THANK YOU ALL SO MUCH,,, and CARETAKER,,, your doing a fantastic job here…. i hope someone is paying you good money for it….

take care all,, sending you all hugs today,, ktm

my mom had fun yesterday, when they where eating lunch in thier the dining room,, many of the staff had dressed up!!!! lol,,,,, they paraded around the room and up and down the hall,,, mom said that the chef had on a very scary mask… her and her new friends had a big laugh….

i am dealing with MS and fibromyalgia which makes me very depressed at times….its been a rough couple of weeks, but am feeling better… the MS attacks my nervous system,, and sometimes the anxiety is just to much….and i have been feeling very weak and tired….

all of you here are great, and i look forward to coming here and reading all of the new stories…. i feel very isolated at times,, but you guys have helped me so much…

thank you all for being so sweet,, hugs to you all……. ktm

You take care, Sweetie.

i talked to my sis a couple of weeks ago about this issue!!! she told me, and i already know, that her and her husband would always be there for me, if i where alone… i dont know why it bothers me so much…..

the holidays are so hard for me….. Halloween,,, Amber and i had , or went to a Halloween party every year,, we dressed up and had a blast….. she,, like any child, just loved any holiday.. and we celebrated them all……

now,,,, they are just another day!!!! i try very hard to celebrate.. its just not the same with Amber and dad gone!! they just went to soon…..i do know that it was thier time,, thats for sure….. i just miss them both so badly!!!

meditation,, yes,, i have done this over the years, and it helps, i also need to start reading my books again,, they are spiritual books,,, religious also….. and i trully know that God is here for me, and that he has plans for me….

You see, the day my daughter was killed, i had the shotgun to my forhead first,, i stared into the eyes of the killer.. i felt a bubble around me.. i knew this was God…. but,, i wanted him to pull the trigger, so, hopefully, my daughter would be saved…. its a confusing story, havent told it yet….just cant right now….

thank you all again for being here!!!! God bless us all,,,and hugs to all of you!!!,,, ktm

Very interesting story, thank you for sharing your experiences. I thought that was hilarious when you said that there was a spirt of a girl walking around your office space making faces at your co-workers . I honestly believe that there are entities around us. I know that my mom is always close by to watch over my husband and me, and the rest of my family. Every once in awhile, I will be laying in bed at night and all of a sudden I’ll see a bright white orb, for only a second or two. Not very large, though. I bet that is my mom. One time, not too long ago, I saw a red orb, only once though. With your experiences in the paranormal, do you know what that might have been. I hope nothing bad. I don’t feel any bad vibes around me at all (only when I go into the office…LOL!) I always keep my faith and pray to God everyday. In fact, every morning when my husband and I wake up to each other, I always thank the Good Lord for allowing my hubby and I to see another beautiful day together. I don’t claim to be a medium (but, my mom was told that she had the abilities to be one, but she never pursued it) and I don’t normally have the ability to communicate with people who have passed on . But, I have had dreams (not too many though), of things that may happen in the future. Like for instance, back in 2005, I had this dream of a semi truck jackknifing and exploding on the seven mile bridge which leads into the remaining keys and then into Key West. It was terrible! About two weeks later, there was a terrible accident in the late afternoon on the Seven Mile Bridge, which involved a gasoline tanker that was bringing gasoline to the various gas stations to the remaining keys where my husband and I live, and this black sports car cut the driver off. The driver of the gas tanker, apparently put on his brakes to stop from crushing this sports car, and he jackknifed, causing the truck to fall over and explode. It was so horrible! When I heard about this accident at work that afternoon, and that the Seven Mile Bridge was closed until futher notice (which it did open later on the next day after the bridge was inspected and repairs were made to it and such) I remembered the dream that I had about that very incident. And of course, my prayers were with the families of that driver and the people of the SUV who was driving to close to the tanker and couldn’t stop in time as well (I don’t think that they ever found the driver f that sports car). But, luckily I have not had anymore terrible dreams like that again, and I hope that I never will! My mom (may she rest in peace) use to have dreams of things that would happen in the future, as well. Normally, they were dreams of her loved ones. But, like I mentioned, I don’t experience them too often. I do have alot of dreams of my mom, though. Always nice dreams, sometimes of us shopping (which was our favorite thing to do ). In fact, her stepmother was from France (My mom’s biological mother had died when my mom was a baby, and my grandfather had remarried). Once I had a dream of my mom and I shopping in France!! But anyway, I had worked with a very nice lady at my job (she worked in a different office than I did, but, I use to assist her all the time). I had gone on vacation for a couple of days, and the night before I went back to work, I had this dream that this lady had called me on the telephone and told me “thank you” for all that I did for her and that she deeply appreciated everything. When I went to work that next morning, I found out that this lady passed away while I was on vacation!! Totally took me by surprise!! I didn’t even know that she was sick. Apparently, she had a liver disease and was terminally ill. Only a few people at work knew about this. Anyway Gina, thank you for listening and thank you for sharing your experiences.

Hi KTM,
I’ve been thinking about you lately and how you’re doing. I understand when you say that it takes alot out of you by just writing down your experiences on this website, and that coming to this website and sharing with others who understand where you are coming from, has helped you a great deal. You have helped other people as well, KTM. I can tell that you have a strong faith in the Good Lord, and like Jeff said in the comment below, continue to keep your faith in God and he will help you through this. I also agree with Gina, concerning meditating. That may help you ease some of the agony that you’re experiencing in your head. Bless your heart! Hey, how’s your mom doing? How does she like her new apartment complex? Please say hi to her for me.

Hi Jeff,

The Good Lord will always be with you, as he is with all of us. Isn’t he wonderful! I know that God has gotten me through alot of difficult times in my life, and has also given me a “good kick in the rear when I needed it every now and then) and I’m so glad that he is in my life. I will always love and worship his word and his name. There was someone who had posted on another story a couple of days ago, and it just upset me when I read that this person didn’t believe in God and that people shouldn’t turn to him, or something like that. How sad . I felt very sorry for that person.

I agree with ashuran (the first message listed far above). I wouldn’t want other spirits (ones that are unfamiliar or deceitful) attached to me.

I am a Christian, and hope and pray that the Holy Spirit stays with me. He is the comforter promised to come when Jesus left this world. He is here for our protection, healing, teaching, deliverence.

God Bless

AND BELIEVE ME LOTS OF PEOPLE THINK THAT IM MAD WHEN I SEE OR HEAR THNGS, EARLIER THIS MONTH I SAW A YOUNG SPIRIT GIRL ACTUALLY WALKING AROUND MY WORK, AND I COULDNT NEVER TELL MY WORK MATES…….SOMETIMES I THINK COULD YOU IMAGION IF THEY KNEW THAT THE YOUNG GIRL WAS PULLING FACES AT THEM …….SHES VERY FUNNY THOUGH………THEY WERE WONDER WHY I WAS LAUGHING TO MY SELF……IF ONLY THEY KNEW LOL XX

i have learned to just, keep my mouth shut….. i mean,, really,,,, if i told a doctor, all of my stories, they would have me in a padded room, full of meds.. oh,, and about meds.. i have taken many for deppresion,ms, and fibromyalgia, over the years… wow,,, they really do a number on you.. the side effects are awful…actaully,, meds seem to make everything worse!!!

i have studied,,,, the third eye,, and i agree with you,,, my dad always told me that i was a ( sensetive) like him… i pick up on the ones passed over, and on people that are alive.. it is a burden, thats the perfect word… it seems to just drain the life out of me….i used to spend time with friends and let them know things about thier future, or let them know that i knew what was going on with them,, they where amazed… i have stopped that… well, many times it just happens, so i stay at home a lot…..

people tell me not to worry so much,,, i try not to, but its hard when you know so much, and you can see and feel what will happen…no pill in this world will stop it, i have tried…. so, now,, i take a very small amount of meds…..

thank you again for understanding my dilema,,, bless you,, ktm

I know how you feel, when i feel down and depressed i always feel there s something around me, watching me and following me, most the time i know its some sort of spirit or energy attatched to me. I can understand what youa re going through. As you said you see colours and hear voices occasionally (you most probobly have a very strong third eye) also you say that you pick up on thing. it is a gift but on many levels can be a burden as it can take over your energy, make you feel down and tired and also be very frightening and make you very paranoid at times. Luckily i have a very spiritual family that understand what i go through and are very supportive of me, but some people dont and have a horrific time comming to term with what has happened, exspecially small children who are more suseptive to ghosts/ spirits………

We are always here for you if you need to chat, going to read your storie now….bless
xxx