm
KTM,
How true!! That is such a wonderful wonderful thing. THAT is what God wants of us! To give love unselfishly. To care about those that others have forgotten! I truly believe that!
I believe all God wants of us is to love and be loved.
Good post, thanks.