15 minutes after my girl was born, the lady doctor took my daughter out of the laboring room in her arms for me and my mother-in-law to see. I then told the baby I am her father. The baby, with her barely opened eyes, struggled to lift her head from the doctor’s armpit to a horizontal eye view and opened her eyes wide to focus on me for two seconds. Then she seemed satisfied and fell back to rest like a normal tired baby.
To prove my point that the baby understood what I said, I then told her again to see her grandma. She again struggled to lift her head and I pointed my fingers to my side. She then turned her head 45 degrees from me and took a wide focusing look at her grandmother for a second. And she fell back to her rest.
Many scientists claimed that children are born with inverted vision. I truly disbelieve. My daughter is now seven with a normal IQ, but a bit more than average sentimentally especially while watching sad movies. Her mind has no special purpose but to live happily.
When I was four, I’d been wondering my purpose in this life. I knew there was one, but no way I could find out. But at the age of 22, I met the girl the instant I knew ‘it’s her!’ She had no reminiscence of me anyhow. She was the girl destined to be introduced to me one year ago but I refused to attend. She was now my friend’s girlfriend. This girl was the dinosaur species ‘one-man woman’. Because I believed the fate have to draw a line here, (if you’re mine, you’re mine; if not, you’re not) so I proposed the stupid-but-no regret yes or no situation. Of course the answer was NO.
Later the girl was told by some fortune-teller that her past life had been a nun. I began wondering if I had treated her badly the previous life to turn her into a nun and I have to pay now for my terrible deed. No matter what, I believed it was adjourned after years of my crawling through hell to remind myself to erase the memory of this PURPOSE.
‘Terminal’, the movie. How stupid he is to gather the last Jazz singer’s signature for his dead father and have to be stuck in the airport terminal for years. And how stupid the air stewardess is to trade her love for a one-day pass to New York for this stupid guy. Are we to judge? Right or wrong? Everyday we are making choices. Not until we try all the routes, shall we settle to draw a conclusion. But each route is full of good and bad moments. Are we easy to do just a simple add and subtraction to say which route is the better? If you say you can, the moment before you die, I believe reincarnation will be one of the routes you go. Obstinacy plays a major part in earth bound souls.
Sent in by Sai Yin Chan, Copyright 2009 TrueGhostTales.com
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nice story!
Er Sai Yin Chan,are you chinese?
Hey sai Yin Chan,
Could u share some more of your thoughts with us? Im very very intrested in the theory of reincarnation. there are times when i felt with my ex-boyfriend that he truly was “the one” and that i have known him for ever and that this life would just be like another one of our dates. though things are almost over between us, nothings ever felt better 2 me than his touch. All right all that apart, I would really want to visit this person who told that girl that she had been a nun in her previous life. Could u gimme the contact details? Or mayb you could get in youch with me regarding your theories. Waiting patiently for your response.
Piomini?
I have no more contact with the ‘girl’ who has been married to my ‘friend’. And the marriage wasn’t a happy one. The girl married him because she loved his ways very much but later found out herself being naive. And the guy married her for the only reason that she was the precious dinosaur species. I could only say that the guy’s indecent behaviour prevented me from being his friend anymore. So I can’t help to locate the ‘fortune-teller’.
But in Taiwan, there are a lot of extraordinary people. Some can tell you right away just by seeing you. All these data I knew by watching television series through the internet.
In Hong Kong, it’s hard to find an extraordinary person. Most claimed magical are relying on the ‘cultivated baby-ghost’. And I don’t think that is the RIGHT way. The best fortune-tellers are someone that can help you to look up your entire events from their reference ’3-lives book’ according to your birth date. A relative of mine visited one and was charged a fee of US$1200 but was satisfied.
I’d prefer finding my own way, solving my problem myself.
Since you are still in a sort of lost and bewildered state, unsolving your own mysteries may be a way of relieving.
And I’m still in the learning stage of ‘Letting go’. Of course the ‘love at first sight’ scene has long been a past. There are still matters concerning my obstinacy of love I have to let go. Don’t forget that I ‘came’ again for the reason just ‘out of love’.
If you still want to have further information of those extraordinary people and fortune- tellers, I can try to search the net for more details. Or if something comes up you want to discuss, you can e-mail me too.
play_with_sai at hotmail.com
By the way, I had an experience with a ‘Miss Right’ too. In those few months, I felt so good that I even had the thought of marrying her! There were 2 times, I even wondered if she were beside me the time I woke up and tried to look for her. But it turned sour when I realized she hadn’t really broken up with her ex-boyfriend. But there were events quite extraordinary I might be telling later.
There is another peculiar story of mine, you may take a look.
http://www.trueghosttales.com/paranormal/sai-chan-the-story-reincarnation-and-memories/
And 2 comments I made at this page.
http://www.trueghosttales.com/paranormal/terrifying-sleep-paralysis-experience/
Anyway, thanks and wish you ‘live’ well.
nita,
One day, I saw my aunt looking sick. I notice her being anaemia by checking her pulse on her wrists. (It’s just self-learning from the books of traditional chinese medicine. I even tried many herbs to justify the real effects.) Then I told her that her problem was minimal, I could even treat her with some ordinary herbs. You could go visit a chinese medicine doctor if you disbelieved in me. She refused because she never believe the chinese ways. I told her to at least see a european practice. She refused. I told her to at least take B12 vitamin pills. She refused in the concept of having no sickness. I turned for help to her family members. They said they saw nothing wrong too. Then I had to say that she was vulnerable of fainting one day and could turn into a stroke, and could die, in a few months ahead, though just lack of blood. She gave me the look of bullshiting. Then I said, might be you are the lucky one. Why? Because uncle would take care of you all his life for you. What? You could die before he would. After that, they hate me for this.
And I kept time after time to persuade, at last, I gave up. A few months after that, my aunt was found lying on the floor, and was sent to hospital. Near a week of half her body paralysed and only a bit conscious, I’d never visited her because I hated seeing her die. Then they cried when they talked to me, and asked me which funeral home would be the best. I told them that their mother was not veins-bursting of the brain nor the heart, only lacking of blood turned her like this. If they could sacrifice a few hours everyday, then their mother could even walk back home. Yes, but how? I told them the points to massage the head, the arm, the leg, the back and the neck. And they did what I said. Soon, my aunt came to, after a month and a half, she walked back home. They lived just next door to me. When my aunt came back home and saw me, she raised her thumb to me. Still couldn’t speak, but she always walked to exercise in the garden in the thought of recovering. Then I told her the need to take chinese herbs. But she believed the walking and her children massaging would cure. I tried several times and she refused to listen. I said the risk of 2nd stroke is prominent in a few months. Walking and massaging are just like pails of water thrashing the gutter, but without medicine to clear the debris at the exit opening, it’s no use. I was in vain. At last I refrained from seeing her any more. A few months passed, she collapsed again in another stroke. I told them I could do nothing this time. She was in unconscious state for over a year, they even took the acupuncturist home to practice. Better, but my aunt never came to, and then died. Two days after, her children were relieved and even celebrated, going to cinema and partying. And I was hated by them even more. I felt so innocent.
Love to your caring could end up by hate from others. I’ve experienced many times.
I’ve learned that all I could do is just ‘tell’, ‘warn’ will be a dislike word to the unaccepted. And ‘hate’ evolves from your persistence of reminding. If some one doesn’t want a piece of you, then you stop sharing any piece, even he is your precious child. Sometimes, fate is destined. And I hate to say ‘told you so’. I’d prefer to walk away.
If I could help, I would try to. But if I go too deep to being obstinate, feel free to remind me that.
hey Sai Yin Chan,
Felt real bad after reading your last post
Sai Yin Chan,
Thank you so much for that advice I feel better about everything you have confirmed with I had concluded to do and I’m sorry about your aunt, her kids will come around to understanding that you were trying to help not hurt but they may already know that some how its just easier to blame someone else by saying they cursed her by telling her how to get better, my sincere gratitude to you for sharing, God bless keep up the good work in helping those who want to be helped usually not FAMILY unfortunately,
Nita
nita,
I worry about you. So just to ensure you that here is a friend standing by to support.
Our senses are connected to things around us. Especially immense among the sensitive persons.
I’m lucky to have just a tiny bit, so can have room to analytically find out what’s going on.
For example, my 4 stoves lined up in a square, situated east of my house, and the stove that pointing north was not working.
I didn’t pay much attention. A few days after, my car did not start. Then I had to think why.
These happened around February 22th, this year.
East of the house represents the eldest son, or liver or bile. North means 2nd son, or urinary or reproductive system.
I already knew my eldest aunt (my father’s eldest sister) had bile problem, so the east was settled. She would be dying.
And my car’s starter situated at the front of the car, representing north, and the heart of the car stopped, that meaned death.
But I didn’t tell anybody, not to scare the non-believers. After 1 week, my brother, the 2nd son, lost a fetus (that match the 2nd son, and reproductive system, and death).
And my uncle, the 2nd son, went to hospital asked for a pace-maker installed because he thought his heart was blocked again without knowing that the pressure reading from the machine at home was just out of battery. Of course it was just a farce.
(but it match the 2nd son, and heart, and near death if a stupid doctor was to perform)
On August 10th, my eldest aunt died of bile-duct cancer. (And that matched bile, and death)
These all happened within 6 months.
There was another one example. A few months before my mother’s death. My 3 cars all had same flat tires at the RH rear wheel,
and 1 of it was caused by other car bumped into me. It all happened within weeks. And that wheel represents the direction of mother.
And the one with my father? Also a few months before his death of urinary problems, I released my foot unintensionally during the waiting of the red signal light and folded the hood into the rear of the container truck.
So please be reminded that we are perceptive to things surrounded. No matter dreams or thoughts most of the times they tell tales.
The problems remained are knowing how to decipher the codes.
Don’t hesitate, when you encounter questions, just ask!
Or even email me.
Btw, I knew of a friend, who had the touch of death, not a good person, that I refused to contact. Years after I learned of his news of his freaked accident that paralysed half of his body.
But I have confidence in you.
Sai Chan,
Thank you for your concrens, I have been having some distribuing dreams, and having a hard time getting a job that pays well so I’ve been a little edgy and not to mention my kids have been acting strange and unco-operative with me giving me a hard time with advice or warnings and now all hell is breaking out with them so I guess I’m the blame as usual any how I read your posting and found it interesting because I had some car problems and issues with staying focused on my surroundings like something is trying to prevent me from being happy or progressing, I will complete my bachelors degree in December of this year, so that will be an life long accomplishment any how I just feel helpless and unsure of some things now so again thanks
Nita
nita,
Your letter wore me down in body and mind. I felt what you felt. I had to pull myself up before able enough to answer you.
You were the mirror of myself. But you are lucky to have me being the infantry who’ve survived and can relate the war.
We are the people that are doomed if to let in negative feelings of what others feel. Instead we should lead with our joy for others to follow.
Act this force onto yourself, and your children.
It works or not depends on the faith. Faith is like a switch of your power.
This power we are all provided with, just have to learn of its existence, and when to use it.
When you feel cold, you do it. When feeling something not right without cause, you do it.
Or the child feel scared at times with no cause, you do it.
Sometimes the child may be cold at 1 minute, but then hot at another minute.
You can feel that by touching his forehead.
The effect will arrive with the power at an instant. If not you have to see if there are other reasons, such as the problem of the house itself or simply physical sickness.
The person that you act on has to have faith in you too.
If not, there will be feedback onto you.
You can start it with them as a game or magic trick or any that you can think of.
But don’t tell them anything about the ghosts!! They will be afraid.
To expel energy that making you sick, vomit, or change of temperature….
Quickly rub your palms till hot, while breathing in deeply.
The following process takes 6 seconds while breathing out only.
Put your left palm on your forehead with your fingers slightly spread on your head.
Your right palm clench under your left elbow.
Say command words 3 times with your firm belief while slowly sweeping your left palm towards the rear of your head.
At the end of 6 seconds, jerk your left hand free, away from the rear of your head.
This casts all negative force out of your body.
To perform it on a small child–your left hand grasp and support but palm against the back of the child’s head near the neck, and your right palm do the sweeping motion.
1..The command words can be simply as out, out, out; or any of your beliefs.
2..The following buddhist spell works for me–saying 3 times the notes are
do do so so do re. (especially the mor, tor are to vibrate and echo)
3..Tibetan spell ‘om ma lae bae me hom’ to expel evil. (especially emphasize the hom to vibrate and echo as much as possible)
But beware that you are kind of sacrificing if you work on others.
Cause there is a risk of feedback, especially if you inhale during the sweeping motion.
From my experience, you can just think of the command words in the process, and it works, no need for any vibration or echo.
Single hand, left or right, without rubbing the palms, still work for me.
One word–faith.
But never forget the breathing out is a must while faith is exerting.
2..The following buddhist spell is ( ,larm ,mor ‘au ‘lei ,tor faeg )
Sai chan
I will do this and this letter made me feel better and thanks so much for being a friend, and supporter I don’t take this lightly I’m most gracious for your prayers and understanding, I know in time things will get better for all of us but it’s wearing me down for now I think that something good is in store and that’s why this is happening to make me get out of faith and the spirit of being happy, but I have you as a supporter and I believe that the enemy is mad at me for reaching out to someone to help so thank you
PS: the power is so strong it tries to make me write things that I don’t want to every time I write you I have to concentrate so hard or go back to see what i wrote or I see words I didn’t write I have to revise it over and over wow this is scary
Nita
Dear piomini,
thank you for starting my flame of quest of life.
Dear nita,
thank you for igniting my turbo to help.
I’ve just received a delighted email from one of the dozens from another site that I helped in the past month, telling me the great news. He or she (I can’t distinguish from the name alone) was diagnosed that the cancer was gone, only a benign tumor is left, just after 3 days, after reading my letter of telling how the heart should reside in a terminal cancer patient. She thanked me for saving her.
I stopped the self-killing at the brink. I stopped the negative force that acting on.
So why couldn’t you !?
It was not my credit. It was just a proof of the awakening of oneself.
Many women call their husband devil.
And there was a case I would like to tell them about the power of hate.
A married man in his fifty’s, still playing around with women.
One day, he was on his motorbike initiating his way to see his girlfriend.
But his wife was there clutching his trousers not letting him go.
The husband ignored that, and riding away.
The wife was pulled to the ground, to quite a distance, filled with unbearable pain and hurt, then she had to let go.
But the hate rested in her so intense that just mingled with her bodily pain.
However, that day, the man didn’t ever see the girlfriend, but died in an accident on the way.
The wife had finally finished taking care of the funeral services.
One night preparing to sleep, she saw her husband in his casual home-wear, but face blurred, walking toward her bed, and lay down on his side beside her. She was scared in wonder but then angry, and asked, “What do you want? Why are you here?”
The husband still facing the other side, without showing face to his wife, avoiding might be his scary look, and said,
“Your hate in me without subsiding, I can’t go in peace.”
The ghost kept visiting for a few nights until this time, finally, the wife said, “OK, I forgive you!”
In an instant, the ghost just disappeared without trace.
This story was told by the Christian wife, who didn’t even expect her husband could come back to her, other than the passage to the heaven or hell !