Since I was a young girl I have heard strange noises and seen strange figures. I must have blocked a lot of this out because the memories have hit me in waves over the years.
I recall being very young and something coming to me and telling me that I wasn’t meant to live. I was born premature and had a rough beginning, but this voice insisted that I go with them and it scared me to death. There was the sound of breathing in my bedroom, and feelings like I would leave my body in the most vivid lucid dreams…
Fast forward to age 13. I began hearing voices in my bedroom saying much more sinister things. I thought I was going crazy… and then it happened. I thought I was dreaming… I was laying in my bed and in my “dream” I saw my bedroom door open and a figure come in… it appeared to be a man in boxers… I couldn’t move, or speak… he forced himself onto me and began squeezing my breast so hard and forcing my legs apart… it was horrifying. It finally stopped and I screamed out and woke my mother. Could that have been a nightmare? Sure. Could it have been some locked away memory of being molested? Sure…
Fast forward to 17. I began waking up feeling like I couldn’t breathe. I would hear a screeching, shrill voice whisper horrible things into my ear. I would scream and nothing would come out, couldn’t move… like it was on my chest, or if I were on my stomach it would be on my back.
I’m now 24 and this has gotten more and more frequent. I have seen a black figure in my room, even when I was awake. I smell something that smells of stale, earthy, death… it’s so distinct… then I know it’s there. It has raped me. I swear to it. I feel it inside me. I have woken up with hickies and bruises on my thighs. It tells me “you like evil more than good”, “you are worthless”, “we will kill your son”, “you will never be happy.”
I once saw it standing at the foot of my bed. A black figure, appearing to be wearing a hood. What is this? I feel like I’m going crazy. It’s terrifying. I have no peace. My back hurts constantly now, I never know when this thing will come. Once it literally felt like it was tearing my soul out of me, pulling me through me bed away from my body.
What can I do? Is there anyone who knows anybody or any groups or forums or priests or just anyone? I really need to talk to people who understand. I’m tired of hearing that it’s sleep paralysis. I called a priest, he thought I was crazy. I need some help. I am so afraid it’s going to kill me sometimes. It laughs when I curse it in my head or when I try to fight back. This thing is so dark, so evil… my body tingles when it’s near… like electricity. It’s not a dream. This is real. If anyone can offer some support or help it would be greatly appreciated.
Sent in by Natalie, Copyright 2009 TrueGhostTales.com
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I have had something simliar.
When ever i go to my friends house i see a girl standing in an archway (in the room) i close my eyes and open them again and is it just her face, right up close to mine looking angrily like frowning at me, nose to nose.
the girl will then retreat and stand about a meter away just, frowning at me.
I have spoken to my friend (who has suffered from night terrors since age of
and she says that the girl did it to her too, she even showed me a pre-written book of noteson what she had seen.
Hey Natalie
Kindly to say something or at least answer any one of the above comments. You posted your scary story which broken our hearts, then keep on silence .all the above people cared about you very much.Are you alright now?
Please keep on touch.
regards.
i also have to jump in here… when a person has been terrorized,, it is hard to just stand up to evil… if it be spirits or live people… i have been terrorized by both… and i will tell you this,,, i am afraid,, i know what can happen to a person….
i also wonder why some people come here??? it just doesnt make sense to me when a person isnt here to support other people that are in trouble, and begging for help.. i dont get it….how can a person be so hard nosed???
i do agree that some do seem to come here to get our backs up,, for sure…. i was always taught,, if you cant be nice,,, keep your opinions to yourself….
Natalie has obviously come here needing help,, like right now!!! im sure she was even afraid to post the story, as that could even cause her problems…. she is in a dangerous situation,and this could even effect her child..
many of us here support each other fully, no matter what our story is.. no matter how unbelievable it is…because,, we understand how it feels, and we are full of empathy and love.. it breaks our hearts to hear these stories… when people get together and support others, it does make a huge difference…..
i came here, and i am feeling so much better,,, by the people that have supported me.. but not the people that have belittled me… they know who they are!!!
this is a paranormal website,, its not a scientific website,, there is a difference…. scientists seem to have an answer for everything,, that there is logic in everything.. well,, thats not why we are here… this is a paranormal site,, thats what we are talking about..
maybe,, some people like to see us get upset.. well, all i can say for those type people is… i hope you live a wonderful life….. i just see so much bitterness!!!!
praying for those that have unhappy lives,,,,, ktm
mr. knowtomuch….
i agree with you, however you were wrong in one thing. you implied that people are not here to find logic and reason in their happenings. When i see people asking for help, what to do, constantly. Based upon what i have expierenced i have a good grasp of what the world is truly like behind closed doors.
i look around and see a lot of people with absolutes, little room for a gray area, which saddens me because of the nature of this forum. we live in the gray world people…
try to implore logic in thoes who want legitimate answers to their problems. not rely only leaps of faith. they will believe when it is their time to believe.
scientific paranormal research is not an oxymoron
Christian,, i think you need to reread my comment hun,,,,, you totally turned my words around… about logic…. common sense will tell anyone, that we would like a logical answer for everything….. yes,, i would also….. i said,, scientists want to find logic in everything,,
what you dont understand is,,, people that come here,, have already heard from thier loved ones,, all the logic they can stand.. i know,, been there, done that.. they are coming here as a last resort in some cases.. they are coming here to seek answers about the paranormal, and others who have experienced the same sorts of things.. its not a debate team……
many of us have had the same things happen to us, and we dont have the answers,, but,, we can offer support to the ones who are terrified by whats happening to them.!!!!!
we can offer good advice,, as many of us have been there, and walked in thier shoes!! maybe you dont understand how terrifying life can be when you dont understand what is happening to you…
take care all,, from MRS. ktm
alright well then my apologies at first glance just seemed that science was a copout to belief…
i have been through many life times worth of fair shares i want to help others as i do in real life. thats why im here..
KTM,
How perfectly put! I am at a total loss as to why people come to a PARANORMAL site and belittle the people on here that are only trying to find answers, or support!
Christian,
Yes, we DO live in a grey world, that’s the point here! That NOTHING is black and white, that there ARE things out there that can’t be explained!
What bothers me most is your comment about it bothering you that people are on here constantly asking for help – All that goes through my mind is what kind of individual are you that you are bothered by someone asking for our help! Isn’t that what makes us human??? The absolute WORST thing anyone can do is to turn their back on someone in need!
i live in a gray world,, for sure!!! now, on the other hand,, my sis lives in the black and white world, so there are times that we dont agree……. i live in reality!!! its just in my nature,, i didnt plan it this way,, it just is,,, the saying is,,,( I AM) that simple…
ktm
I think ktm is right because I’ve had shadow creature experiences and other thing. These creatures have scratched and bruised me and my parents shrugged it off and made fun of me for thinkin that it could be a ghost.