Online Ouija Board Outcome

Posted on September 22, 2009

Hi friends I am new to the site, by reading your stories I understand that you people are conveying your true experiences about the unknown, so I decided to share my experience with you all. This is my first time in writing an online story so don’t forget to comment and give feedback thank you. I am delivering this story to tell that even an online Ouija Board will make you get into trouble. So don’t play with any form of spirit board please.

Like everyone I don’t need to tell that my story is true ok. This happened in the start of this year, yes January 2009. Most of you have an experience with the witch board. I also wanted to play with one, and I had played it nothing happened. Despite all I have god and I consider him as my best friend and I confessed everything to him (this doesn’t mean that I am seeing god and speaking to him) and asked him to save me as well as my friend from the unknown entity. I will pray to him by repeating the word ‘save us’ several times until my lips to ache. Many a times I will pray to him for or to several things they will happen as I prayed until they are good to me. Then I got well and went to school but I found out that Surya was on leave I was afraid that some thing had happened to him.

That evening I went to his home and came to know that he was injured. I was freaked and the words of Ouija board flashed through my mind. All the day his parents refused to allow me to talk to him because he needed rest so I left his home with fear and anguish that I might be attacked too. I once Again prayed to god. His parents told me that he had injured himself by falling from the stairs. I came to a conclusion that the demon had attacked him.

For the next few weeks I didn’t get any info about him he was also on leave from school. At last he came to my home cured and explained to me everything that had happened in the past few weeks. He told that the next night after we had played the board he heard weird sounds of a man calling him. He didn’t care about it much but on Monday night when his parents were away he was walking on the stairs to his bed room to sleep that’s when he saw the entity that I saw that night. It tried to come closer to him and as he was frightened he slipped from the stairs and fell down. He said to me with fear and sweat began to flow from his face with trembling voice then I realized asking the board “Who are you and What are you”, when playing with Dev it said, “The one who is feared by all.”

I came to the last conclusion that the entity was Satan. I told him to cleanse his house his house is now cleansed sweet smell began to flood his house but my house is not cleansed I didn’t get any prob. If I get any paranormal things in my home I will post it later So the reason for writing this story is You people shouldn’t ever play a spirit board. We didn’t get the chance to get a real wooden Ouija Board so the impact was not out of hand. But if you play a real Ouija Board the results will be devastating not only to you but also to your family.

Thank you by Manik Of Magic.

I was inspired by KNOWTOMUCH who wrote a totally different and new story hence I decided to post my own experience. I Learnt a lot about paranormal from this site thank you caretaker and trueghosttales.

Written by Manikandan, Copyright 2009 TrueGhostTales.com




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232 Responses to “Online Ouija Board Outcome”
  1. Karen M. says:

    Um, I playd the online ouija board and it’s answers were stupid, for example, I asked “Where is my brother”? It answered “very near”. Is Florida and France very near to eachother? Then in other questions it just kept saying “unclear”! Ouija boards don’t work for me!

  2. trolldoll1681 says:

    and thank you for your kind words!!! i do agree and several people have been warned, the board can cause nothing but problems and your story just backs the fact further!! thanks for the story.

  3. Gina says:

    hi there, i dont think it was the devil as he wuldnt probly do mmore than just show him self, however evil spirits will try 2 scare you, i dont think cleansng his house with a sweet smell will work either !!! sorry

    hope ur friend is ok !! let me know xx

    • Briyanna says:

      Yah, I agree with you. Thoae are the best things to do if you think (or know) there’s something inside of your house. Also, I hope your friend is okay! That must really suck. And that’s really scary to have that happened to you. So yah, follow Gina’s advice and you’ll be fine. Thanks! And I hope he’s okay again :)
      xoxoxo

  4. Jonathan says:

    Ok I have trie dover and over to read this story and i can’t. Karen since I always respect your answers the most and you seem to have followed, what was this story about? I swear , I really seem to be missign the part where somethign happened. I see an intro and aftermath but not an event.

  5. Robert says:

    I agree with Jonathan: your English is not bad, but not easy to follow, either. You said you played with the “online board” and “nothing happened”. Then all of a sudden, you’re talking about a demon, and cleansing, and your friend who was visited by a demon.

    You forgot to tell the story, and instead, you just went on about peripheral issues..

  6. meli�a says:

    oh wow, i didn’t know online ouija boards existed.

    hope you & your friend never think about playing that ever again. bad, bad, bad!

    thanks for the story.

    take care,

  7. NimNod the She Goat.... says:

    This is a very confusing story as you start by saying nothing happen then allude to the fact that lots of things happened to you prior to your friend getting injured.
    Dont know what to think of this one.

  8. Norm says:

    Satan does not exist, I’m sorry to tell you that but it is true.

  9. Karen M. says:

    Jonathan, and Robert I didn’t write this story!

    P.S; I�ve never encountered a demon!

    Actually, I also am a little confused about this story!

  10. Anonymous says:

    iv always been curious about these boards, even now im not sure if i should i know all of you will say dont do it, but i dunno i just really want to try it,

  11. Mihir says:

    I was very curious to play the board online. But I felt it as stupid game. I opened the view source of the webpage and could see the java script in which all the questions and answers are stored in arrays. Its nothing but predefined answers for a particular question.

    I have never tried it with real ouija board. Would like to experience it.

    Wonderful if I get a sweet ghost as my friend..lolll coz I am alone most of the time and a good ghost will make my boredom away..

  12. D.R. says:

    If I’m not mistaking, he is saying that he played with a board and nothing happened. According to the title he then played with an online ouija board. He said his friend was injured shortly afterwards, but nothing happened to him personally. He said he prayed a lot and that kept things good for him. When he was finally able to talk with his friend, his friend told him what happened, which was the demon scaring him to the stairs where he fell. He thought it was the devil because the board said it was “The one who is feared by all.� His friend cleansed his house which made the house smell sweet. He said he would let us know if anything happened to him personally.

  13. Manik Of Magic says:

    Sorry man i have been away for two days doing my exams. I am back the fact is i played a stupid online board for the first time that is the ones which kept telling wrong things but when i explored many online boards i found one website i will give it now just clear the spaces below
    M u s e u m of t a l k i n g b o a r d s . c o m. Though my friend’s house is cleansed he got more paranormal activity so first he changed to one house there too he got wierd things. Now he is not in contact i will ask him later and i will post that to. Ok guys i will try my best to convey my next story and to explain its things in comments ok. Norman just because u are saying he doesn’t exist that doesn’t mean that he is not here. there is no proof for his existance or his non existance. Nim nod he just say the figure and slipped from the stairs so the ghost didn’t hurt him. Bye guys i will answer to all ur comments the next day i pay a visit ok. Any other questions just post it i will try to answer. Thanks to all Who commented.

  14. Manik Of Magic says:

    Now to the utter fate i am getting kinda abnormal things like mostly i will sleep soon but now it takes two hours of non sleep in my bed for me to get sleep then i have two or three dogs they too will go to sleep before me now they began to bark at night frequently don’t know what i will find out and tell. Thank you again.

  15. Manik Of Magic says:

    Now There’s a ghost in my house man!!! Just now just now man! I have a isolated room for me to study and work on my pc i had now been answering the questions when i eventually saw my window i SAW A GIRL MAN A GIRL WALKING with a foggy appearance around my home i quickly got out of my home to see her she gave me a mean look and vanished into thin air. I WAS TOTALLY FREAKED I SCREAMED AND WOKE my parents now they are scolding me i had always heard sounds of ornaments that women used to wear in their legs but didn’t care much but now i had seen a ghost i quickly got to my pc to tell this to you all now i don’t know what to do i am totally scared and my heart is pounding I AM NOT PLAYING OR KIDDING MAN REAL ABSOLUTE REAL THING HAPPENED JUST NOW I DON’T KNOW WHAT TO DO!!!!

  16. Manik Of Magic says:

    Now i posted this in indian time man the time now i posted this is 10.50 pm. Now i know the reasons for dogs barking and sleepless nights. True man true don’t know what to say tomorrow morning I AM GONNA PLAN TO call a priest. If that doesn’t work i will shift to another house.

  17. Manik Of Magic says:

    The time is now 11.50 man not 10.50 in my country. I won’t get to sleep ever again in this house oh so confused so worried so tensed man i am gonna tell the whole thing to my parents and tell them to change the house god help me.

  18. Karen M. says:

    Manic Of Magic,

    That is the same one I played!

  19. KNOWTOMUCH says:

    yea norm!!! prove it… very good caretaker…… i want to give a thanks that i was mentioned….. yea!!! the board is a very dangerous, im sure it changed my life, as i did experiment with it when i was a teen.. also,, when you are a teen and your hormones are changing, many strange things can happen to you!!!

    We have to be careful what we absorb, i just happen to be one of those who absorbs way to much, i am trying to get a handle on it…..my parents always told me that i am like a sponge,,lol…. not really funny………

    if your not careful, you will end up like me, almost a hermit……..some days i am stronger than others.

  20. Manik Of Magic says:

    Thanks for you all. Then karen can you tell what it said to you.

  21. Norm says:

    I say Satan does not exist, and neither does God. I do believe, however, that there are evil (and good) forces out there, but they are not Satan & God. They go by their own names. Christianity is built on lies, and every single belief is stolen from other older religions. The idea of Satan comes from Pan, the horned God ( From Pagan beliefs – pre christianity). What the early christians did was go around conquering smaller, weaker nations and converting the survivors to Christianity. After a generation or two, it became normality for these poor people to be Christians. All this is undeniable and provable with a bit of research, and is the reason I am so against organised religion in any form. Yes, “demons” exist, but they do not answer to anyone called Satan.

  22. MANIK says:

    THANX KNOWTOMUCH I ACCEPT IT.

  23. burningdizire says:

    This story is not nice but i wouldn’t say it as poor. its ok. try telling ur story a much more
    simple and understandable

  24. trolldoll1681 says:

    i have to agree with norm. the bible was written hundreds of years after the events of the bible. jesus may have very well exitsted, but he was a mortal man. if there is a god where is he when we really need him.

  25. Manik Of Magic says:

    Man, i am not christian i believe in god not in any form just god thats all then i don’t believe in satan either i just said what my friend told who asked me that do you know the meaning of the board’s saying “the one who is feared by all” and said it is satan and told about him then i wrote he saw satan its up to his belief guys i do believe in evil and good norm then sorry norm if i had hurt u. At last i never believe bible and books about gods.

  26. Anonymous says:

    Manik of Magic

    I said in my first comment that is didn’t work, it was the onlie ouija board from the talking museum, and the answers were really stupid and didn’t make any sense at all, it was either yes or no questions, or if I asked another type of question it would say “unclear” so you see it didn’t work!

  27. Anonymous says:

    Norm, you bielive In demons but not GOD!!!????????????

  28. Manik says:

    Ok anonymous here’s my answer consider this you had meet an accident and escaped from it you wouldn’t expect the same or it can’t be expected that another time you will survive another accident so if you had played with a online board nothing happened to you ITS YOUR LUCK it can’t be expected that everyone will not or even you will not be getting hurt by playing it. Think again guys the fact is not the same when you think more about a thing. Even though you didn’t got hurt that doesn’t mean that every one won’t get hurt so able to understand more doubts comment every night i will be seeing comments ok bye. Then the world is not the same when seen from different eyes. Remember this its a good saying.

  29. KNOWTOMUCH says:

    trolldoll, when have you ever needed God, and he wasnt there for you???? just curious…..

  30. trolldoll1681 says:

    many times. whether good or bad times it has always been mortal man who has caused the good and the bad to happen. why does god allow all the sickness and war, why does he allow good people to die so violently. i do believe in angel like beings and i do believe there are demon like entities. and i DO BELIEVE IN THE AFTERLIFE. do we die and then go to sleep like the bible says to wait for the coming of jesus to rule the earth? or do we die and our souls or energies live on in another realm or plain. i don’t believe in much that i can’t hear, see or touch. we are in hell right here on earth. and man is a catylist for good and evil. i believe in evolution. i think we started out climbing out of the ocean milleniums ago and have evolved into the up right animals we are.

  31. Karen M. says:

    trolldoll1681, Hi I see you on here alot, we never exchanged comments but I have a friend who is of the impression that “GOD FORGOT ABOUT US”! I hate even repeating that statement, as I know He hasn’t!

  32. trolldoll1681 says:

    i just agreed with someone who reflected my beliefs. i had my say on the subject, now i will say no more on the subject. i respect everyone’s own personal beliefs. i just don’t care for organized religions.

  33. Manik says:

    God had forgotten us karen if he had cared for us why so much of people die of war and why so much of diseases, so much of new evil things happen he had forgotten us thats why we live by our own ways that is evil or good if one has chosen a evil life why god didn�t tell him to go in a good way think guys. What�s the reason for you to say that god didn�t forgot us karen.

  34. DarStarr says:

    Ok, I’ve been quiet up until now – but I have to say, HOW can you believe that God has forgotten us? Yes, there is war, there is disease but there ALWAYS has been and there always will be. And why? Because God gave us FREE WILL people!
    So, yes, there will always be horrible things in this world, but there are also many wonderful things too. There ARE good people in the world, there ARE miracles. Think about it this way, yes, there is disease, but God has also give us the knowledge to discover cures. One day we can all hope to learn God’s reasoning for things that we do not understand while we are here on earth, but I have faith that all will be answered when it’s our time.

  35. Karen M. says:

    I DIDN’T SAY THAT GOD FORGOT US, I was saying something a friend of mine said, I don’t believe He forgot us, and for diseases and war, that is man who makes that himself, you can’t put the blame on God, He gave us this world and it is US who is destroying it not Him!

  36. DarStarr says:

    Karen M.
    Oh no honey, I know that. I was talking to Manik. And I agree with you 100% Again, it goes back to free will and unfortunately man has free will to destroy us. God would never.

  37. Manik says:

    Cool people cool. If i had said anything wrong i am sorry ok. You may get confused about me as i said i believe him in the story now i am telling he had forgotten us there’s a point in that man. Like i said its up to individual people’s mind I DO BELIEVE GOD WHETHER SCIENTIFICALLY OR THROUGH MY HEART I said god had forgotten us because once my mother was a great believer of god but after she had faced PROBLEMS that are unbearable like knowtomuch then she concluded that he had forgotten her i have an aunt similar to my mother she had believed in god and still now she is believing now she had lost her husband and took care of her child and made him to be a good person he too will not believe god as i am because he knows the pain my aunt took care of him not because god said so or helped her. She took care of HIM WITH HER OWN WORK FORCE and Labour there is no intervention of god in bringing up him there’s no intervention of god in growing up of me too but i believe him he is present but he is useless.

  38. Manik says:

    There is no intervention of god in ANYTHING OTHER THAN CREATING US and making us bad by giving suitable chances to him to turn him into evil if one has all the good things why would he go evil so there’s a catch the root cause of evil is the god himself. If a child had not be abandoned he would not be a terrorist or a evil person. Why would he create us to face pain misery and evil. EVERYONE WILL TRY TO BE GOOD UNLESS THE CIRCUMSTANCES OF SURVIVAL CHANGES There is god but there is no intervention of him in my life as well as in the world whatever you say i wont change nor the world will change to god because of god he had done one thing even that was stupid a book containing the sayings of him this won’t stop terrorists, nuclear bombs, drought, tsunami, earthquakes or even death USELESS GOD AND USELESS PEOPLE TALKING ABOUT USELESS THINGS GET ON WITH UR JOBS AND EARN A GOOD LIVING GOD WON’T GIVE YOU MONEY NOR WON’T HE WILL GIVE DISEASE TO YOU ITS UP TO YOU ALL WITH UR MIND. and LABOUR THERE IS NO INTERVENTION OF GOD IN BOTH EVIL AS WELL AS GOOD.

  39. trolldoll1681 says:

    i thought true christians didn’t believe in ghosts. and who made the dinosaurs? were they before adam and eve or after? oh and while i’m here how could the earth populate with only one man and one woman and there children. wasn’t that called incest? now you know why i have trouble with this whole GOD THING!

  40. Karen M. says:

    I don’t know why I’m being attacked I simply stated that I beleve in God and I got put down for it , but for people who don’t believe, that’s ok ???????????????

  41. DarStarr says:

    Karen M.
    I sure hope you don’t think I was attacking you. I totally knew what you were saying. I was referring to Manik. ;)

  42. trolldoll1681 says:

    i’m not trying to attack anyone, i have serious ?s about god and why would he let men do these things to each other. i believe the world is going to have a catastrophic event, soon. everyone has a higher power. the buses in downtown des moines iowa had a banner that a atheist group put up and the bus driver was fired because she wouldn’t drive that bus. the whole city blew a gasket. i know there are 3 things that can’t be discussed civily- religion, politics and abortion.. i suggest we move on and get back to the wonderful world of the paranormal!!

  43. J says:

    Hey guys just stumbled upon this site. Just wanted to say a few words. God has not forsaken us, the world is the way it is because of us. It is because of free will that we live in this world the way it is now. Free will can be a great thing but at the same time, as many of you have noticed, it can also be a double edge sword.

    For that person or anybody, knowing that they are doing wrong and espect got to be there for them have a misconception of things. Its like telling God, ‘Lord I am going to jump in front of a moving car, please keep it from hitting me’. Of course he will not help you. It is said that you should not tempt God.

    Everybody is going to go through hardship one point or another. That is where faith comes in. When you can stay with him through the worst, the blessings will begin. Things happen for a reason, but if you have faith. Things will turn out for the best. (and sometimes those that don’t believe in him even get his blessing) but as humans, we are never content. You may receive a belessing but if its not exactly what you asked for, you complain, instead be grateful and continue asking for what you want.

    And yest its true. God will not give you money. If your in it for that, then you will be disappointed. But he did give you feet, legs and a brain to make the money. You must put your own part before he can put his. And for those that don’t agree, you basically asking to be spoon fed.

    One day this pain and suffering will end. But not until he has shown the universe that he has given man long enough time to repent and that his finally judgement is fair. He is not slow to come, but patient to give a chance for all to be saved.

    Those that were ‘good’ and died any sort of death will not be forgotten. It is a blessing to leave this world for something better to come, especially those with a cronic disease that they will have for the rest of there life and the likes.

    But everybody is entittled to there own beliefes. That’s all I really wanted to say lol
    Please stay away from those boards as I have heard stories of them as well, even by just having them in your house, is asking for trouble.

    And sorry if things don’t make sense or are misspelled. Typing from my phone. May you all gave a great day and a peaceful night.

    J

  44. Karen M. says:

    DarStarr, I know that sweetie! To the others God gave us free will therefore we are free to do what we want on this earth, at the end we will all be judged by our actions!

    P.S. Trolldoll, I�m Roman Catholic, and I believe in ghosts cause I saw one!

  45. DarStarr says:

    Karen M.,
    SO true! Free will is a gift that unfortunately many abuse!

  46. Manik says:

    Chill out guys just frustrated because of pains i have been through and pains, blood, deaths i had seen made me emotional about god sorry. Free will is necessary but a full free will leads to evil as i was saying who uses the free will for good, the good or the bad, you all know bad peoples use the free will more readyly I only want god to interven in things that reaches the worse thats all. Just because he created us (still in a confused state of creation of man anyways) and gave us FREE WILL that doesn’t mean that he shouldn’t help us or interven in our probs. A Mother would be helping her son in things even he got old or wise its her duty so likewise its a must duty of god to interven in worst things happening in the world which was beautiful when it was young. Lets cut this god topic and move to another as we have talked more than enough of it. Any other topic we can talk i am here to converse if you all want.

  47. Karen M. says:

    Enough said…………BYE

  48. DarStarr says:

    Ditto :)

  49. KNOWTOMUCH says:

    trolldoll,,,, you are talking about evolution and creation, 2 totally different things.

    creation—God
    evolution- science

  50. KNOWTOMUCH says:

    manik,,,,, its ok to have your own opinion,,, maybe you believe more in evalution, that things will just be what they will be. You are right, there is a lot of death and destruction around us, but, at the same time we have to really enjoy the good things… i have learned to live very simply, and enjoy nature… that might sound like a cop out, but it works for me…

    i have moved close to the mountains, and enjoy the country air, wind, quiet,, ect: and so forth. maybe, i am just an ole hippy,,lol… i love to watch the rabbits and birds, and have learned a lot about creation……

    my life has been full of turmoil, and sometimes still is,, so i have had to figure out a way to have peace within myself.. what i have learned is… you have to do it for yourself, no one else can do it for you……

    i hope you can find some peace in your soul and heart!!! i think you can, i have faith in you…i am a very spiritual person…..

    2 subjects i dont like to talk about are, religion and politics… because,,, we all have our opinions, and it always seems to start an argument…. always has, even in the history books…

    manik,,, you are trully a very deep person, and you have many questions. i think you are a very brave person to come here and be so honest….. dont beat yourself up so much,, take a deep breath, and feel the cleansing when you blow it out…do deep breathing exercises often, and blow out the cob webs, it will make you feel much better, i promise.!!!

    take care of you!!!! you are very important!!!!!! KTM

  51. KNOWTOMUCH says:

    manik,, another thing,, i have survived some unbearable things in my life, and i have pain every day… but,, in a strange way, i am stronger for it all…… i have never known the simple way…. life has always been hard, but ya know what? i have helped so many others who have suffered way more than me by just talking to them and understanding. letting them vent and cry….

    i see that in you!!! you can go out into this crazy , rotten world and bring joy!!! you can turn grey and black into bright colors…..maybe its not time yet,, maybe you need more suffering, but thats not for me to know,, just remember,, there will be a rainbow, many times in your life, never give up on that rainbow….

    trying not to get into religion!!!! i trully believe that there are some chosen people, that are supposed to have difficulty in thier lives…..supposed to feel deep pain….

    we also feel very deeply with love and happiness also… more than most… we appreciate the smallest things… i grab onto any positive that i can, and i tell you this,, its like a light just beams….if for only a moment, it is worth it…..

    hang in there hun,,,,, better days are coming

  52. trolldoll1681 says:

    i know the difference between evolution and creation and i tend to lean towards evolution. until they find the garden of eden or noah’s ark…….

  53. Manik says:

    Thanks knowtomuch that was caring no one ever talked kindly to me everyone hated me even my mother hated me left me when i was a teen.thus i hate every thing the world, my life, not my friends, even i tried to sucide many times but saved by my friends. I am miserable then why you tell that i am important knowtomuch. Still now i am hanging on to my life for others to live i have contributed money to many orphans. I have lost faith in god i am not spiritual i just live for others my aim was to study metaphysics and particle physics i am working hard on these things now. I face many probs and difficulties but they are not equal to the pain when my mother left me with my dad so any difficulties after i faced were not that painful just like u i visit this site daily to let out my pains in the air. thanks everyone who supported me.

    little joys man little joys i experience in my life but i accept it greatly and big pains i accept it lightly. Everyone may say that they are good but i will not say that i am good but i will say that i am not the worst i have much confidence in winning in this world but only problem is i won�t easily forget my pains even today i remember my pain and tears will run down my eyes then i will let out a small chuckle and think about the good things then i will think about my achievements and i say to myself that �LIFE HAD NEVER BEEN SO GOOD BUT ITS OUR DESTINY TO MAKE IT THE BEST�. Now i have many friends, many people who want me to live with them so i live for them.

    knowtomuch to this day u are my trusted friend in this site.

  54. NimNod The She Goat. says:

    We should have no free will.

  55. child like says:

    MANIK,

    I UNDERSTAND WHAT YOU SEE IS WHAT YOU FEEL SO THAT IS THE REASON YOU DON’T BELIEVE IN GOD OR IT’S MORE LIKE YOU DON’T BELIEVE GOD CAN HELP US.
    I AM ROMAN CATHOLIC AND WE LIGHT UP CANDLES TO PRAY FOR OUR FAMILY WHEN THEY NEED HELP FROM GOD . I REMEMBER MY GRANDMOTHER ROOM BY HER BED SIDE ON A SMALL TABLE I SAW A CANDLE LIGHT AND I ASKED HER WHY SHE SAID THE CANDLE AND WHEN IT IS LIGHTED IT IS A PHONE DIRECTLY TO GOD SO EVERY TIME I NEED TO TALK TO GOD I ALWAYS LIGHT A CANDLE AND TALKED TO HIM THRU OUT MY LIFE. AS GROWING UP I SAW WAR, HATE CRIMES, MOTHERS KILLING HER OWN CHILDREN, FATHERS KILLING THEIR OWN CHILDREN, CHILDREN KILLING CHILDREN, HUSBANDS KILLING WIFE AND WELL YOU GET THE PICTURE I LIGHT A CANDLE AND ASK HIM WHY DOESN’T HE STOP IT, CHANGE IT DO SOMETHING FOR HELP THE INNOCENT. BUT FROM TIME TO TIME I TRY SO HARD TO KEEP THE FAITH OF GOD IN MY HEART BUT LIKE I SAID IT ISN’T EASY. JUST YESTERDAY MY DAD TOLD ME SOMETHING THAT HE HEARD INT HE NEWS. A YOUNG COUPLE HAD A 30 DAYS OLD BABY, AND THE MOTHER WAS WORKING AT NIGHT AND THE 17 YEAR OLD FATHER WAS TAKING CARE OF HIS BABY BOY. THE BABY WAS CRYING SO HE KILLED HIM. I CRIED AND ASKED GOD RIGHT THEIR AND THEN WHY DID HE GAVE HER A SON SO HIS FATHER CAN KILL HIM AND EVEN GIVEN A CHANCE TO DEFEND HIMSELF. I JUST CRIED AND MY DAD TRIED TO TELL ME UPSET THAT HE WAS ALSO THAT GOD HAS HIS REASONS AND BEING UPSET MYSELF I TOLD HIM THAT NO GOD DOES NOT EXIST. WHO CREATED US THEN HE ASKED ME. I TOLD HIM IT WAS AN ALIEN FROM ANOTHER PLANET AND WE ARE THEIR PUPPETS, THEIR PROJECTS TO SEE WHAT WILL HAPPEN IF IT LEAVES US ALONE AND WE DESTRUCT ONE ANOTHER AND THE EARTH. SO YOU SEE I UNDERSTAND WHAT YOU ARE SAYING. ALL I CAN SAY IS AT LEAST FOR MYSELF IS HELP OTHERS WHO I CAN HELP AND PRAY FOR THOSE WHO I CAN’T HELP. DOES PRAYING HELP, I DON’T KNOW I CAN ONLY HOPE OR ELSE I WILL GO CRAZY.

  56. KNOWTOMUCH says:

    manik,, remember i said that there are chosen people in this world??? you are one of them.. thats why you are so important and special… i can feel it all the way over here!!!! and have since i have been talking to you..

    i also know and totally understand being on the edge, barely hanging on.. i understand completly…. many people have no clue how this feels… many people dont want to hear it.. BEEN THERE, DONE THAT,, FOR SURE!!!! i tend to feel very alone most of the time, but, i realize thats the way its supposed to be for me…..

    so,, i have to make my own enjoyment, and there is joy if you look for it….. it has to come from within you!!! its hard to do, but,, i can feel that you are a very strong person, a lot stronger than you know… can you tell me your age???

    i am 51, and my heritage is Welsh-English, i was born in england, but have lived in the USA, for many years. i live in the Southeast.

    you where abandoned,, there is nothing worse.. a horrible thing.. i also feel that i was abandoned when my daughter died, then my dad died 10 years later…. i deal with it because i have to, i have work to do in this life!!!! and so do you!!!

    manik,, dont ever give up,, you will find peace in your life….try thinking about something you love to do, or somewhere you love to go, and stay there for a while in your head.. kind of like a daydream.. this is a tool you can use anytime you feel the anxiety coming….

    write down all of your good qualities!! i know you have tons, and you know it too…..i know its hard to do when you feel like crap, but do it anyway!!! i put little notes around the house of how good i am,,,,lol,,, seems funny, but, it does help….

    get rid of words like HATE, LOOSER, UGLY, BETRAYED, LOST, ECT:,,, make a huge list of the worst words you can think of about yourself.. read over them a few times, then tear the paper into shreds and throw it away.. do this as often as needed… get rid of the negatives!!!!!! bring in the positives!!!!

    manik,, sorry about the counseling, it just comes naturally…. i am such a mother hen,,lol…….you see, no matter how bad i feel, or how crappy i think i am, i have always had a huge heart!!! so,, i am gona use the positive in me.. no negative energy can take that away from me……did you hear what i just said???? NO NEGATIVE CAN TAKE MY POSITIVE AWAY FROM ME!! i wont allow it…..

    take good care of yourself, i will be here!!!!!!!!!!

  57. Manik says:

    child like. you pray for others with candles but i give candles who suffer in darkness just because of ur prayer nothing’s gonna happen it just CALMS YOU DOWN i didn’t say that u are not trying to help others i say ur prayers are useless just because u hope that ur prayers will help that doesn’t mean that ur prayers will bring back good things, once i was a child i will pray for everyone daily three times like saying ”keep everyone happy god, keep every one and me away from danger and destruction. it didn’t happen all i say was terror, blood, cruelty. helping others directly is good. anyway i thank u a lot for ur comment THANK YOU VERY MUCH.
    knowtomuch,
    Now My age is 32. yes i am a strong person i faced my sorrows directly after the incident happened. When i face a bad situation i say to my self u lost everything, u don’t have nothing so face it, facing the difficulties is the only way to get out of it. if u can feel that i am special why my mother didn’t? just a ques. You don’t talk like crap u talk the things which can save me from negatives i understand after the incident i developed negative characters i will always speak negatives but now i am on the end of overcoming the negative characters so thank you there’s no need of sorry things between us you can tell anything advice, counseling etc i will accept it all because you had experienced a lot so it is necessary for me to take ur advice. thank u know to much now i have a good friend.

  58. Manik says:

    Me and my friend surya live together we took a decision not to marry live by our ways helping orphans, abandoned, people in needs etc he’s still a unbeliever of god don’t know why . Immediate change of his house and decision about marriage brought bitterness between him and his parents so he is now with me in my home i convinced his mother for him being here with me.

  59. Manik says:

    then we both work as teachers in a school my subject is physics u all know. he does economics.

  60. KNOWTOMUCH says:

    manik, i wish i had the answer to why your mother left you…. that would be only something she could answer….. i know you are bitter and sad, and i wish that i could take the pain away!!! is there anyone in your family that could give you more information???? i hope you find the closure you need one day!!!! see, i told you how special you are, i had no clue that you did so much for others, but i felt it in my heart…. and you are a teacher,, wow,, that is awesome!!! the time will come when you realize how important you are to others. i dont know how or when, but you will……

    take care

  61. DarStarr says:

    Manik,
    I have been reading your posts, and I am sorry for what you are going through, but I would like to just say, that perhaps your mother left because she knew she couldn’t be the type of mother you deserve. It’s hard to explain, but sometimes the greatest gift someone can give is to walk away instead of staying and being unhappy and taking that unhappiness out on the one’s around them.
    I know several people who should NEVER have become parents and they are making their children miserable.
    Stay strong, you are a kind, generous soul and are loved by many.

  62. Manik says:

    KNOWTOMUCH AND DARSTARR U BOTH HAVE BEEN SO KIND SO KIND AS GOD I CONSIDER U BOTH AS MY FRIENDS THANK YOU THANK YOU VERY MUCH Thanks every one. I am back, just now commenting on other stories.
    Every one is dead in my family knowtomuch, no one to say why but i assume that My mother left me because i was not lucky i was considered as a bad luck person after my birth there was bitterness between family my family drifted apart in pieces and in my teen age it happened all my grand parents one by one EVERY ONE DIED. There was misunderstandings between my uncle, my mother, my aunt etc facing so much difficulty in raising me due to money she recieved scoldings and miserable words about her or due to my birth whatso ever She was at her peak of giving up so she had to leave me BUT TO ME SHE SHOULDN’T BEEN LEFT ME ALONE with my father. My father try to convinced her at his best effort but he failed. Thank you knowtomuch.
    Darstarr, may be u are right i doesn’t deserve be her son i am not even deserved to be son of mother earth and god

  63. DarStarr says:

    Manik,
    It’s not that at all, SHE didn’t deserve to be YOUR mother!! Like I said, perhaps she knew that she just couldn’t be the kind of mother YOU deserve. I hate that you are so down on yourself. You seem like a very giving person, but you MUST give to yourself too! You are here on this earth for a reason, so please, let the past and things you can not change go and look towards giving yourself the happy future you deserve. And you DO deserve it.
    Remember, happiness comes from within. You have to look at the fact that we are here on this earth for such a very short time and we need to look for the good NOT the bad. Find your happiness, I know it’s there!!!!

    Manik,
    One more thing. I know you feel like she shouldn�t have left you alone, but you must realize that it might have been so much worse for you had she stayed. Please know that. She could have been so horrible to you that it would have damaged you so severely.

  64. Manik says:

    I didn’t miss understood u darstarr its just me i think myself as inferior i didn’t overcome that fully but i might say i am trying my best to overcome it sorry. I know the reason dar i am here to live and help others so i won’t loose hope. EVEN A STRONG PERSON CANNOT FORGET HIS PAST
    HE WILL MOSTLY REMEMBER HIS PAINS i am like that too but to say the truth i am not always like that now with friends i am mostly happy do u know even in my birthday i will cry a lot, a lot because she is not with me EVERY BIRTHDAY IS DIFFICULT AND PAINFUL FOR ME i didn’t enjoy even one birthday happily but now i share my birthday with orphans in trust with giving them gifts, chocolates, even new dresses i do my best to help them because they shouldn’t feel like me. i am not telling u this to u to see me as good but i say this as A PART OF MY LIFE!!! indeed happiness, sadness, humor comes from within the heart but i might add its because of outside things. I do know its there silly.

    Indeed darstarr if she had been with me i wouldn’t HAVE A SINGLE CHANCE TO HELP OTHERS OR THE RIGHT TO SPEAK TO U RIGHT NOW. I know her behavior because of the domination of her parents to her she would dominate me as nobody helped her to flee from her parents iron hands SHE JUST REFUSE TO HELP OTHERS EVEN MY FRIENDS. I know every turning point in our life is because of some reasons and results which we came to know when we realize the real cause of a turning point. thank u again.

  65. DarStarr says:

    Manik,
    All I can say is that you should be proud of the person you are!!! You seem like a truly extrodinary person that has already touched the lives of so many in wonderful ways.
    Your mother is the one that is missing out on that!
    :)

  66. Manik says:

    Darstarr i am sorry but its just me i try my best to overcome that i will not always talk like that sometimes only. You are right if she had been with me i wouldn’t be there to help others like orphans i didn’t have one chance to celebrate my birthday so on big people’s birthday i help others more with giving away dresses etc. Its all for a good reason for me to get seperated with my mother

  67. DarStarr says:

    Manik,
    You just keep you head up and work on being happy! And please, CELEBRATE YOUR Birthday!

  68. Manik says:

    Darstarr i too wish to celebrate but i am alone nobody to care surya is away for a business deal for his side business of tea leafs so its a one month trip to check huge acres of tea plantation my birth date is 17th march so its a few month away i would always expect friends to be with me on my birthdays but it won’t happen so i won’t celebrate but this time i may get together with my friends with your wishes

  69. DarStarr says:

    I hope so!!! I wish I could take you out to celebrate your Birthday!!!

  70. Manik says:

    I too wish that i can be with you but its just a dream but reality is which we are able to talk. Take care of others who love you then YOU WILL BE TAKEN CARE

  71. KNOWTOMUCH says:

    hi manik and darstarr, i have been gone for a few days, but now im back,, i hope you guys are doing well……i think that taking care, and giving to others is so wonderful. i also give to others and help others as much as possible, in fact i think thats why i am here on earth. My heart just bleeds for those who need help, and there are so many. i consider both of you my friends, and boy, is it nice to have friends.

    we all must take one day at a time!!! take time for ourselves, and love ourselves…… hard to do at times, but, if we try it can be done..

    hugs,,,, ktm

  72. Manik says:

    OH I AM JUST GLAD VERY HAPPY FOR UR PRESENCE I GOT AFRAID THAT SOMETHING HAPPENED TO U I THOUGHT THAT U WERE ILL BUT NOW I AM GLAD AND MY MIND AN HEART IS FULL OF U WHEN I SAW UR COMMENT BACK GLAD TO BE BACK LETS CONTINUE OUR JOURNEY THROUGH THIS WORLD OF COURSE WITH DARSTARR TOO ARE U HERE DARSTARR.

  73. Manik says:

    I THANK CARE TAKER FOR HIS GREAT HELP IN SENDING KNOWTOMUCH THAT I AM WAITING FOR HER PRESENCE ONCE AGAIN I THANK U CARE TAKER. I HAVE BEEN WAITING FOR UR PRESENCE SEEING MY STORY THRICE A DAY KNOWTOMUCH

  74. DarStarr says:

    KTM and Manik,
    I am here! And always will be for you guys!!!
    KTM, you are so right, it is such a wonderful thing to have friends!!

  75. KNOWTOMUCH says:

    hi guys, i am going to post a new story!!!! kind of excited about it… keep an eye out!!! ktm

  76. Manik says:

    WE ARE FRIENDS!!!!!!! FRIENDS FOR EVER LIFE FOR LOVE.

  77. DarStarr says:

    Manik,
    We are!!! You are such a sweet person!!!!

    KTM,
    I am looking forward to it, as I always look forward to your posts!!!

  78. Manik says:

    WAITING FOR YOUR POSTS KNOWTOMUCH

  79. DarStarr says:

    Yeah!
    Where is she Manik!! I hope she still loves us!!! LOL!! ;0

  80. Manik says:

    of course she loves us she just cant keep up with our posts i cant assume any other reason i think!

  81. DarStarr says:

    Manik,
    I think you are right sweetie!!!!

  82. Manik says:

    I JUST LOVE WHEN U CALL ME SWEETIE DARSTARR LOVABLE PEOPLES!!!

  83. DarStarr says:

    Manik!
    You are just tooooo cute!!! – sweetie!!! ;)

  84. KNOWTOMUCH says:

    hi guys,, in here!!!! wow,, its nice to be missed,, you guys are the best,, just been very tired this week…. i had the brain mri, last friday, wont know results for about 2 weeks when i see my neuro again.. in the meantime, i will be having a lot of bloodwork done with 2 doctors, and a yearly physical.. busy time of year….. trying to get all of my doc. visits in before end of the year….

    i did enter 2 stories, and they will be posted on Oct, 22 and 23, just found out today.. so keep a lookout!!!!

    manik and dar, you are both sweeties and honeys,,,,, its good to have friends like you guys… i will make a point to be here more often..

    luv you all,,,, ktm

  85. Manik says:

    HI DARSTARR AND KTM,
    YOU ARE SUCH A SWEETIE TOO DARSTARR!!!
    I WILL BE VISITING THE SITE TWICE A DAY KNOWTOMUCH BUT
    PLEASE SPECIFY THE NAMES OF THE STORIES THAT U ARE GONNA POST!!!

  86. DarStarr says:

    KTM,
    I am sending out good vibes that all will be fine with all the doctors visits. I have been doing basically the same thing to. Got an appt. today as a matter of fact. HATE doctors, but they are a necessary evil I guess. But I just KNOW all will be good with you honey! I am sending love!!! Can’t wait to read your stories!
    And I know Manik is looking forward to them too!!
    Love you guys!

  87. KNOWTOMUCH says:

    Dar, i am thinking of you today, and hope your visit went well!! let me know if there is anything i can do….

    manik, i am also thinking of you today!!! my stories are named,,,, ( the hauted retirment home) and ( the girl at the top of the stairs) i am trying to get the guts up to post the story of Ambers murder….. thinking it and writing it are 2 different things… its just hard to write, because i have to leave out many details, to protect the innocent, one being me…

    i am already taking a chance by using her name!!!! just dont want the wrong people to get on here and read the story,, im sure that wont happen, but,, i have to be careful…. you see, this affected many people!! in my town…. in fact, 2 of my friends, and my sis in law all got cancer, not long after Amber died.. one of them has passed away…….

    my dad also passed away due to grief.. he also had cancer, and we had no clue he was sick… im very surprised that i am still alive!! i trully feel that the devil came to town that day, in 1993……. and left his mark on our town.. so many bad things have happened… and we dont live in a small town….

    i would love to write the story from top to bottom and how everything led up to the murderes, but,,, i cant…. it would take a book… maybe one day i will write that book…. just still afraid,, and very tired!!!!

    i feel like i have been running since 1993, even living in another state for 4 years after.. as far as some know,, i am still there…. i have moved numerous times.. you see…… there is more to the story than i will tell you,, there are others involved… the police did not follow up on the others… but,, i know in time, it will all come out, hopefully, while i am still alive, so i will understand how it ever happened..

    ok,,, i am rambling on……. talk soon,,,,, bless you all,, ktm

  88. DarStarr says:

    KTM,
    Thank you sweetie!!! You are a DOLL!!! – but not a scary clown doll or a Robert doll or anything!! lol! you are an angel doll!!! :)

  89. Manik says:

    To caretaker I wont be posting on the story “through the eyes of vampire” but i will post comments on other stories which are of my interest thank you.

    to DARSTARR AND KTM I have low bandwidth (low browsing speed) so it is very difficult for me to join or speak in “talkparanormal” guys so, sorry i won’t join u in talk paranormal KNOWTOMUCH
    Then Darstarr Knowtomuch is a cutie sweetie loving doll in our hearts!!!
    praying for you both loving manik.

    • Caretaker says:

      Manik,

      If you look at the bottom of TalkParanormal.com you will see a link that says “Lite (Archive) Mode” When you view the forum in that mode it uses very little resources and bandwidth. Its more or less just a plain text page with the same content.

  90. Manik says:

    to KNOWTOMUCH
    I know how it feels to loose everyone in ur family sweetie!!!
    I don’t want you to post ur full story if it affects others
    just post it simple which can be understandable we will try to understand it!!!
    with love Manik.

  91. SmexiiSteve says:

    Woah. Like woah. You three are like best friends and i feel like an intrusion but i can’t help but to say, i definitely like totally agree with knowtoomuch. I believe religion and politics definitely like totally bring hot discussions with flaring attitudes and minds. I’m not that great on politics so i usually tune them out, but religion is like a great affect on me (for personal reasons). but yeah, sometimes i kinda wish that those topics wouldn’t bring such heat flares, but you can’t help it. everyone has their own opinions, and that as people turn into adults, their minds information starts becoming set in stone so it will be even harder to persuade changes in their minds thoughts. but yeah. like totally agree.

    BTW: how do you know when someone has replied to your comments? like i totally have been commenting nonstop on like 20 billion stories and i’ll never know when someone answers my questions! do i have to wait and just keep checking those articles again (because i totally won’t remember which ones i commented), or will this site notify me everytime i come here? gahh; i wish this was easier….hahahahaah OMG. i JUST finally read the checkbox thingy at the bottom of the page saying, “check this box and get notified about followup comments via e-mail.” OMG im so retarded.lawl. i thought it was a thing where they would send you crap and i quickly dismissed it. ugh.

  92. Manik says:

    SmexiiSteve We are best friends IF U WANT U CAN JOIN IN TOO, GREAT FRIEND SHIP SHOULD NOT BE LOST IT SHOULD BE VAST!!! Hows my poetry!
    next time u post comments DON’T EVER FORGET TO CHECK THE NOTIFY ME BY EMAIL IF THERE ARE FOLLOW UP EMAILS OK.
    I WILL BE A BEST FRIEND TO U TOO IF U WANT.
    Its DIWALI IN INDIA THEY CELEBRATE THIS FESTIVAL ON ACCOUNT OF RAMAN AN INCARNATION OF LORD VISHNU WHO KILLED AN EVIL PERSON NAMED RAVANNA!!!
    WITH LOVE MANIK.

  93. SmexiiSteve says:

    Caretaker: I seem to be not able to find the “light archive” you speak of on this website. can you help me?

    • Caretaker says:

      SmexiiSteve
      If you go toward the bottom of the page you will see a row of links. One of them says “Lite (Archive) Mode “

  94. SmexiiSteve says:

    Woah. like woah. there were sooo many caps i don’t think i followed. You’re from india? woah even more. and won’t the website thingy like have me clicking the box thingy for notifications saved so i don’t HAVE TO click it all the time?

    • Caretaker says:

      SmexiiSteve
      – you only need to check it one time. If you ever decide you dont want to get the email notifications there is a link at the bottom of each one you can use to remove it.

  95. SmexiiSteve says:

    Caretaker:
    if i check the box does it apply to all the other stories i have commented or just this one? and if i check the box after commenting other stories does it still apply or just does it apply from here on out?

    • Caretaker says:

      The notifications dont work by cookies. When you post your comment and include a valid email address and check the box a message is sent to the system to record that email address and then to send it an update whenever a new comment is made. Clearing your cookies will not stop the emails, only using the unsubscribe page/link can you remove your email address from the que. It just takes a couple clicks.

      Also, the notification process only works for the one story. If you want to receive updates for other stories you will need to check the box on those particular stories.

  96. Manik says:

    SmexiiSteve
    If u remove or delete ur cookies u should check the box again.
    Yea i am from INDIA. Then what to say??? tilt!!!

  97. Manik says:

    MAN!!! I didn’t say that deleting cookies will stop the email notifications i said it will hide or erase the cached stuffs that you entered like example erased cookies will erase the stuff u enter in comment form and will make the check box appear again.

  98. SmexiiSteve says:

    Manik:
    i have no idea what you just meant.lawl and just for security reasons are you, knowtoomuch, and DarStarr 16 and under? because im 15. and i don�t wanna be talking to any creepers. no offence. just so im safe

    Caretaker:
    Dangit! Gahh. now i have to pretty much search up all of my previous comments just to make sure i have notifications. fml.

    • Caretaker says:

      SmexiiSteve
      There is a link at the bottom of each notification (in your email) that you can click on to see and manage all the threads you are subscribed to

  99. KNOWTOMUCH says:

    LOL,,, i just have to have a laugh!!! you guys have put a ray of sundhine in my morning!!! it took me forever to figure out how to post and recieve posts,,lol.. dont worry steve, you will get it, and very nice to meet you… yes,, join in and be our friend, anyone is welcome….

    dar, manik and me have become very close through our posts, as we all feel that we can finally say it like it is, and not be shunned by others… we welcome anyone who wants to be able to vent and talk….

    manik and dar,, you guys are so sweet,, hugs to you both!!!!

    by the way,, manik,, although i am on the other site also, i will be here most of the time… the other site is huge,, i cant keep up with all of it…lol,,,,,only so much brain to go around!!!!

    i know that it seems like much of my life has been negative, but, i also have happiness.. you know,, we have to make our own happiness!!!! i have to work hard to push away the negative, but i do….. the more stories i am telling, the more stories i am remembering!!!! wow,, a lot has happened in my life.. maybe i can remember some good spirit stories, i know they are in my head somewhere!!!!!!!!!!!

    all my luv to all,,,,, ktm

  100. KNOWTOMUCH says:

    OH…. by the way,, i am from Great Britain !!! actually Wales…i also lived in Canada for a while, i have been in the USA for many years now!!!! WOW manik,,, India,,, how cool is that!!!!!!! i now live in the Southeast of the USA…. but not to close to the coast, closer to the Blue Ridge mountains…….in fact, i live in the foothills of the mountains, we are 5 miles from NC border….. i live in SC….
    ktm